Sorry this took so long guys I have been so busy, a few small family crisis!! Anyways I back and I hope this helps sooth your patients! You are such great readers holding out for me cheers! xxx
BPOV
We lay in our Meadow watching the sunset, and the trees around us grow dark. We didn't talk to begin with we just held each other. I lay listening to his deep breaths my head resting on his chest. His hand played lazily with my hair and as I shivered he slid his hand round my waist pulling me closer. Not that he would help being stone cold and hard but I still found his closeness a comfort.
I loved times like this when we could simply lay with one another. Their rush before the wedding and having to tell my parents had left us with pretty much no time to ourselves. I had also missed speaking to one other person in my life, my best friend. I hadn't heard from Jacob at all in the run up to the wedding, this didn't surprise me but it still hurt. He had been their for me trough everything from Edward leaving to the whole thing with Victoria.
"What are you thinking about?" Edward asked a worried expression on his face.
"Oh nothing, don't worry." I tried.
"I no there is something wrong Bella, you were frowning." I cursed my self inwardly for letting Edward see my distress at Jacobs's lack of contact.
"Its nothing really."
"Bella, please tell me" Edward drew closer to me pulling out a puppy eyed look that I usually only saw on his sister Alice. Giving in I turned my head inwards towards his chest so he couldn't read my emotions from my face.
"I just haven't heard from Jacob in a long time." I heard him take in a sharp breath and instantly wished I hadn't said anything.
"I know, I thought that he would come to the wedding." Edward said while rubbing soothing circles into my back.
"Why would he do that I didn't invite him." Looking up I saw a sheepish grin appear on Edwards face. "What?" I asked
"Well I invited him."
"You did."
"Yes, I thought that if it would have been me then I would have rather liked the chance to say goodbye or give you a choice."
"Give me a choice." I asked slightly perplexed.
"Yes well I know you love me, it just you have to give up so much to be with me, a life with Jacob would give you exactly that, a life." I cringed at Edwards's choice of words.
"Edward when are you going to understand this simple fact, I can't live without you. I hardly survived last time you left and I only survived because I kept hearing your voice in my head." A look of pain played across his face at my words, making me feel stupid for brining up his run out yet again. He looked as tough he was going to speak again so I continued. "I am willing to give up everything, my family and friends to be with you properly, but only because my life with you, the one I will be starting will be so much more. It will be far better then what I have now. How could it not be when we are going to be together forever." He sighed heavily in defeat at my words.
I had heard that Jacob had returned after he had gone missing for a few days and had really expected him to call but I hadn't heard a single word and this troubled me deeply.
"Your worried, I can tell." Edward stated. It would be a lie to say I wasn't but I would be dammed if I would let it hurt Edward.
"Look can we just forget about it tonight, it's our night remember?" A grin spread across his lips at my words and he leaned closer so his lips where tantalisingly close to mine, his sweet breath washing over my face.
"Oh and what Mrs Cullen would you like to do on such a night." He whispered, his voice husky.
"Well there are several things but for starters you need to finish what you started in the car." I giggled. An impish grin played across Edwards face before he picked me up and ran for the car.
We arrived back at the house to find it deadly quiet, weird considering Alice lived there!! Before I could even reach to unbuckle my seat belt Edward was at the door doing it for me and pulling me into his arms, bridal style! I tried to take in the house as we entered through the door but Edward was moving to fast and before I knew it my feet touched the ground and we were in his room, or our room, as he now liked to call it!
I felt his body press against my back, as his arms slid round my waist, and his lips found my throat. I gasped leaning my head to the side to expose more of my neck. His trail of kisses continued. My hands folded themselves on top of his entwined around my waist.
In one movement he swivelled me round to face him, and his lips came crashing down on mine. The Kiss was intense, leaving me breathless within seconds and by far out doing the one we experienced in the car. Braking apart he let me find air but only for a second before his lips found mine again.
I felt him part my lips with his and let out a small moan as his tongue found mine. I felt an electric shock pass along my spin and I gasped letting my hands undo his shirt and slid it away, leaving his chest free for me to slid my hands over. I felt him growl as I caressed the outlines of his muscles which tensed as I passed over them. His Kiss became more urgent and intense.
"Bella" He moaned breaking apart, his breath was now also coming up short. I took in the sight of him standing before me, his bare white chest beautiful in the moonlight that shone through the window. I looked up to find his eyes staring at me, full of need and want. Subconsciously I moved into him so he could no longer look at me properly. Laughing he began to kiss my collarbone his kisses leaving a tingling in their wake.
I felt his hand reach around my back to my zipper and felt his lips falter as he slid the zip down. My wedding dress fell away, pooling at my feet leaving me in only my new underwear. I would have to thank Alice tomorrow!
Edward was watching me again his eyes scanning my body.
"Bella I will never understand why you can't see how beautiful you are."
Blushing slightly I closed the gap my lips reaching for his, which he met with eagerly. My hands slid down his abdominal to rest at the rim of his pants. I heard him let out a low hiss as I ran a finger along the inside of his band reaching the clasp I undid it pushing his trousers down. Edward kicked them to the side so we now stood watching each other intently. He looked unbelievable in his simple dark blue underwear.
Pulling me to him he walked us back until my legs hit the back of the bed and lifting me he placed me in the middle. A second latter he moved so he was balanced on top of me his weight held up on his elbows. My hand played absentmindedly with a piece of hair on the side of his face as we gazed at each other. Edward lifted a single finger letting it slid down my cheek before he leaned in and kissed me.
The Kiss was unbelievable, I felt my heart rate accelerate and I suddenly felt faint. Fire swept through me as I experience a sudden deep and unstoppable flood of love course through my veins. Edward must have felt it too as his grip tightened on me, his hands giving up on human speed leaving me bare. His eyes never left mine as a grin curled the corners of his lips.
I felt a flush creep up my neck and face as he once again leant back taking me in.
"Exquisite." He muttered once again before he lowered himself so his lips now began to trail lower down my body reaching past my hips. I had let out several moans by now and my breathing was going crazy.
"Edward" With my words he stilled immediately
"Are you alright?"
"I'm a bit more than alright, but this is a little unfair." Edwards's brow furrowed
"What do you mean?"
"You're not even giving me a chance, I mean look you still have underwear on!" I laughed breathlessly. A smile stretched across his face.
"Well we can sort that." His voice was now riddled with a sexy husk that made my mind spin. Taking my hands he placed them on the waistband of his underwear, and taking a grip I slid them down effortlessly. He again helped me by kicking them off.
He now gently let his body press against me; his skin and mine collided sending me into dizzying new heights of pleasure. My breath hitched in my throat and Edward let out a small growl. I felt the intensity of our actions take over and before I could try to steady my breathing I succumbed to my instincts with Edward, and I was lost in an emotion so deep that I truly believe I felt my heart sore.
I know it is short but more will come if I get good reviews! Depending on what you guys think I might abandon this story and try a new one that is all human. So tell me what you think!!