R. Really

A few days later...

I was scared, she didn't speak to me, and River was hiding in her room, only to come out to eat. Rachael was going to do something, I knew it, I felt it. I just don't know when.

"Class, tomorrow we will present our projects, so I thought we could give this day a break,"

"Yay! We can leave class?"

London of course. She was already to leave,

"No London, sit back down! I meant, I thought we should watch a movie, just to let the stress out."

"Oh, a movie, did you bring popcorn?"

"No Woody, sorry I didn't,"

"Dang it!"

I brought the TV out, and turned it on, the DVD was ready.

I pressed play, and was ready. I couldn't believe what came out of the screen. It was me. It was the video, the video of me being bullied by several girls in school, when I was 12. Rachael was in the background, and she was just standing there. I ran to the TV to turn it off, when I did Rachael came in.

"Well, I think that was the best day of my life, what about you Emma? Did you enjoy that day?"

"Rachael! How could you do this? Why do you hate me so much, enough to ruin my life!"

I saw their reaction. I didn't want to bring my students into this.

"Rachael just leave!"

"Listen you Red dog face! You have no control over me!"

"Ms. Tutweiller, who is this, why is she talking to you like that?"

"She's my sister,"

"Rachael is your sister? Rachael, why do hate your sister so much,"

"Bailey, you shouldn't be in this conversation, I am so sorry."

"Right, she's sorry, you're always sorry Emma, but you NEVER MEAN IT!"

"I-It's not true Rachael! I'm sorry that happened to you! I'm s-sorry I couldn't help you, but you have to understand that I was five when it happened! I was FIVE!"

I was crying so hard, I couldn't talk, I started to stutter badly. And she saw my weakness.

"You don't have your Marion to protect you now. I'll make sure you break down until you end up crazy!"

"W-why do you want t-to do this to me?"

"Rachael, you better go before I call security on you!"

Bailey shouted, pointed to the door, for Rachael to get the point.

"Or else what?"

"Look around you, you're alone, now leave,"

She finally did, I was on the floor, on my knees, crying so hard. My hands where covering my face, and I felt a hand on my back.

"It's ok Ms. Tutweiller, she's gone, Zack went to get Mr. Moseby."

The bell rang, and school was over. And they left as soon as M

Zack came back with Marion.

And he carried me to his cabin, Bailey followed.

He brought me to his couch, and I hugged him, I hid my face in his shoulder.

"Ms. Tutweiller, what was that video about? Why would she do that to you?"

"Should I tell her, Em?"

I nodded.

"Rachael blames Emma for something that happened years ago. Rachael was raped when, when she was fifteen. Emma was five when it happened,"

"Oh my gosh that's horrible! But why does she blame her?"

"Emma was there when it happened. She was to weak to help, but Rachael didn't believe that, so she blamed Emma for not doing anything to help Rachael. Rachael was also pregnant."

"That doesn't make any sense, Ms. Tutweiller was real small. What happened to the baby?"

"She's here. We invited her, so Emma can see her, but we didn't know that she was here. Rachael thought she did it on purpose,"

"Poor Ms. Tutweiller,"

I got my face out of his shoulder, looked straight at Bailey,

"What was the video about Ms. Tutweiller?"

"It was after school. My sister was supposed to pick me up, she was on this job interview, and my mother told her to pick me up, and of course, Rachael was mad about that. My mother made her. I had gotten into a fight with this popular girl at school, and she and her friends were making fun of me, and they w-w-were s-starting to pick on me more, I was crying, this one girl had her camera, and took a video of it, obviously, and then I saw my sister, I thought she was going to do something to help me, but she just stood there, smiling. That's when I realized that she really hated me. I never bothered her again."

"She's heartless Ms. Tutweiller, that's what she is, you should do something to her,"

"No, no I don't understand, I love my sister, and I'd forgive her any day, I love her no matter what,"

"Then tell her that, tell her that you still love her, and how you feel,"

"I did, many times, but she wouldn't listen. Bailey, I understand what your trying to do here, but this hate that my sister has for me, will never break. I think I should talk to River about this."

