Chapter 4

(Lots of fluff, rated m for mature!!!! I still don't own these characters or anything about this. It is Stephenie Meyers work)

After our little father daughter Christmas bonding time I quickly called it a night in hopes that Edward would soon be with me. I ran up the stairs and got ready for bed in my new pajamas which were red, white, and green stripes. My shirt was red with a white snowman on it. I seriously could care less about Santa when Edward would be here in a matter of minutes. I waited anxiously for him on the top of my bed. When he opened my window I could see that behind him it was snowing. Not like that horrible blizzard snow, but the snow that looks so soft and falls ever so gently.

"Ho Ho Ho, merry Christmas my Bella," he said in a fake Santa Clause whisper, "are you ready for your present?"

"Oh Edward, I don't need anything but yes of course I'm ready for my gift." I slid back on the bed my head and back touching the wall. I put one arm around my legs and the other one in his big strong hand.

"Well before I give you your present I think we should get more comfortable." He had that mischievous glint in his handsome gold eyes, "and by that I mean let's get closer and take off some things." He whispered to me in a bad boyish voice.

"And after that we can get on your Harley and ride away into the night!" I said sarcastically with a bright smile on my face, but of course by then I was already reaching up to unbutton his nice flannel shirt. After that was accomplished I ran my hands over his hard washboard stomach. He shivered involuntarily, and I knew it wasn't from the cold.

"Bella my love, when are you going to stop affecting me this way?" I could see the hunger in his eyes, "I never want you to stop making me feel this wanting, no this absolute needing of you. You are now more than ever my perfect brand of heroin and I don't think I'll be able to leave you any more than is absolutely nesicary. I don't even want to leave you then." While he was saying all of this I was rubbing small circles on his back and he was trying to get my shirt off.

"Hush, not yet little Eddie, I want to wait awhile. I don't want to go into this quickly if you aren't ready." It pained me to say it, but I knew I had to make sure before we leapt into this kind of thing.

"Bella I've been ready for this since the first day I met you. Given that I wanted to kill you it was underneath that feeling all this while."

"Then what's holding you back?" I didn't give him time to answer, just pushed my face into his and kissed him holding nothing back. He for once didn't pull away and let me have my fun while kissing me like never before. I opened my mouth and his cool tongue probed and pushed my warm one. He finally got my shirt off and I went for the button on his jeans, before I could get there though he had already taken them off and pulled my hands behind my head, all this without breaking our kiss. When I pulled away to breathe he slipped his fingers into the waistband of my pajama pants and pulled them off so fast I didn't even feel it, I really didn't know it either until I looked down to see why my legs were becoming cold.

I looked up at him through my eye lashes and bit my lip. He groaned. I could tell he wanted to lay down so I made it easier for him. Lying back against my bed I reached up, grabbed his shoulders and pulled him down on top of me. "You're sure about this right?" I whispered. His only reply was, "I love you" and he plunged his mouth down to mine. We kissed and pulled at each other. He managed to get my bra off saying that if he didn't have on a shirt neither should I. I didn't mind.

He reached for my panties but I decided that he was already testing himself far too much and I pushed his hands away.

He looked at me hurt. "Why are you pushing me away?" he sounded like a little kid whining for something he couldn't have, instead of a grown man that wanted something he knew he could have but didn't know how to get.

"I don't want to lose my virtue," I said remembering our conversation from so long ago, "and I really don't know how much harder you can test yourself."

"Right now the farthest thing from my mind is your blood. Your body is winning my attention at the moment and I want it now!" he pinned me down stifling a giggle that erupted from my throat. And pulling my hands once again behind my head with a flick of his wrist my underwear were nowhere to be seen. I blushed in a deep scarlet knowing I was totally exposed to him. I wanted his eyes to come back to mine so I snatched my hand back and grabbed his jaw, turning his head back to mine I raised my eyebrow and pulled his face to mine.

When I woke up in the morning I felt his body beside mine and I smiled. Somehow all of my clothes were back on and the sheets were tucked around us both neatly.

"Merry Christmas, Bella darling," his melodious voice sang to me, "Charlie has already gone to take the gifts to his friends at the station so it's just you and me again."

I know you all probably hate me right now but just know that I'll be updating soon and that it isn't going to stay happy much longer. I've decided that the rating of m is just right for what I'll be writing. Lots more fluff and blood gore, you know all that good stuff that keeps you people reading!! Thanks for reviewing and I'm probly going to update when I get five or six reviews. So make sure you review me!! Tehe I love you all!