AN: I know that I haven't written any authors notes and I would like to explain
1) I've gotten the times wrong. After Sirius leaves the Twins and Harry, its lunch they leave just before dinner.
2) Remus can smell peoples scent and basic emotions (Lying, love, lust, nervousness, etc.)
3) The Twins are dating and are already animagi (bears)
4) Only 3 people know Harry's feeling for Remus and Sirius.
5) Harry was NOT raped by his uncle but he almost was (story will come up)
6) No full moon that night. I meant next week.
Disclaimer: J.K Rowling owns all.
Enjoy! ;P
Harry turns back towards Remus and Sirius and immediately starts blushing. He tries to walk past them to head into the kitchen but they both stand in his way. "Pup...you know that Bill is seeing Snivellus, right?" Harry looked past their shoulders and said quietly, "Yes. I know that he and Bill are seeing each other." Remus spoke up, "Cub, are they the two people that you said that you loved? We support you if they are. Right Padfoot?" Sirius was still in a state of shock and hurt knowing that his Harry was seeing that bat! He glanced and Remus and knew he had to play along. "Yes. I'm completely fine with it." He stated through gritted teeth.
"Good thing we had that cleared up." Remus smelt the pain that was still radiating off Harry. They sat through an awkward dinner, which was very uneventful. Harry had lost his appetite after 5 minutes of watching silent conversations between Remus and Sirius. He excused himself and left to go to bed (after dinner now).
He went upstairs and opened his wardrobe and took out his pajamas. He took a look in the mirror before throwing on a shirt and eyed his scars and words. He took another look at the last one, 'WHORE'. If the Order hadn't gotten him that day both his uncle and cousin would have raped him. He still felt like a push over. He didn't deserve Remus or Sirius, he didn't know why he was even trying to gain their attention. They obviously only looked at each other. He put on the glamour and the shirt before leaping into his bed and falling into a restless sleep...
HPRLSB-HPRLSB-HPRLSB
Remus awoke after hearing the bloodcurdling scream rip through the house. Sirius was awake not long after him. He looked at each other and understood. "Harry!" They both yelled throwing on robes and gathering their wands.
They ran down to the floor beneath their own and barged into Harry's room. They raced to Harry's bed. Harry let out another scream, much more clearer than before. "REMUS! SIRIUS! Please! Don't leave me! I'm sorry!" They kneeled down next to Harry and shook him softly. "Harry, Cub, please. Wake up?" Harry let out a fearful whine. This brought forward Moony. He gathered Harry into his arms and said, "We have to help him Padfoot. He called our names. He's sleeping between us."
They took Harry up the flight of stairs and arranged Harry on their bed between both of them. Harry was facing Remus while Sirius was spooning him from behind with an arm around his chest. Moony had his arm around Harry's waist and they all snuggled in for an uninterrupted night.
Harry awoke the next morning feeling very warm and comfortable. He shifted a little and realised that it was two bodies, one in front of him and one spooning him from behind him. He was laying on a broad and muscular chest. The man was shirtless and only wearing clad boxers much like himself. He couldn't see the person behind him but he had a feeling he had his head on Remus' chest and Sirius was spooning him.
He froze again after shifting slightly backwards and felt Sirius' morning wood. Sirius pushed his covered hard on against Harry's ass. His eyes shot open and he regretted it immediately. Remus was awake and watching what was transpiring. Harry cast his gaze downward and mumbled a "Good Morning Remus." He looked back up and asked, "What am I doing here Remus?" Then he remembered the nightmare and that he forgot his usual Silencing Charms.
He looked towards Remus again. He was going to ask why they bothered to bring him up, when he felt a pair of lips on his neck. His eyes grew to the size of saucers. He down and mumbled hurriedly, "Remus...I...I'm sorry. Sirius probably thinks it's you." He felt the pain in his chest again but he ignored it. Though Remus smelt his sadness, he also smelt and enticing smell, like white chocolate and crisp mildew.
He gave Harry a kiss between his eyebrows and said, "Happy Birthday Harry." Harry got a kiss on the temple by the man behind him and said, "Happy 19th Birthday Harry." Everyone was quiet and in their own thoughts. Harry interrupted the silence. "I...um...have got to go the bathroom," Remus and Sirius hugged him tighter before releasing him. He bolted out of the room.
He went into his room and started to cry. It was so unfair that Sirius would kiss his neck and tease him when he didn't even mean it. It hurt so much. 'I hope Bill's plan works out...' He checks over what's going to happen in their plan and also what's going to happen at his party.
The morning went by awkwardly and oddly quiet with Harry stuck in his reverie of Remus and Sirius actually agreeing to loving him back, not paternally. Once the afternoon rolled by the party was in full swing. Then, Bill and Sev showed up and to continue playing the part, he ran over to Bill and kissed him before hugging Sev and tucking his head in his neck.
He felt Sev give him a kiss on the top off his head and leaned down to whisper, "If looks could kill, your Mutt and Wolf would have thrown me to hell by now." Harry laughed out loud. "If looks really could kill, we'd both be dead Sev." Bill pulled Sev and Harry up the stairs towards Harry's room.
Once there he said, "The plan is working wonderfully. Just a couple more things we have to do first and you'll have them by tonight." And went on explaining the rest of their plan. The left the room and returned to the party unnoticed. Then Mrs. Weasley ran up and told Harry that the cake was going to be in 5 minutes. "We have to get this plan done faster guys." Bill looked around the rooms before spotting Sirius run out back. "Just in front of that door should work."
