Chapter 4 : Take Me Anywhere
Sara POV:
When I got home from Tegans house I went straight to my room. Joes at work and Im just laying in bed. When Tegan kissed me, I felt it everywhere, my hands, my back, my breasts, my whole body. I wanted to continue it, its felt so right, but I new it was wrong. Thats why I stopped it before it got to far. I stare at the ceiling and I keep thinking about Tegan. I start to feel a pool forming in between my thighs and I snake my hand down to my core. I slip my fingers inside of my pants and start to cirlce my clit. I palm my breasts and my back arches in the air. I feel my self starting to go numb and right as Im about to climax. I hear my house door shut. I get scared and remove my hands from my wet core and listen out for the person who is in my house. I hear foot steps walking up my stairs. I start to pull the covers up when I see my door knob turning. The door opens and I see Joe walk in.
"You scared me!"
He jumps when I say that and turns to look at me.
"Sara! Shit you scared me! Why are you home so early!"
He sits down on the bed and start to rub my leg.
"I wasn't feeling good, So I came home early."
"Oh, well you want some tylenol?"
"No, but I am hungry, I'll get up and cook right now." I say laying back down.
"Oh no need, Im gonna heat up some left overs, that Lengua was good."
"No!"
He looks at me and gives me a confused look.
"Why, you said you loved it?"
"Well nevermind, I don't think I should eat, can you do me a favor and get me and orange?"
"An orange for what?"
"My stomach."
He looks confused still but nods and walks down stairs. When he returns he has the orange. I peel a piece off and suck on it, my stomach instantly feels better.
"Im gonna sleep in the other room tonight okay?"
"Why Baby?"
"Because I need a good nights rest, you know for work tomorrow."
He nods again and I get up and walk to the other room across the hall. I fall asleep as soon as I hit the fresh sheets.
Tegan POV:
I wake up at 7 and get ready for today. I showered and did my hair. The time is now 8:45. I go outside to my car, after locking up my house, and drive to go pick up Sara.
When I got home yesterday, I made a CD with all the songs Sara and I like. I pull up to Sara house and see her waiting outside for me already. She walks to my car and gets in.
"Hey."
"Hi." She smiles back at me.
Im driving to the studio when Sara finally speaks.
"Can we . . . umm go to your house?" She says with her head hanging down.
I look at her and pull over to the side.
"I never finished organizing your papers."
I don't hesitate and bust a U-turn and drive back to my house. I drive into my garage and get out of the car. Sara follows me into my house, Im about to walk to my studio when Sara speaks.
"Um my stomach hurts, do you have an orange?"
I smile with my back facing her and I lead her to my kitchen. She sits on the kitchen counter again and waits for me. I find an orange and wash it off. I peel a piece off and hand it to her. She takes it and sucks on it fast.
"You feeling okay?"
"Now I am." She says with a weak smile.
"You really like that orange remedy don't you?" I chuckle.
She nods and I speak.
"Well, I let you have it, the recipe I mean, All you need is a stomach ache and an Orange."
I laugh at my joke and turn around to see Sara Staring at me.
"Tegan."
I stop in my tracks and reply with my back to her.
"Yea Sara."
She reaches her arm out and grabs my wrist gently. She slowly turns me around and pulls me between her legs. She takes both of my hands and places them on her thighs, like I had them yesterday. I look in her eyes and see a tear run down both cheeks. I cup her face with my hands and never break eye contact.
"Sara, we don't have to."
"But . . . I . . . I want to . .."
She leans into me half way and stops. I pick up on her signal and lean foward, I attach my lips to hers and I take it slow. Shes really hesitant at first, then as Im about to pull away she starts to kiss back. I slide my tongue across her bottom lip and she accepts it. When I slide my tongue into her mouth, she moans into the kiss and it sends shocks all over my body. She wraps her arms around my waist and I quickly redirect them and put them around my neck. I wrap her legs around my waist and with all my stength I lift her up and start to walk to my bedroom. I cary her up the stairs and I push open my bedroom door. I set her down gently on my bed. I stand up and take off my shirt and bra. She stares at me and when I lean down on top of her she stops me. She places a hand on my left breast and I look at her face.
"I've never done this before." She says with a nervous look on her face.
I lay down next to her on the bed and speak to her.
"Sara, we really don't have to do this."
She quickly straddles my waist and captures my lips with hers. She looks at me nervously and her tears start to drop onto my face. I sit up and look into her eyes.
"When your ready." I whisper to her.
She drops her head to my chest and I lay us back down. We spend the rest of the day talking. We talk about everything, about our childhood, our relationships. She tells me about Joe and how they met. I tell her about my ex and what happened with us. Saras phones starts to vibrate and I feel it on my leg. She reaches for it and looks at the screen. She sighs and ignores the call. I look at her screen and see that it's 5:30. I pat her leg and she gets up. I put my shirt back on and she waits for me on the bed. I grab my keys and we head to the car. The car ride was awkward until Sara held my hand, that little hand grab, told me that everything was going to be okay. I get on her street and she tells me to stop 2 houses before. I do as she says and turn the car off.