"River?"

"Rachael's Daughter."

"Maybe you should take a break, Emma. Bailey, I'll walk you out."

"Ok," Bailey said

I was a little tired, so I closed my eyes, and slept. I felt Marion carry me to bed, and I felt his arms wrapped around my waist, he was going to sleep with me too.

I woke up from the nap, and my eyes where hurting from all that crying. Marion was gone, probably working. I felt a little sick, and I felt nauseous, I ran to the bathroom, and threw up. Oh god, It really isn't a good time to be sick. I heard the door open from the entrance, It was probably Marion.

He knocked on the bathroom door,

"Emma, are you ok?"

"Yeah, I'm just a little sick that's all,"

I flushed the toilet, and washed my hands, and face, took a towel and dried off. I open the door, and look at Marion,

"What? I could get sick,"

"I know it;s just that, you look really pale, I think we should go to the little 'hospital' we have in the ship, come on lets go, I'll take you,"

"No it's ok, It's nothing serious, I promise,"

Then I felt this sharp pain in my stomach.

"Ouch!"

I placed my hand on my stomach.

"Let's go,"

"No, I'll go, you need to work,"

"Emma, I can use a temp,"

"No, It's ok, I got this,"

"Alright, just please go,"

"I'm going,"

"There is nothing to worry about Ms. Emma, it's nothing serious, but there is something I have to tell you,"

"What is it?"

"Well, it looks like your pregnant,"

I my god! I'm what?

"I'm what? How far along am I?"

"A week, or so, I guess it wasn't planned huh?"

"I-I don't know, I got to sit down,"

"sure, here's a chair."

"thanks,"

"I'll leave you alone for a while to think, when your ready, you can just leave the room, alright,"

I nodded.

Marion. He hates children, we didn't even talk about it, we're not even married. I don't even know if I should be happy, o-or, Oh god, I have to tell him.

I ran out, and started to look for him. Or, maybe I should wait for him, till he's done with work. Yeah, that's good, a good idea.

I waited in his cabin, and finally, he came.

"Emma? Are you here?"

"Yeah, I'm in your room, I need to talk to you,"

He came in and I told him to sit next to me, on his bed.

"Emma, what's wrong?"

"Marion, do you really hate kids?"

"What?"

"Do you ever think of us having any?"

"Well, to tell you the truth, I have. But what does this have to do with—what did the doctor tell you?"

"Marion, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I didn't know I was. I'm so sorry, don't mad! The Doctor said I was pregnant!"

"Wha—Emma! Don't apologize, this is great news, I'm not mad. Why would I?"

"Wait, so your not mad,"

"Of course not, Emma I've dreamed of this, since the day we started dating, well except it was in a different—well anyway it doesn't matter now that you're carrying our baby."

He hugged me. I was in shocked with his excitement, I was just standing still with my eyes so wide, I felt like an owl.

After a while, he finally calmed down—well we, I was also happy. I always wanted a family of my own, I wanted it so badly.

"Emma, don't you think we should get married?"

Oh snaps, I want to shout sooo badly!

"Yes!"

He laughed

I guess I did let it out.

"We should get married here, what do you think?"

"Oh, I'd love that!"

"Then let's do it, right now!"

"Right now?"

"Well maybe Saturday?"

"But I we need to get everything, like the cake, my dress, decorations,"

"London will help you get your dress, and I know a guy who make our cake, and as for the decorations, well just leave that to me,"

"What about our families?"

"Helicopter, we'll have to call them now,"

"I'll call my mother first,"

"So am I,"

We both laughed.

"I love you, Marion,"

"I love you too Emma,"

I kissed him, and he kissed me.

"You know, this wedding being fast helps me, because if it wasn't, I'd be having trouble fitting into my dress,"

He laughed again.

Everything was ready to got, my mother was here, my father, his mother and father, and River was there too. I also invited Zack, Woody, Marcus, and Cody. London and Bailey were my bridesmaids, River was my Maid of honor. We became friends after the whole talk about how bitter my sister really was.

