A/N: Sorry that I haven't updated in like…forever,

But I've been busy lately. Algebra exams are coming up

Soon. FUNN! I don't even know half of that stuff.

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I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
my weakness is that I care too much
and my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Cam's POV

I looked over at Massie, who sat to the left of me. She looked over at me, as if she knew that I was looking at her.

I felt heat rush to my cheeks as our eyes locked. I could've sworn that there was an electrical current that went through my body.

I didn't want her to think that I was a creeper so I looked away from her and took out my phone and texted her. Yeah, I liked her. But she was my best friend. I couldn't fall for my best friend now, could I? It would be weird.

CAM: WANT 2 HANG AFTER SCHOOL?

MASSIE: Y?

CAM: PROMISED 2 TEACH U HOW 2 SKATE REMEMBER?

MASSIE: YEAH. LOLX.

CAM: KH & CP ARE COMING 2

MASSIE: FUN

CAM: (:

MASSIE: SCHMITZ LOOKING

I looked up to see that Mrs. Schmitz, our evil Algebra teacher, was staring at me like I had something to hide.

Which I did.

When she finally looked away, I looked back at Massie. She was a beautiful sight. Her glossy hair fell on her shoulders, her eyes shined in the light, her laugh was so-

Uh-oh. I thought. I shouldn't have been thinking of her this way. We'd been best friends since forever. Stop thinking of Massie. Stop thinking of Massie. Stop thinking of Massie. I cursed myself in my head.

I looked over at Kristen, who was sitting on my other side.

Maybe if I went out with her, then I wouldn't think of Massie this much.

RRRIIIINNNGGG!!!!!

The bell rang and I walked out as quickly as I could so that I wouldn't have to look at Massie's beautiful amber eyes. I knew that I had to get out of here as quickly as possible, just to cool down a bit. I had Study Hall next hour with Massie, Kemp, Chris, Josh, Kristen and Claire. Unfortunately Olivia and her 'Pretty Committee' were in the class with us too.

I walked to my next class and took my usual seat in the back. Pretty soon everyone else filed in the class and my friends and me started talking. We never did anything in this class other than talk about random stuff.

I sat in the corner, with Chris on my left and Josh sitting in front of me.

"So what's up with you and Massie?" Chris asked me.

I could feel the heat rising to my face.

"Nothing." I replied a little too quickly.

"Dude, everyone knows that you like her." Josh pointed out, "So why don't you just ask her out?"

"Because she might not like me back and besides, she's my best friend and that would be totally awkward." I replied.

"Well, it looks like you're a little too late to get Massie anyway." Olivia said, walking over to us.

"What are you talking about?" I nearly yelled.

"She's talking to that new kid. Derrick I think his name is. And they're gonna go on a date tomorrow night, after school." Olivia replied.

I fumed.

Why do I have to be such a wimp? Why couldn't I just ask her to go out with me? I cursed myself. Being best friends with her didn't matter as much now.

"Dude, are you okay?" Chris asked.

"Yeah, man, your like…green." Josh said.

"Green with jealousy." Olivia laughed.

"Shut up." I yelled.

Massie looked over at me, her eyebrows coming together as if silently asking if I was okay. I looked away from her, not knowing what to tell her.

I'm jealous of that kid that just asked you out? No, that didn't seem like a good thing to say to her.

Olivia had a sly smile on her face.

"Looks likes she doesn't like you as much as you like her, Cam." Olivia said. "You should go out with someone who likes you, someone who deserves you…someone like me."

"Uh, no thanks." I replied.

"Oh come one Cam. Get over her! She doesn't like you!" She yelled at me.

"I thought you hated me." I replied.

"I did, but then I thought 'Cam isn't to blame. It was Massie's fault." She smiled at me.

I shivered.

"Besides, she's nawt that pretty. I'm soo much more worth your time." She said.

I thought I was about to barf.

The bell rang just in time and I ran out as fast as I could.

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