"Thank you. . ."
I look at her confused and she continues.
"Thank you for not making me do it. I don't know what it is but . . . I like you Tegan."
She leans her body over the middle seat and kisses my cheek. I start to blush and she turns the car on. I drive up and let her leave me for the night.
Sara POV:
I haven't felt like this ever in my life. With Joe I never got butterflies in my stomach, I never got nervous around him. I've only known Tegan for a couple of days but I feel like im already in love with her. When I get into the house I walk to the kitchen and find a note left on the fridge door.
I called but you didn't answer, went out with the guys to have some drinks. If I get to drunk Ill Stay at Andys.I love you
- Joe
I sigh and continue to grab a beer. I go upstairs and turn on my TV. I grab my Wii remote and select Netflix. Im scrolling down and see a movie that Tegan told me she colaborated with for the soundtrack. I look at the Genre and see its under Gay and lesbian films. I click on the movie and watch it. I start to get sleepy and I turn off the TV. I snuggle up into my blankets and start to dream of Tegan.
Tegan POV:
Today I planned on taking Sara to lunch, but Berny called me last night and said that we have a Meeting today at 12:00. Im still going to pick her up at 9 though. I get up and get ready. I leave my house at 8:50 and go pick up Sara. When I pull up to her house shes waiting for me. I see that shes underdressed. She runs up to the car and gets in.
"Why are you all dressed up?"
I drive away and finally answer her question.
"We have a meeting today."
Her face goes from confused to shocked.
We pull into my garage and walk up to my house.
"What time is the meeting?" Sara asks.
"At 12 but member that paperwork? Yea I need to find it." I chuckle and we walk to my studio.
We get up the stairs and she grabs my arm.
"Since you didn't tell me that we were having a meeting, Can I borrow some clothes?" She smiles and I nod.
She walks into my room and I go into my studio.
I finished organizing those papers yesterday, when Sara left. I still didn't find the paper but I have to keep looking. I look through my file cabinets and suddenly see that paper. I pick it up and read it over.
"Yesss!" I scream.
"Suddenly Sara comes in wearing a white button up and A pair of my black skinnys. I look down to her shoes and shes wearing my black and white converse. She looks amazing.
"You found it?"
"Uhh yea."
She smiles and looks to her outfit.
"I hope you don't mind."
"No, It looks better on you." I say.
"Thank god were the same size, in everything, our shoes and clothes."
My mouth is hanging open and Im pretty sure a little bit of drool is falling from the corner.
Sara walks towards me and starts to blush. The way her face turns red is adorable. She takes the paper from my hand and reads it. She sets it down on the booth desk and looks at me.
She leans her face into mines and I lean mines to hers. Our faces are only centimeters apart. She closes her eyes and so do I. I lean my face in more and suddenly, her phones starts to ring. We both drop our heads and she picks up her phone.
Sara POV:
"Hello?"
"Hello Is this Joes Carrillos wife?"
I look at Tegan and tell her to hold on. She nods and I focus on the call.
"Yes this is her."
"Hi , Im calling to inform you that your Husband Joe Carrillo has been in a car accident, Hes here at Downtown Hospital."
I drop my phone and look at Tegan.
"Whats wrong?" She asks.
On the way to the hospital I told Tegan what happened, As soon as we get there I run out of the car and Tegan tells me shes going to park. I run up to the E.R desk and theres a couple of people in Line.
"Excuse me Ma'am?"
"Your going to have to wait in line hunny."
"I just need to know what room my-."
"Im sorry but your going to have to wait in line."
I sigh and head to the back of the line. A couple minutes pass and Tegan walks up to me. Its finally my turn to get information, I walk to the lady.
"Joe Carrillo." I tell her.
She starts to type and then she pulls out two wrists bands.
"Okay he is in ICU, Go down the hall and make a right to ICU B."
I nod and take the wrists bands. We run down the hall and into ICU. I ask another lady what room he's in and she points to room 225 b. I thank her and walk to the door.
"Im going to wait out here." Tegan says.
I nod and open the door. I see Joe with a cast around his neck, and arm. A nurse is checking his wires.
"Excuse me?" I ask.
"Oh you must be his wife?"
I nod.
"Um is there a doctor I can speak to since he's asleep?"
She looks at me and then puts her head down.
"Yes, Ill get him right away."
She leaves the room and minutes later a man in a white coat enters the room.
"Hello, Im Dr. Mike."
"Hello Dr, Im Sara."
He smiles and checks on Joe.
"So how long has he been asleep?"
I look at his face and notice that hes pale.
"Um Sara, your husband was driving home last night, when a car hit him on the freeway. We did blood test and everything, We found a large amount of alcohol in his system. When the car hit him, He flipped over and wasn't wearing a seatbelt, so he flew out of the car on impact. He hit his head pretty hard, So your husbands not sleeping, Hes in a coma."
I look at him in disbelief.
"No He can't, can't you pull him out of it?" Tears starting to form in my eyes.
"In this case we can't, He has severe swelling in his brain. Its best to let him heal up and come out of it himself."
Tears are streaming down my Joe, I've been so selfish lately.
