A/N Hey ppl here is Chapter 4 srri it took so long it summer vac right now I have been busy but I finally had sum free time to right this. And also there is language in this. Hope u like it!

Chapter 4

As I was running threw the woods, I couldn't think straight. My mind was racing with questions, I needed to go somewhere, and I didn't know ware though. After a couple of places of thinking where to go. I decided to go to Canada; I thought it would be nice to cross the border.

As I began running I found my self thinking about Jacob and what would my life would be like if I would have choose him over Edward. I could be living with a pulse, a family with little wolfs running around. I hadn't realized I had stopped running and I was in La Push.

"How did I get here?" I asked aloud. And then I was surrounded by 2 wolfs. It was Sam and Paul. "Hey what's up guys" Sam walked over to me and rubbed his head against my leg then pointed his nose towards Jacob house. "What? Do you want me to go over there?" Sam nodded his head. I walked with in a mile radius of the house and then I heard a heart beat.

It was Jacobs, and then I heard him crying. Then since I had such good hearing I heard him talking. "I really love Bella and I want to be with her…" I tuned the rest of what he was saying out. I began to race back home; I couldn't hear anything around me. I punched my door down and screamed at the top of my lungs. Before I knew it I smelled a human in my house.

"Who the fuck is IN MY HOUSE!!!?" I roared I walked down the hallway following the scent of the human. I opened my door and saw a half naked girl on my bed. "WHO THE HELL ARE YOU?" I yelled at the top of my lungs. She looked frightened half to death. "Please just tell me who you are and why r u in my bed half naked?" I asked a little bit calmer.

"Im Sarah, and im here because im waiting for my boyfriend to return with the wine, and why did you say this was your bed?" "EDWARDD!!!!!!" I screamed as loud as I could scream. The girl had to cover her ears. Then with in the next second Edward came threw the door with wine in one hand then the other with glasses in the other hand.

"Bel- Bella" Edward stuttered my name. "WHAT THE FUCK EDWARD, WHY IS SLUTY MC SLUT PANTS LAYING IN OUR BED!!!!!!!?" "Bella I can explain, I mean I met her one day at the library and well I feel in love with her." Once he said this I launched my self at him. We went threw the door and in the hallway. I bit him on the neck and he hit me in the back as hard as he could. I bit his neck even harder. Finally I let go of his neck and I walked back into the room with the human girl.

Even though I had just hunted she smelled delicious. I began to walk closer and closer to her. I looked her in the eyes; I saw fright and shock in her eyes. I flashed my perfect teeth to her. She began to shake. "Eddy, are you ok?" "Yes im fine!" I could feel him right behind me. "Can I speak to you outside?" He said so quite that the girl couldn't hear him say it. "FINE!" I said loudly.

I turned around and shoved him into the wall and then I stormed out the door into the hallway and outside. I knew Edward was right on my tail the whole time. But I didn't care, I was so mad and confused and, I felt like I wanted to snap Edward right in half. But then I wanted to get rid of the human, which he LOVED! UGH… "Bella im so… so sorry… I mean it's not like I planned this... I mean I love you, but Im not in love with you anymore im in love with Sarah."

"Edward…how…could you? I gave up my human life for you, my family…Hell; I even gave you a kid when you thought it was physically impossible. Edward, how can you just give up on me this easy? You told me that you would never leave me again… You are my everything, I have nothing if im not with you." I starred deep into his eyes I saw confusion, sadness and hurt. He looked me in the eyes for a long time.

I felt like jumping off a cliff, I knew that he meant this, and that we were done and that he has moved on. "Bella I don't know what to say… I can't explain how I feel right now and thought you left. Jacob told me you were leaving so you could think. And I… well- Bella for once I don't know what to say, I cant smooth talk my way out of this, I cant lie or pretend like it never happened or just ignore it this time. I am just going to have to face facts that im not in love with you anymore and that's that. I sorry I know I thought we would be together forever."

"Also I know that I told you I would never leave you again and I feel horrible that I made you give up your mortality for me and go threw all you did for me and stay with me. But I think I was in love with the thought of being in love."