Everything was perfect, if only my sister was here. She was locked on her room, I jus don't understand her. But I let that thought fly out of my head the minute I saw Marion with his tux, when I was walking to him, with my dad giving me away. When we said 'I Do.' When we danced our song, 'I Love You Truly'

The party was amazing, Marion booked us in the ball room.

"So when do you think we should talk to my mother?"

"When she calms down,"

"Ok,"

Poor River, I feel for her, I really do.

"Marion, should we tell them the news yet?"

"Yes, I think it's time,"

I went to the DJ and asked him to stop the music, I grabbed the microphone,

"Ok, Ladies and Gentleman, may I have your attention,"

I waited of Marion to join me.

"Emma and I have some news for all of you's,"

"I'm Pregnant!"

And everyone screamed. My eyes were on my mother, she was so surprised, her mouth dropped and her eyes popped. She wasn't the only one. It was actually everybody.

"Wait so you're having a baby?" Zack

"Well that's what pregnant means,"

Everyone was happy for us. We were happy for us. We were married, and have a baby on the way.

"Rachael? River wants to talk,"

"No!"

"Please, she just wants to understand why your like this,"

"whether she says yes, or no, It won't stop me from talking to her,"

Rachael rolled her eyes,

"Look, I don't care if you have the same DNA as me, but I am not your mother. Understand that!"

"Why are you so angry all the time?"

"Why are you so nosy?"

"Rachael, please stop it,"

"No, Emma I won't, this is my time, and I won't spend it by talking to a couple of nobodies,"

"You know, when I was little, I would think about my mother, I would think about how much she had to sacrifice me because she couldn't take care of me, but now I know he real story,"

"Yeah, sorry this isn't a fairy tale,"

"I hate you!"

"River, please, you don't mean that!"

"Yes I do, I'm glad you gave me away, that way, I wouldn't know what a bitchy mother I had!"

"Watch it Rover, because I brought you into this world, and I can bring you out of it!"

"It's River, you cold hearted demon!"

Rachael had left, and River was crying once again. I hugged her.

"River, I'm so sorry, I am so so sorry,"

"She threatened me,"

I took her to her cabin, many neighbors heard her cry.

Hours later...

I heard screaming, and I heard to know where that came from,

'Don't do it!"

I heard.

The sky deck.

River? Rachael?

River. I saw river, with a... No...

River, with a gun.

It was pointing to her head.

"River no!"

I ran to her.

"Stop, don't come any closer Emma, or I'll shoot!"

"River, you don't want to do it! Please, trust me, it's not worth it!"

"How do you know, you don't have a mother who hates you, you never heard death threats coming out of her mouth,"

I saw Rachael, and for the first time, I saw fear in her eyes.

"River, look I know how you feel, you don't know how many times, I would stare at a knife and think about ending it. You don't know how many times, I would think about jumping out of a window, a roof, a building. But you know what stopped me? The people I loved, and who loved me. Sure there were people who hated me, but I think about it, If you do this, you will let them win, and that's not what you want do you?"

"I-I don't,"

"You're letting Rachael win, and you don't want that, just please, think of your adopted parents. How much they love you, they may not be your real parents, but they took care of you, and loved you as if you were their own,"

She nodded, and dropped the gun, and ran to me for a hug.

"It's ok River, I understand, I'll always be here for you."

Everyone clapped.

I didn't notice though. I didn't notice Rachael had picked up the gun... I wish I did.

The gun was on her heart. She looked straight at me, and said,

"You know, I'm smart enough to put the bullet straight to my heart, you can sometimes survive it on the head,"

my heart was beating, I didn't want her to do this,

"Rachael, please, it's not worth it. Please, I want my baby to know who you are,"

"Were, Emma. I'm sorry I blamed you for what happened, and River, I want you know, deep down, I really wanted you. I love you both, and please Emma, forgive me...

Then the gunshot.

BOOM...!

Ok, so it's like three in the morning, and I'm so tired. Lol. Anyway chapter 5 will be coming soon.

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