"I'll leave you alone. Visiting hours close tonight at 8. In a couple of minutes though some nurses will come in to check on him, so they will ask you to leave for a couple of minutes."
I nod and he exits the door. I take Joes Limp hand in mine and squeeze it tight.
"Im sorry . . ." One of my tears fall on his arm and I breakdown.
After 15 minutes of crying, two nurses come in and ask me to wait outside for a while. I exit and see Tegan sitting next to the door on the floor. She quickly gets up and looks at me.
"Is he okay?"
"Hes in a coma. . . "
"Sara, Im sorry."
I fall to the floor and sit with my back against the wall. I bring my knees to my chest and cry into them. I feel Tegan wrap her hands around me and I sob into her chest. The nurses come out and tells me its okay to go back in. I stand up and pull out my phone.
"I have to call Joes parents."
"Okay."
"Im going to stay here till I have to leave, You can go if you want, Plus you have that meeting."
"Sara if you want me to Ill stay, If you want me to go, I will."
"I dont know Tegan." I start to cry again , she pulls me into her and I cry on her shoulder. She rubs my back and whispers soothing words into my ear.
I tell Tegan to stay with me and I call Joes parents. They live in California, They said they are going to catch a flight in the morning. I call my parents who live in Vancouver. They send theirdeepest apologies, but tell me that they can't take the time off work till november. I tell them its okay and walk back into the room with Tegan. She gasp when she sees all the cuts and bruises on his face and arms. We sit there in silence for what seems like minutes. Suddenly A nurse comes in and speaks to me.
"Um visiting hours are over now Ms."
I look at the clock and notice that its 8:02. I nod and tell her Im just going to tell him bye. She nods and her and Tegan leave me alone with Joe.
"Joe, I love you okay? Ill be here tomorrow." I kiss his forhead and walk out of the room.
Tegan and I walk outside of the hospital and into her car. The car ride home is silent. She pulls up to my house and I look at it. It looks empty and cold. I don't want to be alone tonight so I look at Tegan.
"Can, I stay with you tonight?"
She nods her head and drives back to her house. We get there and she leads me upstairs. We step into her bedroom and she goes to her closet and gets out some pillows and a blanket.
"Ill stay in my studio, you need to be comfortable so sleep on my bed." She smiles at me.
"Tegan, I really don't want to be alone tonight."
She places the things back in the closet and goes to her dresser. She pulls out some plaid pjs and two white shirts.
She hands me a pair and she goes to the bathroom to change. I change and get into the bed, the smell of Tegan is everywhere and its making me ache to be touched. Tegan comes out of the bathroom and gets into the bed. She claps her hands and the lights turn off. I chuckle at it and she laughs too. My back is faced her and when I turn over to look at her shes lying on her back. I turn around and face her. I stare at the way shes positioned. She turns her head around and looks at me.
"You okay?"
I nod and she grabs my hand. She kisses it and rests it on her chest. I know I should be feeling Sad but at this moment All I want is for Tegan to make me forget. I bring out linked hands and place them on my core. She looks at me and I let go of her hand. I give her a pleading look and she leans in and kisses me. I pull her on top of me and she positions herself between my legs. She kisses my neck down to my collar bone. I moan and run my fingers through her hair. She sits up and looks at me.
"Are you sure Sara?"
I place my fingers on the hem of her shirt then proceed to lift it up. I study her bare chest and notice how beautiful her breasts are. I pull her back down to me and kiss her chest. She moans out and I take this as a sign that im doing it right. She reaches for my shirt and I lift my hands up, she takes it off and tosses it to the floor where her shirt is. She takes one of my breasts in her mouth and I tug on her hair.
"Tegan Please."
I moan to her and she slips her fingers into my pj pants. She cups my crotch and I bite her shoulder.
"Tegan I need you ."
With that said she slips her fingers inside of me. I gasp at the preasure and she slowly traces her thumb in circles on my clit. She starts to pump in and out of me. I feel her rugged breath on my ear and she buries her face in my neck.
"More." I moan to her.
She obeys and adds a third finger inside of me, She kisses my neck and and I gasp at every thrust. I feel my stomach starts to tighten and my walls start to clench around her fingers.
"Please don't stop." I cry out.
She pushes her fingers into me harder and I feel my waves start to hit me.
"Im gonna cum." I yell out.
Tegan gives me two more thrusts and I feel myself melt in her hand. She falls on my body and I let my orgasm crash down on me. Joes never made me feel that way. Tegan stays inside of me and keeps her face buried in my neck. When I finally get all the feeling back in my body I open my eyes and see Tegan staring at me. She withdrawls her hand from me and I wince. She brings her fingers up to her face and licks them clean. Ive never seen anyone do that before. I watch her as she moans at my taste. When shes done she looks at me and smiles. I lean in and kiss her lips, I taste myself on her and I moan. She pulls away and brushes the bangs that stick to my sweaty forhead.
"God your beautiful." She says.
I blush and she climbs off of me. She lays next to me. I grab her arm and turn over, her hand now around my waist. We stay that way all night and fall asleep.