"So you're saying you never loved me, you just loved the fact of having love, and have someone actually love you… Edward…" I walked over to Edward and I put my arms around him and I put my head up and reached my lips up to his. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me in close to his stone body. I gently pressed my lips to his and our lips moved rhythmically together like two puzzle pieces fitting together.

He pulled away after a minute or so. "Im going to miss those." He said. "So am I…" I kissed him again this time longer and more aggressively. I knew we had to stop so I pulled away and walked back into the house. He followed me; I walked in the bedroom with the girl dressed. I was happy she decided to get dressed. "Sarah im so sorry about all of this, there was just a little misunderstanding, that's all." Edward told her. "Its ok, so who is this?" she asked pointing towards me.

"Oh this is Bella my sister, I was letting her stay here while she visited from Oregon." He said this and it felt like he had just killed me. saying I was his 'sister' it hurt, because I was still married to him so technically I was still his wife and he was cheating right before my eyes. She looked at me waiting for me to talk. "Yes me and my daughter are here staying down because my low life, scum bag, cold heartless, cheater of a husband was cheating on me so I left him and now im hear with my brother."

I said this and I knew it would hurt Edward but he deserved it for once. He needed to know how bad this was hurting me. "Oh im so sorry about your husband, and also for startling you when you got here, also I mean just to tell you me and Edward are going out and I know about you situation. I mean that you guys are vampires." I could feel anger rising up but I controlled it.

"Edward you told her?" I said it so quietly that the human girl couldn't hear me. "Yes" he replied back in the same tone as me. "Well sally did you want to meet my daughter?" I asked "It's Sarah and yes I love babies." "Ok I will be right back with her." As I walked passed Edward he whispered. "Nessie is with Esme." Once I was no longer in sight of them I ran out the door and jumped across the creek and into the Cullen's house. "Esme, ware are you?" I said and then with in 5 seconds she right next to me with Nessie. "MOMMY!" She screamed Esme handed her to me. "Hi Renesmee how is my little angel?" "Good." She said she reached her hand up to my face and played everything that had happened when I was gone.

It started out with Jacob walking back into my house. "Hey Nessie, your moms going to be back in a little bit," Jacob said very sadly. I had decided not to here what he was saying I just let it play threw my head. He began to pace back in fourth then he started to cry and throw his arms up and then he grabbed Nessie and walked over to Carlisle's house. And asked if Esme could watch her, then I pulled Nessie's hand away from my face. I was just about to leave when Esme stopped me.

"Bella, im so sorry about you and Edward, but I want you to know that you will always be apart of this family no matter what. I want you to know that and again I very sorry." "That's nice of you to say that and you knew that he was cheating on me and was going to break up with me?" I asked. "Well… Bella he didn't plan for you to find out like this and..." I heard enough. I stormed out the back door and ran back to my little house with Renesmee.

I walked into the bedroom to find Edward kissing Sarah, carefully, trying not to hurt her like he did with me when I was still human. "EEHMMM." I said. They stopped kissing I saw the girl blush afterwards. "Sorry I took so long I ran into Esme she just told me some more news about my husband and him cheating on me." "Oh im so sorry," Sarah said. "It's ok."

"Anyway this is my daughter Renesmee." "AWW she's so adorable!" Sarah said. "Wow she looks so much like you, oh and Edward told me about how you became a vampire," "Oh now did he. Did he tell you who the father was of my baby?" Panic went all over Edward's face, "No he didn't who?" she asked me "My soon to be ex-husband." Relief spread across his face. "Oh ok and can I hold her?" I hesitated but then I let her. "Sure." "Yeah!"

"WOW, she looks so much like you Bella I mean I have seen pictures of you when you were human. Wow she looks so much like you and well her eyes…they remind me of Edwards I mean look at them." I paused and looked at Edwards's eyes then Nessie's eyes. "Oh you have a point there." I said even though I already knew this. "They do look so much alike, and also she has his smile wow she looks a lot like him wow!!" she said. "Wow I never noticed that your right but Edward is not her father so it doesn't matter right…" I said.

A/N Hey did you like it? Well I hope you did I will update as soon as possible. Im starting school in two weeks so I wont be able to update as much please review so I have ideas for chapter 5~!