I Have Everything…NOT!

For Isabella Marie Swann life with no Edward Cullen was the worst nightmare of all imagined. Then, Laurent turns her into a vampire. She meets the Gerald's. She falls in love again but he's no Edward. Twenty-years later, Isabella's life is perfect, she had a loving family, a charming boyfriend who's planning on proposing, a pocket full of credit cards and a astonishing beauty that not even Rosalie Cullen could ever dream of. Then why is she still unhappy? Take a Vampire Party and turn it into a sweet reunion for Isabella and the Cullen's and it will give trouble along the way. That is! Its war! Against Edwards new sweetheart and Bella's new man and Victoria is out for revenge!

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Phew! Its over! I'm free again! Yay! I started typing this chapter yesterday but did not finish the day after yesterday, I had a test and now I just hope I passed.

Again, thank you for reading. I really like Jesse but Edward I love more.

Chapter Three

Margaret and The Cullens.

I hate and love this moment at the same time. I knew what I was doing now was going to hurt someone and I hated it. But it's been years and when you're still in love with your first love you just give in to it even though he moved on, I hate this.

Bella, what are you doing! You are so stupid! Let go of him! He is obviously just happy that you're alive! Now he can clear his conscious and pull you away again! He hurt you long enough! No! No! No! I was clearly fighting for what's right. I didn't notice that I let myself connect to Edward more than a hug but my mind. Crap! Edward pulled away softly but his head still on my face with a hurt look on his eyes.

I blocked his thoughts away. "I read your mind?" he whispered confused, on the edge of his voice he also sounded hurt. Oh yes, he heard.

"That was because I let you," I whispered back still not clearly though, I still felt numb. I tried to keep my voice casual but I lost memory with Plan A and that was to act calm and still happy to see him, tell him you're happy and show him that you totally moved on but miss him and wanted to be friends.

It did not work since he heard what I was thinking a minute ago.

"Bella, I cannot believe my own eyes. You, here… right now. I missed you so much. Who bit you? How come Alice hasn't seen any visions of you? How long has it been?" he's eyes looked like someone had tortured him. If he were to cry now, I bet his shirt would be soaking wet. "I'm so sorry, Bella. I'm such a monster. For letting you go like that. Lying to you. You have no idea on how much I want to rip myself right now."

"Edward," I signed. "Look, its not your fault. You know me. I'm a danger magnet." I chuckled lightly. But it did not affect either of us.

Silence surrounded us for a whole minute. We were looking at each other. Trying to see the changes. He didn't change much. He still looked like Edward… my Edward. I was feeling a bit shy as he examined my face, like counting every freckles (if I had freckles) in my face and he looked so happy but his eyes could not hide the guilt.

"Edward, dear!" a high-pitched voice echoed into my head. And seconds later, a hand was wrapping around Edward's shoulder. Long thin arms, a girl an inch shorter than me wearing a pink strapless dress, her curly brown hair did not reach her shoulder, her thin lips was curving in a seductive smile for Edward and her stick figure looked like she needed more curves but then again she looked like what any vampires would look like a goddess. "We must dance! Rosalie and Emmett are!"

I felt so jealous, never like this before. Not even with Jesse as perky human cheerleaders fall all over him. No, I wanted to throw something right at her but it wouldn't make me the teeniest bit satisfied. I wanted to glare at her; I wanted to punch her perfect little face and most of all I wanted to cry. She is obviously Edwards new mate. God, I felt like throwing a fit right now. I was so sad. How was I so stupid before? Human and vampire, I was naïve and I still am. Being in love with a guy who loves someone else. I wanted to hurt myself. And her.

And the way she said Rosalie's name was like she was Rosalie's own personal slave. But as much as Rosalie seemed to dislike me, I knew Rosalie had a good heart. This girl must just be obsessed to want to be like Rosalie Hale.

Edward gave her a weak smile. And I knew, it was a bit awkward. Having your girlfriend and your ex in the same room. I didn't even want to think if the girl was more than his girlfriend.

The girl stopped to face me. Her face showed the shock and jealousy as she studied my appearance. I gave her a friendly smile and she gave me a fake one. I like Rosalie better. "Love, who is this?" she asked Edward, eyeing me clearly saying, 'Stay away from him, he's mine!'

"I am Isabella Gerald." We shook hands.

"Margaret Cullen." She said in a matter of fact. Shock ran into my face, they were married! It felt like someone just stabbed my un-beating heart.

I kept my composure straight and casual. Who said I couldn't act? I can act as much as Edward. "You guys are married?" I asked trying to sound confuse. I was so obvious. But when I took a quick peek on her left hand, no ring.

Margaret laughed, "Oh, no. We're just dating. But someday, maybe, what would make you think about that?"

I laughed with her, "Its just that, the last time I met the Cullen's. The newest member was Jasper."

Edward stayed silent, still looking at me. I ignored him, I was mad. No, furious.

"Oh, you're an old friend?" She asked.

"Something like that." I replied nicely. I looked at Edward, letting him in my mind. Now, I have to hide what I was really thinking, he can have a quick peek. I just have to ask something. Edward, Does she know?

He nodded. I blocked him out again.

"Bella, everyone would be so glad to see you. Margaret, why don't we bring her to our table?" Edward said. Margaret nodded and mumbled a frustrated, "Sure."

Okay… I'm totally nervous now. I took a deep breath. I was going to meet the Cullens, my old family. I missed every single one of them.

