Part Four
Love was invented by guys like me to sell nylons. The reason you haven't felt it is because it doesn't exist.
He was drunk. They were stoned.
Don sits down on the bed, the weight of the evening bearing down on him. He has another headache. He begins to rest his head in his hands when Amy, yet another Amy, comes to the door.
"I'm supposed to tuck you in," she says.
Great, he thinks.
Then his wife Megan appears at the door as well. It looks like they're both up to something – and nothing good. His face falls in disappointment. He tells his wife to stop playing around.
He is very drunk, yet it is clear that they both want him. Megan kisses him and then tells him to kiss Amy - tells him she knows he wants to.
"I don't want anything right now," he says.
"Don't lie," she breathes as she strokes his crotch. She can feel him getting hard there. But it doesn't mean that he wants this. Amy leans in to kiss him. He doesn't really respond to the kiss and tries to pull back a little, but there's nowhere to go because Megan is right there.
Then Amy pulls away from Don and kisses Megan right in front of him. Drunken confusion sets in. Is this really happening?
The next thing he knows Megan is pushing him back on the bed. He resists a little, but is too drunk to put up much of a fight. She straddles him, a position she's never taken with him before – he hasn't let her. Amy takes his hand and puts it up her dress, making him touch her. But as she leans in to kiss him his hand falls limply to the bed. He definitely doesn't want this.
As Amy takes his lips into hers, Don looks up at his wife. He had thought she was kind. She had shown kindness to his children – and to him. But he knows now that it is all gossamer, an illusion. Ethereal and fading. . .
He shuts down and takes it like a man.
FIN
Author's Note: Even though this fic shows Megan in a bad light, I actually really like Don and her together. They are my favorite ship from the show because I think he was finally beginning to find happiness with her. But the three-way scene in Season 7 always disturbed me and I couldn't put my finger on it until I went to write this story about Don's early sexual abuse. He is very uncomfortable in the threeway scene and it was easy for me to connect the dots once I thought about it. But I don't believe Megan intended for it to be this way. I don't see her as a predator - just too stoned to take in his obvious discomfort and back off. I think she felt Don's growing distance and thought she had to fulfill his huge sexual appetite as a last ditch effort to save her marriage and tragically, it resulted in this.