Bella POV
Edward looked at me with pain in his beautiful gold eyes.
He stroked my face with his hand, "Right now your blood cant handle the change…the venom wouldn't heal you. We have to wait for some of the toxins to leave your system." He sucked in a breath after he said what I thought could never happen.
Shouldn't changing kill off the toxin?
I would have asked…but as soon as I started to speak, a deep pain cut me off. It was located deep in my throat. It felt like my esophagus was filled with something…blood, stomach acids; anything that would cause me to be unable to speak.
It gave me the feeling of having to vomit, and I felt myself gagging.
I didn't know that Edward had left the room, but he came back in with a trashcan, he placed it at the side of my-our bed. I coughed and almost gagged at the smell of blood.
The metallic, sick smell…coming from me. I felt the blood coming up my throat, and my muscles tried desperatly to push it back.
Edward called loudly for Carlisle, but i could only hear it in the back of my mind. There was something in my ears, cutting of the sounds; making it impossible to hear.
The fluids were now traveling through my face, it felt. Like it was going through the connecting cavity to my nose. I felt the blood come from my ears and mouth and laid back.
I prayed desperately for unconsciousness.
At that moment, Carlisle ran into the room. When he saw me, he gasped and called for Esme to get a bag of blood from the refrigerator in the garage.
I heard Edward and Carlisle talking in the back of my mind.
"We can't let her suffer like this," Edward hissed, "Its unethical"
Carlisle looked at Edward with a pained expression, "don't you remember…what happened with you? Do you remember this?"
My love nodded and spoke quietly "Yes, but never this bad…and never from the ears"
At that moment, during their hushed conversation, the blood boiling against my eyes…Victoria burst through the window.
All I could hear was growling, deep from both of the old vampires chests. Victoria looked at me with hunger in her eyes…and i could tell…this wasn't going to end as the Cullen's planned it to.
