A Love Hate Relationship Chapter 4

-Monday With Finn- (The first day of school)

Finn's POV:

I walk into school, and my heart sinks just a little as I see Rachel. I don't know what it is but over the last couple day, I just can't get her out of my mind. I have hated her for so long, what is happening to me? This can't be real, I can't be, it just doesn't make sense! How can I be in love with Rachel Berry. Wait! Did I just say love? I'm really in deep now. This year is going to kill me. That is, if I last the day.

As I walk past Rachel and I swear, just for a second, she was looking back at me making my heart sink just a little bit deeper. Listen to me, I sound like a girl. What is she doing to me? What ever is happening it needs to stop! I can't live like this! I need this girl, I don't know why but I need her. Maybe it's time to take Kurt's advice.

I go to the bulletin board to sign up for football and then I see the glee club sheet. I smile to myself when I see Rachel's name with a big gold star next to it on the top of the list. Kurt told me that I needed get close to her, and if that means joining glee club then that's what I'm going to do. I then sign the sheet as I make my way to homeroom.

End POV.

-With Rachel-

Rachel's POV:

I was getting my books for my first classes when I saw Finn come in. I look at him quickly as he walks by. Why can't he just notice me? I love him, yes love, but he doesn't even seem to care, or know. As he walks by I start to stare at him once again, but then he looks back over his shoulder and our eyes meet, I turn away quickly embarrassed. He saw me staring at him, what am I going to do? He must think I'm a creeper. I sigh as I close my locker and walk off to homeroom.

I get to homeroom late and there is only one seat left, next to Finn. Of course I have no problem with that, but I just don't want to embarrasses myself any more than I already have. I mean I already have no chance with him, it's just I don't want to have less of a chance then I already do. I take my seat and right away I get this feeling that someone is looking at me, I look up and right away I meet the most beautiful brown eyes in the world.

End POV.

Finn: Hi.

Finn *thinks: Not cool man she saw you staring at her. She definitely thinks you're a creeper.

Rachel: (Smiles) Hi.

Finn: (Smiles) I saw you signed up of glee club.

Rachel: Yeah, I really can't wait, I'm so excited.

Bell rings.

Finn: (Stands up) Well I guess I'll see you there. (Leaves)

Rachel *thinks: Wow! Finn in glee. That's not going to be good. That was the one place where I didn't have to worry about him find out about my feelings for him. Actually forget it! I'm not going to let him put a limit on my creativity, and I'm not changing my song just because he's going to be there. (Walks off to first)

-End Of The Day At Glee-

Everyone is in the auditorium waiting for there chance to addition when Mr. Schue comes in.

Mr. Schue: Ok. (Looks at everyone) Well, I'm extremely happy to see that we have such a big crowd this year. As you probably already know I'm Mr. Schuester, but you can call me Mr. Schue. And I will be your coach this year. So lets see who's first. Rachel Berry.

Rachel goes up on stage and starts to sing.

I miss those blue eyesHow you kissed me at nightI miss the way we sleepLike there's no sunriseLike the taste of your smileI miss the way we breatheBut I never told youWhat I should have saidNo I never told youI just held it inAnd now I miss everythingAbout youI can't believe I still want youAfter all the things we'veBeen throughI miss everything about youWithout youI see your blue eyesEvery time I close mineYou make it hard to seeWhere I belong to when I'm notAround youIt's like I'm not with meBut I never told youWhat I should have saidNo I never told youI just held it inAnd now I miss everythingAbout youI can't believe I still wantYouAfter all the things we'veBeen throughI miss everything about youWithout youBut I never told youWhat I should have saidNo I never told youI just held it inAnd now I miss everythingAbout you(still you're gone)Can't believe that I still wantYouAfter all the things we'veBeen throughI miss everything about youWithout you Mr. Schue: Wow Rachel, that was, just wow. You are definitely in

Rachel smiles as she steps of the stage and goes and sits back down. Then Finn comes over and sits next to her. As the next few people all go.

Finn: You were really good.

Rachel: Thanks.

Finn: No I mean it. You were amazing up there.

Rachel: What's going on here?

Finn: What do you mean? Nothing going on.

Rachel: Then why are you being so nice to me all of a sudden? The other night when I was at your house and now, you used to hate my singing, you used to tell me to shut up and that I was killing the birds, but now her you sit complementing me. So what are you trying to do, because you're really staring to scare me a little.

Finn just sit there staring at her.

Rachel: What?

Finn: That was just, a lot to take in.

Rachel: So are you going to tell me what's happening.

Finn: Yes…

Mr. Schue: And finally Finn Hudson you're up.

Finn: But it's would be much easier for me just to do this.

Finn then takes his place on stage and starts to sing.

An empty room can be so deafening,The silence makes you wanna scream,It drives you crazy.I chased away the shadows of your name,And burned the picture in a frame,But it couldn't save how could we quit something we never even tried,Well you still can't tell me built it up,To watch it we meant nothing at all.I gave and gave the best of me,But couldn't give you what you walked away,You stole my life,Just to find what you're looking no matter how I try,I can't hate you anymore...I can't hate you 're not the person that you used to be,The one I want who wanted me,And that's a shame but,There's only so many tears that you can it drains the light right from your eyes,And I can't go on that so I'm letting go of everything we were,It doesn't mean it doesn't built it up,To watch it we meant nothing at all.I gave and gave the best of me,But couldn't give you what you walked away,You stole my life,Just to find what you're looking no matter how I try,I can't hate you you hold so tight,It slips right through your I ever understand?We built it up,To watch it we meant nothing at all.I gave and gave the best of me,But couldn't give you what you walked away,You stole my life,Just to find what you're looking no matter how I try,I can't hate you anymore

I can't hate you anymore

Mr. Schue: You sir are definitely in.

Finn smiles walks off the stage to where Rachel is sitting.

Finn: So did that clear things up?

Rachel: I-I…

A/N: Another chapter done. I hope you liked it. Don't hate me for ending it there, but I just had to.