So, Sev and Harry went in front of the door. Harry looked out and waited until he stopped Sirius coming back towards them, before leaning up and kissing Severus heatedly on the lips while tangling his fingers in his hair. Severus had his hand on Harry's hips and was rubbing his ass and pinching it making Harry moan slightly.
Sirius walked in through the back door holding Harry's cake, only to find Harry making out with Snivellius. They were starting to rut against each other. He cleared his throat to try and catch their attention. When that didn't work he growled and caught Harry's attention. Harry opened his eyes and parted from the kiss. Sev started to kiss down his jaw and started sucking on his throat. Harry started to moan again, but Sirius only growled louder.
This caught Severus attention. "Yes Black, how can we help you?" Sirius was shocked by how civil he sounded. He opened and closed his mouth and said, "Cakes ready." Before running off to find Remus. "Follow the Mutt and listen to the conversation he's going to have with the Wolf." He kissed Harry on his forehead and said, "I hope you find happiness." And left Harry to find his Mutts.
Harry ran to the third floor and found Sirius and Remus talking near a room filled with alcohol. "Snivellius was sucking Harry's face off Remus! How do you want me to be calm!" Harry looked at Remus' face and immediately felt bad. Remus looked pained and had a lost look. "Padfoot you can't tell him who to kiss and who not to. If he is happy with Bill and Severus we will be happy for him, even though we want that instead." Harry covered his hands over his mouth to stop the large gasp. 'If I'm not their mate would they still want me?'
Sirius lent in and whispered quickly in Remus' ear. He silently growled after Sirius pulled away. His face looked so distressed that Harry wanted to run to him and make him feel better. But Sirius already pulled Remus into a hug and watched the pains slid away from his face.
He leaves them alone and rejoins the party. By now the party is in full swing and resembling a night club but instead of waiters there was Mrs. Weasley. It was an hour later when it happened. Harry had been asking Ron if he was joining the Chuddley Cannons, when Ginny attached herself to Harry's side. He tried to push her away but found that his arms felt like jelly. He had a very bad feeling when Ginny asked, "Harry may I please talk to you in private." Trying to look sincere. He didn't buy it for one second but still agreed to go in his bedroom and talk.
In his bedroom Ginny started to apologise about her behaviour. Harry was starting to relax into the conversation. That was his mistake. Ginny threw out her wand and cast a spell that had Harry strapped to the bed posts. He quickly and silently cast a patronus to Remus and Sirius asking for immediate help. Ginny swaggered over to Harry and straddled him. He tried to kick her off but his body felt like lead.
"If you don't like me, I still don't care. I'm going to have your heirs Harry! Even if I have to force you!" Harry paled. He remembered when Uncle Vernon threatened to force Harry onto Dudley. He closed his eyes and waited for the onslaught. 'I can't cast wandless magic but just enough to cast a patronus. Maybe she put up Wards to block them. Oh I hope not!' Ginny quickly fought to open Harry's belt.
She finally had I open and was about to unsheathe Harry's dick from his boxers when the door was blast open. Remus, Sirius, Kingsly, Tonks, Mad-Eye, all of the Weasley's and Severus burst through the door. What they saw was not what they had expected to see. Ginny turned and turned pale realizing her plan was ruined. Kingsly levitated Ginny out the door and straight to the Ministry. Remus ran to Harry and unbound him. "Harry, Harry, Cub, does anywhere hurt? Did she do anything?" Sirius ushered everyone out of the room.
Harry was shaking like a leaf. That had reminded him of Uncle Vernon a lot. He didn't want to tell more people that his uncle, a muggle, was abusing him. Only few knew. Dumbledore, Sev, Bill and Ron and Hermione. Madame Pomfrey used to heal him everytime he came back from the summer. It was very bad one time, that she had called Severus for help. He couldn't believe it when he walked through the Hospital Wing and saw Harry bleeding and bruised. Dumbledore had done nothing to stop them an dkept him there all summers.
"I have...have to tell you both something..." They pulled Harry between them on the bed and waited for Harry to explain. "During the time when I used to live with the...D-Dursley's...They used to force me to do things like cooking them breakfast and cleaning...If-If I didn't do things right...Uncle-V-Vernon used to beat me. With multiple objects..." Remus and Sirius let out a growl but Harry wasn't scared of them. "He...He ingraved things onto my...skin..." Remus and Sirius gasped. Remus started to sniff Harry and nuzzle his neck.
"Then the day when I went to the Order for the first time...My uncle...almost...almost...r-ra-raped me...but when he heard they were coming he stopped. i was a virgin then, still am. That was the last time he engraved something on me. He had ingraved...the word...'WHORE'..."
Remus and Sirius were furious. Remus was physically held back from going there and sicking them with Moony. They huddled more closely and sat in a comfortable silence. Sirius broke that silence. "Pup...," he started, "do you really love Snivellius and Bill?" Harry looked down and answered silently, "No..." "Then who is it Cub?" Remus asked. "Answer truthfully."
Harry silently had big fat tears rolling down his cheeks. He looked up at them and sobbed, "If you knew who it was...you'd kick me out!" "I promise we won't" "Marauders promise." Harry silently studied them and let out a long shaky sigh, "I love...(sob)...Both of you. (sobbing harder) I love you, Remus and Sirius." And continued sobbing silently with more tears running down his destroyed face.
AN: Oh I'm so evil aren't I?! I think I liked the way this chappy worked out...Shocking what Ginny did isn't it. For those who do like Ginny...Sorry she's bad in this fic...terrible. Also I'm thinking of adding nice!Malfoys. Yes? No? I won't update for a day I think...need a rest...Finished all my work ahead of my class and need a good nights sleep. I promise to have the next chappy by 2 days, no less.
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