Jets Mind/Memories

After helping that big lady wake up really took its toll on me. This isnt new, I've done this before. Thousands of years ago. When I was a literal new born. Fresh out of the lab and into the hands that I was temporaly raised in.

Yellow

Blue

White

and most importantly

Pink

or as she called herself

Rose

Rose Quartz

THOUSANDS OF YEARS AGO, A DAY AFTER JET WAS FULLY FORMED::

Roses P.O.V.

It was a wonderful day in the capital of homeworld, the planet was aglow. The buildings reflected the light perfectly.

The day couldn't get any better...instead it got worse.
My sister, Yellow Diamond, came along to lean against the railing with me to watch the light reflect off the toxic water.

Behind her stood her Pearls. All in a line, in perfect synchronization. Holding her newly bought possessions that would rot in a room once they got back to H.Q. (but I call it the palace, so much better)

I never really liked that Pearls are mass produced and used until they became
irreparable and tossed to the trash.

I actually obtained a Pearl a while ago, but I haven't the heart to put her to work. But this pearl was hilarious. She was small, she seemed to be the runt of her batch, no matter how much she cried she was adorable. ...wait...that sounded sadistic, dang, I hang out with Yellow Diamond too much.

"Pink"

Ah great, here she goes. probably going to rant about some plan about how she could defeat this one planet that she's been working on for a while.

"I have wonderful news"

News? wonderful?, those two words were never in the same sentence before. Whats going on?

"I have created the ultimate gem fusion. Without the fusion!"

oh, okay...wait what?

"wait a moment Yellow!, how you can't just go and do this, going about and messing with nature!"

" oh hush hush, if I can dream it then I can do it. Besides, whose stopping me?, nature sure hasn't. And besides, she's already been made , I can take her with me back today."

"Wait, you already went ahead and made this thing. Yellow, you know better. Anything that dealt with the process of gem creation, goes through me.

"well, I knew you were going to act like this, and I want to start on the project without anything roadblocks"

Great, I swear she's going to make me regenerate quicker than before.

"Well, where is she?"

"She's in the ICU since she's a little small. But nothing but a good energy recharge could fix it"

"Yellow Diamond this isn't good!, you can't mess with nat-...you know what, let me see her, I can help."

Great, She's giving me the side look. 75% chance she say no.

"Alright"

Wait really? Huh, that was easy.

"But later, she's highly toxic, more than this water before us. Since she was sedated and slept in it. It seemed like she absorbed quiet a bit. Seems natural though. With the skin she has"

Oh my gemstone,stop making excuses! , you're killing me Yellow!

"Well, dear sister. If you don't mind, I'm sure the walk over is enough time for her to rejuvenate and for me to see her"

I offered, taking a chance. We may be sister's, but she was the leader, she was very capable of deposing me in a whim

"I suppose that would work...come along Pink. ...we're times wasting, I'm sure she'll love to see you"

Well here goes nothing.

We walk along the rivers and in the streets of the city, making our way to the labs where the new gem was held in. The lesser gems parted ways for us, as a sign of respect.

I never really liked that. I wanted to be among the lesser...not to be feared by them. Well, one can only dream.

In my depressed thoughts, we arrived quiet quickly to said destination.

"Come along sister, I know the way"

I groaned on the inside, just because I'm younger by a few centuries, doesn't make me less than you.

But still I followed obediently, not wanting to fight with her.

We walked along the hallways, before turning down one that I've never seen before...the restricted area?...but this area was abandoned long ago...

《《A:N just imagine any horror hospital scene 》》

"Yellow Diamond...you sure know where you're going?"

I ask slightly frightened at the scene before me. Even the Pearls were starting to become uncomfortable by the setting of this place.

Before I could say anything Yellow Diamond stopped right in front of me, nearly making me run into her, if it wasn't for the Pearls who stopped me.

"Right through this door, and you'll see what I mean"

She then opened the door and light flooded into the hallway, and we stepped in. The room was a of the purest white, contrast from the outside. It was bright and clean from the bottom up, the room looked taken care of, rather than the hallway which looked to be left to rot away.

I soon noticed that Yellow Diamond had strayed from my side and had approached a small capsule that had been drained of water and had opened up. As if in a trace I walked up to her, intrigued at the being that was hidden behind Yellow Diamond. She put the small gemling into a wad of blankets before bringing it up for it to rest its head on her collar bone. She sure was careful to put a piece of cloth between their skin.

Huh, probably toxic.

After a bit of admiring the small gem, she turned to be slowly, as if not to wake it. once fully facing me, I saw her face holding a expression that I've only seen between all of us sisters.

