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Renesmee

The next few days were hectic. The whole family were reacting to the news in their own way.

Carlise and Esme were just ecstatic at having us move back with them. Esme had been busy 'personalizing' all of our individual spaces, whatever that meant! All I knew was my room looked cool. Carlise was obviously giddy at the thought of Dad being back under his roof full time.

Alice was excited to have Mom to dress up daily again. She had ordered all new wardrobes for us all, insisting that a new house called for new clothes. Jasper seemed to be taking it all in his stride as always. He seemed to be his happiest around Mom. Dad had told me that Moms emotions were relaxing to Jasper.

Rose had been her usual bitchy self, reminding everyone she didn't have to let a dog into her house if she didn't want to. It seemed weird because she seemed as hostile towards Jacob as usual but she had given him the whole top floor of the palace. She had even decorated it for him. Jacob obviously loved it when he saw it, but not wanting to give Rose any credit made an under handed comment something along the lines of " Shame about the smell"

Emmett not wanting to upset Rose had stayed quiet about it all. Although no one had missed the extra consoles and games that had arrived over the last couple of days. We all knew Emmett missed his brothers and was looking forward to having a man in the house again, even in the form of a shape shifter like Jacob.

Mom and Dad decided to leave the majority of their stuff at the cottage. They packed a few of their books, Mom brought some photos of Charlie, Sue, Renne and Phil. They seemed to be fine with leaving but I knew they would miss having their own little space. Every time I thought about it I would get a twinge of guilt in my chest. I knew I was being selfish but it was so exciting.

Jacob had been the worst. It was awful because he was pretending so hard to act fine. He sucked in his bottom lip every time I caught him pouting. He stayed by my side helping me pack my things and gave me advice on what I would need. He even tried to sound enthusiastic about moving into the palace. It really was heart breaking to watch him try so hard and know that it was all for me. I was taking advantage of the fact that what ever I wanted Jacob would give me, no matter what the cost to himself. The cost in this case would be the pain he was going to feel every time he had to leave me at the big house and return alone to the palace.

The day before the big swap around I had asked Jacob if we could go out for the day. I wanted to give Mom and Dad some time alone, plus I really wanted to make sure Jacob was ok. Jacob had told me he had an idea and it was a surprise.

Jacob came into my room at eight that morning and woke me by covering my face in tiny little kisses.

" Wake up Nessie, its time to go." he hummed into my ear. I pretended to still be asleep. He moved his kisses to my jaw and down my neck. He carried them on along my collar bone.

" I know your awake, you breathing like a jogger at the end of a marathon. Anybody would think my body has some kind of effect on you." I slapped him lightly on the shoulder and he laid down next to me giving a big fake stretch

" Of course, who could blame you, I am kind of buff!" I started laughing because he had jumped up and was doing muscle man poses in my full length mirror. I threw my cushion at him but he caught it before it hit him in the face.

" Where are we going?" I yawned. A smile spread across his face and he gave a big shrug of his shoulders.

" Get up and we'll go. Hurry up though! I'll go and make you some breakfast." With that he bounded out of my room.

I got dressed as quickly as I could, throwing on a pair of Seven 4 all man kind jeans and a simple Calvin Klein jumper. I matched them with a pair of Nikes which would have killed Alice but if I knew Jacob we would be doing something active and Prada boots just wouldn't cut it. I went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. I stared at my pale skin and brown eyes. I pinched my cheeks trying to trick them into giving me a bit of color. As usual, nothing. I gave up and brushed through my long curly hair. I quite liked the bronze color of my hair. I had only ever seen one other person with it, Dad.

After I had gotten through the huge pile of pancakes Jacob had made for me we said our goodbyes and got in the car. Jacob had packed the trunk with all the things we would need the night before so I wouldn't see. He was such a cheater.

We drove for just over an hour along a road I knew lead to the river. We talked the whole way about everything. It felt nice to be with Jacob alone. We hadn't had a chance over the last few days. We hadn't even had the chance to talk about the camping trip.

When we were almost at the mystery location Jacob handed me a blind fold. I decided to humor him and slipped it over my head. Jacob guided me out of the car and along an uneven path. I felt wood under my feet and walked up a slope onto a flat smooth wooden surface. I could smell the river and I felt the floor swaying.

" We're on a boat!" I laughed. I heard him huff and he took off my blind fold.

" Your super senses make it hard to surprise you." he looked a little disappointed. I wrapped my arms around his waist and rested my head on his chest.

" I am surprised, I didn't know until I felt the deck." He smiled his lazy smile and put his thumb under my chin and brought my face up to his. He kissed me softly on the lips.

" It was Emmett's idea. He said privacy was easy on a boat. We've only got it for one day though. Your Dad said I have to have you home before ten because it's a school day tomorrow." He winced a little when he said school. I placed my hand on his cheek and replayed the face he just pulled to him.

" Sorry, it's just I'm worried Nessie. I'm not smart like you and leaving you every night, it's going to be so hard." He was pouting and breathing heavy. He was in pain already.

" Jacob, you are smart. We're just good at different things. I cant change a exhaust or make anything beautiful out of wood like you." I stroked the side of his face and he pushed his face hard into my palm. " Plus we get to be together all day, without anybody reading our minds or everyone's super hearing eaves dropping on us all the time. We're going to have more privacy if anything!" I laughed as I said it because I knew it was true.

Jacob relaxed and nodded in agreement. He let out a big sigh and stood up walking towards the wheel. " Were to my lady!" he shouted in a really bad british accent.