Alice, her jumpy attitude and even her shopping sprees! Emmett his jokes even though they don't make sense I would be laughing happily right now. Esme, her loving nature, she was like a mother to me. Jaspers complains with the moods around him even though we don't really talk and that he almost took the snap out of me, Jasper was like my own brother, Carlisle's advices and fatherly actions and even Rosalie's pigheadedness.

This is it. This is it. This is it. Breathe, Bella, even though you don't need to. I'm nervous. What are they going to think? I wonder if they would hate me for not letting them know for all these years. I wonder is Alice still wanted to be best friends. Gosh, I'm so nervous.

Why am I not surprise? My family was there at the table too. Alice probably dragged them there as soon as she saw me on one of her visions. Carlisle and Drew was talking about something maybe the how to make the world a better place for humans and the supernatural obviously us. Emmett and Nick was in a heavy arm-wrestling match with Dean cheering, Rosalie and Heather was talking about clothes, Alice and Annie was giggling and whispering low to each other, Jasper and Jesse was talking about motorcycles and Esme and Elizabeth was talking about something about Home furnishing.

That was before they noticed me. Alice and Emmett then both yelped out of their seats and starting to yell my name like crazy. Alice got me first, hugging me tightly; we were both jumping up and down.

"Bella! I missed you so much! When I saw you in my vision hours ago! I couldn't stop smiling! It was you and Edward in the meadow! I couldn't believe my eyes! I had to hide it to Edward though; I wanted to see the look on his face. We missed you like crazy!" Alice probably recited. "Isabella Marie Swann! I cannot believe you blocked my power! Our family was about dead without you! But good lord! I can't believe you're here!"

Emmett was beginning to get impatient and pushed Alice softly away from me and he gave me a huge bear hug. I laughed, and patted him on the back. "Jeez! Bella! You didn't even think of calling your favorite bother! I'm missed you so much sis!"

"You have no idea, Em!" I said. "I wanted to I really did."

"Well, you could have called me! And I could have kept it a secret!" Emmett said. I raised an eyebrow. "Okay, maybe not but still! There was no one to make fun of!"

I rolled my eyes. At the background Alice was complaining at Emmett. Somethings just never change. "Bella, are you still clumsy?"

I laughed, "Yes I am but if you mess with me. You'll be sorry." I said jokingly as I turned my hand into fire for two seconds. His eyes was wide as well was the others. "Awesome power, Bells!" Emmett knew it was his cue to step aside and Esme embraced me tenderly.

"Oh…Bella! I missed you so much. It was like losing a daughter!" she said.

"I missed you so much too." I replied back hugging her tightly. Mom. Renee, Esme and Catherine. "I'm so sorry I did not keep in touch, I was afraid."

"There is nothing to be afraid of, Bella. You are my daughter, no matter what. And you should have let Alice see you in her visions. You should have." Esme replied softly and forgiving, like a mother always is. It made me miss Renee too.

I smiled at her. "It doesn't matter now. I'm here aren't I?"

"Yes, you are." Esme kissed my forehead and she let Carlisle embrace me. Carlisle hugged me lightly.

"It's been decades, Isabella. I'm glad you're here. We missed you a lot." He said.

I smiled. "I know,"

"You have a lot of explaining to do." Carlisle said.

"I know that. And, I'll tell you every single detail." Carlisle gave me a warm kind smile and then, Jasper.

We shook hands. "Bella, its so good to see you. The loneliness and depression was killing me. You were always like a sister to me even though we don't really communicate much." Jasper said. "And I'm so sorry about what-" I cut him off.

I laughed lightly, "It was an accident, Jasper. Don't worry about it."

And then Rosalie, she looked shocked. She looked at my appearance, a sudden kind of jealously that I never seen appeared on her face. What was wrong with everyone? I look normal! Then she tried to keep her face smooth and relaxed. We shook hands. "Bella." Was all she said, I smiled at her kindly.

I glanced at Margaret for a while, who now look furious and shocked. "You're Bella Swann!?!" she said. I nodded. She took a hold of Edward's hand harder. Edward hissed slowly at her for some reason.

I faced The Cullens and my family. Jesse came over me and gave me a small kiss on the lips, wrapping his arms around me. Edwards's eyes mixed with different moods including jealously. I ignored him.

Jesse led me to a seat next to him and Alice swiftly sat on the other side smiling happily. As soon as everyone was seated, we talked. I told them we should discuss the important things privately. Mom and dad invited them to our home after this with Jesse's help.

Everyone seemed to know each other but Edward had to introduce himself. My family was polite to him, even Jesse but he did not talk to Edward after the introduction. I did not talk to Edward, or Margaret since she seemed mad right now.

I did found out that Tanya's clan in Denali found Margaret, Alice told me in a low whisper that Margaret was spoiled and troubled in the same time. Tanya's clan sent her to live with the Cullens. She got better mostly because of Rosalie, her role model I suppose and her huge crush on Edward. But she wouldn't tell me what happened next and giggled saying that Edward will tell me someday. Margaret had no abilities though.

About 1:00 Am, we were home. Jesse was a bit tired though; he never transported so many vampires before. What I miss about being human was that you need to sleep at this kind of hour and I would want that today, so tomorrow I would be refreshed after the things that happened but no, instead all of us. Drew, Catherine, Jesse, Annie, Nick, Dean, Heather, Carlisle, Esme, Alice, Jasper, Emmett, Rosalie, Margaret and … Edward sat on the living room their eyes fixing on me. I was trying not to make eye contact with Edward. I signed.

"Where do I begin?"

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