Pride

Compassion

and...was that?..

...love?

Roses POV

Love
I haven't seen that on her face in years. The last time was an accident that distorted blue diamond.

She looked upon that newborn as her own offspring. Something that I admire of other species.

Finally coming back to the real world, she looked up to me with the smallest smile I've seen on her face that was kind and loving. rather than her usual demented, insane one she usually wore.

"Isn't she marvelous...dream of what she can do...my Jet.."

Yellow Diamond POV.

"What I hold in my hand will help us succeed where we cannot"

I cried happily, hoping that it would spread to my sister.

But it seemed like she was disappointed. Great. I'm doing what I think is right. So what if I went behind her back. I know she wouldn't of let me have a green light on this project.

I sighed and closed my eyes for a small mental restart.

Well...only one way for her to love it...I mean..I already do.

Restart completed, I opened my eyes and stared at Pink Diamond for a bit before I unexpectedly shoved the gemling into her unsuspecting arms.

Oh her expression...I'm gonna get my behind kicked later by her but so worth it.

Roses POV

I became a bit panicked by her actions but held the gemling as I could. But I could tell I was doing it wrong...I'm holding her upside down...oh yeah I am I can just feel the glare burning into my head from Yellow Diamond as I hold her.

Panicking some more I frantically move her around until I put her front to my chest, her head on my shoulder...which disappeared in my hair. Seemed to like it though.

The smaller than normal gemling took its head out from under my hair and grabbed a small piece, as if inspecting it for a long time before stuffing her face in it once again. oh this small thing is precious, I don't think this plan of Yellows is going to work one bit.

"Do not doubt me Pink Diamond, she is in her weakest state, she will grow and rise to the top...one day she'll be stronger than us four diamonds together!"

Stronger than all four? oh no, this is worse than I thought, for thousands of years we gems have been pushing the limit that we have with nature. we've never meant to have a life span this long, never supposed to regenerate, never mass produce certain areas in our species.

Letting Yellow Diamond go behind my back was something I should've stopped long before Jet was created...but I couldn't kill with sweet little thing that was thinking my hair was edible. no I simply couldn't its was against my vows of killing unless left with no option. 'thank the great gemstone that hasn't happened yet.'

Sighing, I looked down at the gemling who had seemed to stop her attempts of eating my hair and had turned to stare at me. I must be quite the sight, being the biggest person in the room. must be nice being cuddled by a large person with plush rather than all these bony gems that barely sustain enough energy to keep their eyes open...I'll speak to Yellow about that.

Speaking of her

I turned around to her with a look that only a mother could give. a disappointed mother scolding a child, and that's what I just did.

" Yellow I thought you were better than this, going behind my back to create such a thing, and then tell me its for your planet raids. Yellow Diamond look at this gemling does it look like it can kill a thing at all?, No, Yellow I'm stopping this, as the leader of all gem creation for as long as my gem stays intact is where I draw the line. remember what you said all those years ago? "my word is law"!"

I ranted and ranted until I could rant no more. I stopped and panted, after it was all quiet in the room I finally opened my eyes and looked at her with a hard glare. though on the outside I stood tall and proud with my once in a blood moon glare, I was actually trembling in side, my gem provided adrenaline, letting me stand taller than my sister...which might about to kill me.

Yellow Diamond stood shocked at my rant, her eyes wide and her mouth was slightly gaping open. and slowly I was a nod. it looked forced but knowing her, she might go behind my back again...I'll make sure that didn't happen but for the time being I accepted it . for if I didn't we'd be back at square one.

I took a few steps back, making sure there was distance between us before I looked at the gemling, who I felt was trembling in my arms. though only a newborn she knew right from wrong...poor thing.

Huffing I took a look around at the shocked gems and nodded curtly. storming out of the room and out the hallway I sped walked out the hospital and into the crowd. I didn't stop until I was beyond the city lines and out into the rural parts of homeworld, the area I saved from being a kindergarten.

I sat sown under a tree formation, made out of the lowest gem shards...poor beings caught in the crossfire of our revolution millions of years ago... I rested against it, thanking them and looks at my surroundings. Beautiful landscapes that surround the capital city. My thoughts were interrupted by light cooing, looking down I saw that she was awake, and trying to grab my hair.

'what a cutie...'

I thought letting her grab a piece. With her playing I thought about my actions. I knew what I did wrong and i have to face my sister about my wrong doings...but until then, I'm going to procrastinate and enjoy the time with this little gemling in my arms.

It would be months before I knew what was too come...I was so blind...