Jacob sailed with ease. It made me wonder where he had learnt. We sailed right until we couldn't see anyone else around. We were completely alone. When he shut the engine off there was nothing but silence, we both just sat and enjoyed the moment. I looked around and something caught my eye. I started howling with laughter, I laughed so hard I was snorting and tears were falling down my cheeks.

" What' so funny?" I pointed at what was making me laugh, the name plate on the side of the boat. Jacob saw it and broke down in hysterics too. After a couple of minuets we had both calmed enough to talk. " Only Emmett would call his boat something like that!' I let out another giggle. Jacob bobbed his head to agree.

" Come on lets go look at the cabins." Jacob took my hand and we went to explore "Rosie Rocks Royally'

Under deck was cramped but immaculate. The main space had a little couch and a table with two chairs either side. There was a flat screen on the wall. I sighed not at all surprised that Rose and Emmett's need for extravagance had followed them even here. There was a door at the other end of the room. I pushed the door open and saw a huge white bed that filled the whole space. I felt Jacobs breath on the back of my neck and his arm wrapped around me. " So Nessie, what do you want to do?" I could hear his heart all around me, booming just as fast as mine had become.

I turned around and looped my hands together behind his head. I pulled his head down so I could kiss him. I parted his lips with mine and put the tip of my tongue against his bottom lip. He moaned into my mouth a little and pulled me so I was flush against his body. I pulled him backwards and we landed on the big bed. Jacob parted my legs and lead on me supporting his weight with his arms. I pushed my hips toward him and could feel how much he wanted me. I lifted my head to kiss him again. Our kisses were more urgent this time. I found the bottom of his shirt and tugged it up, needing to see his amazing body. He slipped it over his head for me and I could fell his hot skin on mine. I fiddled with the zipper on his jeans and slipped them down as far as they would go.

Jacob sat up and pulled my arms gently until I was at up to. He lifted my jumper over my head. He out his hand on my chest and pushed me back slowly. He undid the button on my jeans painfully slowly and wriggled them down and off. I was lying there in my underwear and Jacob just looked at me. I held his stare and unhooked my bra then took of my little shorts. Jacob stood up and took his jeans all the way off and then his boxers.

I'd never seen him naked like that before. In the tent we were a little more bashful. I looked at every inch of him " Your staring Nessie!" Jacob got under the covers next to me and I got under to, just so I could feel his hot skin against mine again. I straddled him and sat myself right on his lap. It would have been so easy to put him inside me right then, but we were in no rush. I leaned forward and kissed his neck. I moved up and sucked lightly on his ear, he groaned. I could feel his hands all over my body, leaving a warm tingle were ever he had touched. He moved his hand to my front and cupped me. I let out a sigh and pushed myself further into his hands. He sat up o his elbows and ran his tongue over my nipple, I gasped a little as he took my whole nipple into his mouth and sucked lightly.

Jacob placed his huge hands on my waist and rolled with me so I was on my back and he was over me again. He kissed the side of my neck and slowly moved the kisses all the way down my body. I trembled as I felt his lips brush my inner thigh. I wriggled in anticipation. Suddenly I felt his tongue on me. My body's natural instinct was to wriggle closer to his mouth. Jacobs tongue picked up a quick pace, rolling over and over me. I could feel all of my muscles tighten in response. I knotted my hands into his hair and he moaned, the feeling of his moan against me sent me over the edge. My back lifter off the bed and I pulled his head closer to me, needing him to be as close a possible. I felt my body give out one last shudder and I feel back against the bed.

I led there enjoying the waves inside my body. When I opened my eyes Jacob was looking at me with that lazy smile on his face. I smiled back at him and signaled him over I parted my legs for him and he laid over me. He kissed me softly again. I hooked my legs around his waist and pushed his back with my heels so he was inside me. Jacob let out a shocked sigh. He buried his head in my neck, covering it with kisses. I moved my hips in time with his thrusts. I kept my feet on his back pushing him in harder every time. I could feel my body starting to tighten again. I rocked my body against him harder and just when the waves started to hit me again I felt him shake on top of me, giving one last moan as he fell on top of me.

We stayed there in bed all day, talking and napping. It was perfect, so perfect. Being with Jacob this way was bliss. We could talk about anything together. Even the silences were ok, comfortable. Jacob had packed the I-pod and we listened to all of our favorite songs. When the sun started to set I jumped into the shower. Jacob had packed my toiletries. I should have been annoyed that this was pre meditated but I wasn't. Jacob knew how much I wanted him, he was finally up to speed and wanted me too. This made me happy.

In the shower I thought about what tomorrow would be like. I felt nervous and excited. I was ready to go to school tomorrow with Jacob. I knew Jacob would be fine to. He was so laid back, no one could resist his easy going approach to everything. He would fit right in.

We cleaned up the cabin and made our way back up on deck. Jacob sailed 'Rose Rocks Royally' back to the harbor and we drove home talking about tomorrow. Jacob had obviously relaxed about the whole thing and wasn't so glum anymore.

We stopped off to hunt before we got home. All those heart beats at the school should be interesting, I didn't need to make it any harder on myself. Jacob caught the biggest, show off. His russet coat blew in the wind as he ran across the field towards me. He stopped in front of me and licked my nose ' Gross Jake!!! He took a few paces back and changed back into human form ' you love it Nessie, admit it my tongue doesn't gross you out at all. At least earlier….." I cut him off by smacking his on the arm as hard as I could. My cheeks were flaming hot. Jacob laughed as he got himself dressed.

Jacob dropped me off outside the big house at ten exactly. He gave me a big bear hug " I love you Nessie, so much it hurts." He kissed the end of my nose and got into his car. As he drove off I thought about the meaning of his words. He was hurting.

Aaaahh!! I thought I'd give them one last tender moment before I introduce some much needed drama!