I stared at Alex like she was crazy.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"Jay Chad put my mom in a coma." She said as she slid down next to the passengers door. She looked a wreck.

"O my god Lexi I'm so sorry." I tried to hug her but she pushed me away.

"I still hate you." She said as she stood up. "I've got to go see my mom."

"Would you like a ride?"

"I'd rather get ran over by 10 buses before I ever get a ride from you ever again." She said as she headed towards the hospital. I sighed and got in my car. I blared my music and laid my head back to just think. I had no clue what to do anymore. Emma made her way over to my car she looked pissed. She opened the passenger door and got in.

"Why did you tell him?" She said.

"Because you are in love with Sean and Sean is in love with you." I said without even looking at her. I was not in the mood right now to deal with this shit.

"Maybe you might be right, but he doesn't understand." She said.

"Understand what?" I asked as I glanced over at her.

"How I may love him, but he isn't who I want to be with."

"What I am so confused." I said as I ran my hand thru my hair. Sean knocked on my window. I glanced up.

"Never-mind." Emma said.

"Hey Jay can we talk?" Sean said.

"Yeah do you mind Emma?" I asked her.

"Sure, whatever I'm going for a walk anyways." She said and got up.

"Jay who is this guy?" Sean asked.

"I don't know, some random guy she meant here at the ravine."

"Why has she been here?"

I sighed. "She wants to be with me."

Sean burst out laughing. "WHAT? Are you serious, aren't you with Alex?"

"So much has changed."

"Yeah I guess so." Sean said. "What is with Emma though?"

"I don't know. Does she want the abortion?" I asked.

"She said that's her choice and she's going for it."

"Sean she is like against them right?"

"Jay she was pretty much raped in a way. I can't blame her."

I sighed. "Guess so. Hope Emma doesn't regret her choice."

"Why is it that you care so much about what she is doing?"

"I just do ok?" