Amnesia
I dressed, only, in a silk crimson colored nightgown and proceeded to the kitchen for a quick snack. I've been very exhausted ever since I had that vision; so I've remained in my room for the past few days only coming out for food. To reach the kitchen I had to pass on of the drinking rooms the manor had. There was a loud ruckus going on, and I could hear Squalo's voice clearly through it.
"That fucking boss thinking he can do what ever the fuck he fucking wants!" He cursed, I went into the room; Squalo, Lussuria and another guardian were sitting on a maroon couch, all pathetically drunk. I recognized the other guardian as Leviathan the lighting attribute of the sky. He had spiked brown hair, and unusually thin eyebrows as if they were drawn on. He had piercings upon his brows and lip, which were connected by a piece of string. The most noticeable feature was the Mario-like mustache resting on his upper lip.
"Oh! Peano darling come drink with us!" Lussuria urged, waving a hand for me to sit next to him.
"I don't drink," I said,
"BULLSHIT!" Squalo yelled, he sluggishly stood from the couch, a bottle half full of vodka in one hand, and walked over towards me. I could smell his breath and could've passed out from the strong stench of alcohol that stained it. He shoved the bottle into my stomach.
"Drink it!"
"I already said I don't dri-"
"Drink the fucking liquor!" I realized this was a one-sided conversation and grabbed the vodka. I took a tiny sip, letting the liquid flow onto my tongue and surprisingly pleasing my taste's buds. I took another sip, then another, and another.
"JUST FUCKING DRINK IT!" Squalo roared, and I did. I brought the entire rim to my lips and gulped down the rest of the bottle.
"Dammit Peano you drunk it all!" I glared at my commander in annoyance. This guy is always so damn loud that it pissed me off.
"So what I drunk it all!" I yelled back,
"You told me to drink it!"
"Fuck You!" Squalo shouted. I pounced on him causing us to fall to the floor. I continuously punched him in the gut; though it wasn't effective since each blow I delivered he laughed his ass off. "Stop laughing I'm tryin to hurt you!" I yelled, Squalo grabbed my waist and threw me to the side of him, then swiftly got on top of me pinning my hands above my head with one hand.
"What now bitch," he laughed,
"Hahaha, maybe we should stop them," Lussuria said to Leviathan who took another gulp of alcohol. All I remember before everything went completely blurry was Squalo yelling something at me then smashing his lips onto mine.
A deadly hangover awaited me when I woke up the next day. I held my head in pain trying to figure why I was on the floor, naked, instead in my room.
"Ugh, my head" I groaned and began scanning my surroundings. There were glass bottles of various brands of alcohol spread across the room, a large hole was in the wall, and there was crude writing circling the outside of the hole. Squalo was propped against the wall with the hole, also nude.
"W…What happened?" I stared blankly as I spotted another naked man a few feet away from me.
"No way…Xanxus?" the boss held a bottle of Tequila in his hand; the bottom of it was broken.
"Morning sunshine~" I watched Lussuria stroll into the room.
"Hm, and the boss is here too, I wonder what happened?" he said, placing a finger on the side of his cheek. He knew full damn well what happened, and even if I had to rip off his limbs he was going to tell me. Lussuria hugged himself,
"Ah, I can still remember the boss's sweet noises ringing in my ears", I looked at him in shock; why did I just realize Lussuria is gay?
"Squalo's moans weren't that bad either"
"Ahh! Just tell me what happened already!" I yelled, Lussuria laughed,
"You sure you want to know?"
"YES!"
"Shut the Fuck up trash I'm tryin to sleep" Xanxus mumbled, though he was still asleep. Lussuria came over and sat next to me.
"Ahaha were should I begin? Well you and Squalo started kissing-" I looked at the man sleeping against the wall with hate,
"-And then next thing ya know your both naked getting ready to go at it… But then boss came in already drunk. He got pretty upset seeing you and Squalo about to do it, so he strips naked and throws Squalo into a wall-" Lussuria placed his hands on his cheeks, blushing madly; I rolled my eyes.
"-And then he said, 'I'll show you how its really done' and then he starts lick-" I stopped Lussuria with a raised hand, I didn't want to know anymore. I glared darkly at Xanxus but my expression softened when I saw that same innocent sleeping face. I looked around the room for my clothes and found that they had been ripped to shreds; I sighed heavily, grabbing Xanxus white dress shirt. I walked over to him; I saw that image of black roses covered in that crimson color again. I kneeled down and traced a scar from his torso to abdomen with my finger. His skin was much smoother than I thought. I traced another scar that imprinted his face, Xanxus sighed. I quickly removed my hand; he sluggishly opened his eyes and stared at me.
"What the fuck did you stop for trash?" he said half yawned. I recoiled from the horrible stench of alcohol, shouldn't he be having a hangover right now; but honestly I think he's still very tipsy. Xanxus sat up and glared at me,
"uh-". He grabbed my arm and pulled me into him,
"You think you can do whatever the fuck you want, huh trash. First disturbing my room, talking back, and then this" he said pushing me onto the ground.
"H-hey!" I yelled. He pinned my hands over my head,
"I'll show you whose boss", with that, said Xanxus began licking and sucking on my neck harshly. I could hear Lussuria chuckling in the background,
"Don't just stare help me!" I yelled to him,
"I wish I could Peano but the boss would kill me" he chuckled. Xanxus grabbed my ass and squeezed, I gasped and stared into his crimson eyes. He brought his lips to mine roughly even forcing his tongue into my mouth. A hand grabbed my breast and I unintentionally arch my back filling his hand with more of my breast. Xanxus parted from my lips and smirked,
"Eager aren't you trash". Actually the complete opposite of eager, I just wanted to go back to my room in peace. I wasn't enjoying Xanxus's torture; I'm already ashamed of getting so pissy drunk and having unwanted sex with my boss. Xanxus was impatient and thrust into me hard; I clutched his shoulders tightly and moaned loudly. My heart was racing, my mind became clouded and then my head started to hurt. It wasn't a hangover hurt; it was the same pain that had caused me to faint. My head felt like it was splitting into two again and my eyes were clouded by a new vision. The bleeding woman was there and I could hear the same man shouting my name along with another I didn't recognize. There was loud bang; I looked behind me to see a man with dark brown hair and oddly indigo eyes, just like mine, bust into the room. He stared at me, then at the dead woman next to me. "Oh god" he cried, he hurried over to the woman on the ground. He picked her up into his arms, her blood stained his white dress shirt. I reached out to him, tugging at the shirt. The man looked at me in agony. "I'm so sorry Saiya I couldn't protect her, I couldn't protect your mother," he cried. I began to cry too, and the man lye the woman onto the cold ground and came over to me. He scooped me into his strong arms and rocked me back and forth. "It's alright my love, papa is still here", my vision ended. Xanxus lay on top of me; his breathing was slow so I guessed he passed out from still being drunk. My heart felt so heavy and I couldn't help but feel distraught over that dead woman being my mother and that weeping man my father. For so many years I had wondered what they looked like, I looked more like my father than mother. I felt a tear roll down my cheek and wiped it away.