'Now I can't wait, to see you again.'

Cale's P.O.V

I can't believe they're here. It's not fair. I've given up a year of my life trying to forget what happened to me.

It was NOT an easy road for me to get into wrestling. I had heard horror stories from women who had tried to become wrestlers without any preverbal 'foot-in-the-door' like half the women wrestling now. A lot of wrestling promoters are very sleazy. More than once I was promised matches if I slept with someone. Some women say yes, they're desperate to get their goal. As much as I've always wanted to be a wrestler, I never said yes. I walked out.

I glanced over at Jeff, who was holding my stiff hand as he talked to his big brother, Matt, and I felt a pang of guilt for never telling him about my past. He did deserve to know. However, only the person and myself knew. My body was getting stiffer as I fought off the memories threatening to spill over into my conscious thought. When Jeff had tried calling me, I hadn't heard I guess, over the internal war being waged in my head, so when he lowered his head and whispered into my ear, the dam broke. His breath of my neck made me gasp, and I shook my hand from his and ran blindly as the memories attacked me.

flashback

Cale had just finished working with her good friend, Angel Williams. It had been a good match, back and forth, culminating with Angel just making away with the victory. The response had been amazing, exactly what the girls had hoped for. After a girly, jumping hug, the two had gone to get ready for a night on the town.

There was a knock on the door in walked one of Cales best friends. She smiled and him and walked up to hug him.

"Good match sweet." He said to her.

Cale smiled at the praise.

"Thanks, Your match was awesome, too! I love that new move of yours, think you could teach it too me sometime?" Cale asked, busying herself with packing up again.

" 'Course I can, doll." He smiled reassuringly.

"Excellent," Said Cale, turning to face him with a smile, "Care to give me a ride to the hotel?"

"I'd do anything for you." He said, seriously. Cale took it as a joke and laughed.

"Lead the way then." She said laughing. He wrapped an arm around her waist and led her out of the hotel room.

Present

"No." whispered a tearful Cale as she walked to a waiting cab. She told him where she was going as a new wave of memories came over her.

flashback

He took Cales bags from her and threw his and hers into the trunk. She got into the passengers' side of the car, followed shortly by him in the drivers' seat. The ride went in a silence, bordering on uncomfortable. The hotel was only five minutes down the road, thankfully. She didn't understand why it was awkward, he was her good friend, but he seemed agitated for some reason.

"Hey, what's up?" she asked, not being able to stand it much longer.

"Cale, why have you never dated anyone?" he blurted out.

Cale was surprised he'd asked her that. She just had no interest in anyone, and the way she travelled, it would brake their heart.

"The way I travel, I would hurt someone, and I'm just not interested in anyone right now." She said.

"There has been people asking me if we were together." He said.

"And what did you say?" Cale asked cautiously.

"No." he said simply.

The awkward conversation came to an end as they pulled into the hotel, he carried her bags in for her. /I

The cab driver dropped Cale off in front of her hotel. She paid him and walked in, trying to hide the tears as she rode up to her hotel room. She opened the door and walked in as she was hit again with her memories.

He set her bags down on the couch in Cales room.

"Thanks, you're awesome!" she said before she got a call from the front desk.

"Hello?… okay?…yes, I have a pen and paper…thank you very much." Cale hung up the phone.

"Who was that?" he asked.

"The front desk, I have a call and am supposed to call this number," She said indicating the piece of paper in her hand, "immediately."

"Exciting, call now!" he said and sat on the bed beside her. She laughed and picked up the phone again, dialling the number.

"Hello? … Oh! It's a pleasure to finally speak with you, sir… Yes, I'm interested, it ends soon and negotiations aren't going anywhere…Yes, I'll be there tomorrow, thank you sir." She hung up the phone and looked into his handsome, expectant face.

" Who was it?" he asked.

She paused, knowing he would be upset, but it was what she had always dreamed of.

"Vince McMahon, offering me a job. I said yes." She said.

His eyes grew darker, and colder. He stood up.

"Congratulations. It's what you've always wanted." He said shortly.

She stood beside him, grabbing his hand.

"I'll miss you." She said, honestly.

He lowered himself in for a hug, it was closer, and a lot different from their friendly hugs they'd always shared.

"I've always wanted you." He said huskily, whispering in her ear.

"Cale started getting a little nervous, but didn't let it show as she tried to back away. He held on tighter than before.

"Let me go." She said simply.

" Haven't you wanted me?" He asked letting her go shortly, before locking a grip on her arms.

"Ow! No, we're friends! I don't like you like that!" She said, pissed now.

"I want you." He said simply.

Before Cale knew it, she was pinned to her bed by her friend, with no way to fight. He kissed her, but there was no passion, just a cruel feeling of punishment. She screamed, but his mouth muffled it. She bit his lip hard, and he pulled back, blood oozing from the mark. He licked his bleeding lips before kissing her again, trailing bloody, hard kisses over her face and neck and she tried to get him off of her.

He proceeded to rip her and his clothes off, before plunging himself roughly and fully into her. She let out an ear splitting shriek and cried even harder as he continued to have his way with her.

When he had finished, he kissed her softly on the lips and got up. He got dressed and walked to the door. He opened it, then turned to see her, crying once more.

"I love you." He said softly.

She cried harder as he walked out the door, leaving her a crying, bloody mess.

Cale lied on her bed, shaking from the memories. She had bled for weeks, having been a virgin at that point in her life. The next day she had flown into WWE territory and signed her contract without hesitation, feeling free of him. She had heard he had signed with TNA, and become a huge star there, but she never thought their paths would cross again.

Now here he was, probably in the same hotel as her, ready to ruin her life again. Cale cried harder at what he could d to ruin her life, thinking, hoping he might leave her alone.

Not a chance.

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A/N: Well, there you have it. Many of you probably guessed this is what happened to Cale. Don't you love how I'm not telling who it was? I'm a bitch like that. Ha, actually you'll find out in the next chapter, which may be up later, I'm feeling creative. REVIEW!