CHAPTER 4 ~ Truth be told...
There he was, laying lifeless, covered in wires and bandages, what have i done? it's all my fault! he's dead because of me, what would i do without him? if only i had told him just how much he meant to me
I opened the door, running straight for Phil, i took his hand in mine as the tears were now falling fast down my cheeks and onto the floor, all i could feel was pain, anger, guilt, it was all destroying me, i couldn't believe it, i just sat there in the chair beside his bed, holding his hand, crying, ignoring anyone trying to make me feel better
"I-I'm sorry Phil, i'm s-s-so sorry, i didn't mean for any of this to h-happen, it's all my f-fault, i'm so sorry"
"Dan, he's f-"
"NO. ITS ALL MY FAULT. EVERYTHING IS ALL my fault!" i screamed at Wraven before noticing the sounds in the room, a heart monitor? when did a heart monitor get in the room? was it mine? or... PHIL! he's the only one in the room, it has to be his.
"He's not dead Dan, don't worry, he'll be fine, please, come back to your room... you need to rest" Wraven came closer to me, placing a warm hand on my shoulder
he's not dead, but he's not awake either is he?
He's right, he may not be dead, but he isn't awake either.. what have i done to him?
Maybe he's just sleeping, i told you he'll be fine, don't worry about him
i looked up at Wraven and saw that Amy was standing behind her with a sypathetic smile on her face, she was never good at these type of situations,she never liked going near the hospital since the day her sister died in a car crash, how ironic, right? she was driving, but not over the speed limit, she was turning the round about when a truck beside her started tipping over and eventually it crushed the car, unfortunately her sister got most of the impact and Amy survived, the doctors and nurses said she is very lucky to be alive, walking and speaking.
"Come one, you're bleeding and need to be in bed Dan. He'll be okay, don't worry" Wraven took my arm and started taking me back to my room, only then i noticed blood seeping from my right side near my ribs. But where did it come from? Oh yeah, the crash...