Tony's P.O.V
I am tierd of sitting and watching Ziva lay on the bed trying to figure out who she is. She is reading McGee's stupid book to see if she can remember anything and I am sitting beside her in a chair wanting so badly to just get the old Ziva back. The one that wouldn't have allowed them to keep her in a hospital bed, the one that argues with me and makes me laugh, not the one that doesn't know who she is and thinks that she is still 18. I can't tell someone who thinks that I am an complete stranger that I am in love with them, and I certainly cannot propose to her like I wanted to eventually. After I asked her out and was dating her for a while. Even though I have wanted to be with her since I meet her. Anyway I have promised that I won't leave her side till she asks me too. Earlier I called Gibbs because I came up with an idea for Ziva, the only person that we know of that is alive that knew her when she was 18 was her dad so I thought even though she hates him it might help trigger something. So boss is working on trying to get Eli David to do something for his daughter even if it is just to call her instead of fly in. which is fine with me because Eli doesn't like me and I really don't like him either. Right now I am watching the beautiful Israeli sleep. I wonder how she would look in a wedding dress or pregnant, or even old with gray hair. I bet that she would look perfect with a couple of gray hairs. I absolutely love her golden body and her dark brown hair and I get lost in her deep dark brown eyes. I just wish she knew how much I care for her. And I hope that we get her back. I want her to be able to know.
Ziva's P.O.V
I start to read "Deep Six", as far as I have read it is a good book. As I am reading I ask Tony if the book is true and he says, "Yes, well most of it" So the book is real so what is in it was real McGee just changed our names. According to the book Lisa and Tommy are sorta in a relationship, by the way that Tony looks at me I believe that he likes me, I just wish that I could remember him. So far the book hasn't helped with memory but maybe in time. Abby keeps bringing in pictures that she has taken to try to help me, without success. It makes me so mad when I try to remember but I just can't. Gibbs came in today and told me that he would give me a what Tony calls a "Gibbs slap" but I have a head injury. Then entering behind him was someone that I knew. I got out of my bed to stand so he wouldn't think I was too weak to not lay in bed. The man who walked in with Gibbs was my father Eli David. When I stood up I kinda wobbled so Tony grabbed me and got me to sit on the edge of the bed while my father pulled up a chair. "Ziva, Ziva, Ziva what have you gotten yourself into? You are stuck in a bed and not working." "But father I was in an accident." "Oh I know my daughter, but why don't you back to work before you start remembering and maybe it will help." "Ok, I shall try." Then my father said, "Shalom, Ziva." Then he left. He didn't much help me but some memories of leaving Mossad are blurry but there. I then asked Gibbs to talk to a nurse about me leaving in the morning, he nodded then left. I turned to Tony and asked him if he would take me home tomorrow. He smiled then nodded. I didn't want to tell him yet but I felt super safe with Tony. He also makes me feel safe, unlike anyone else I know.
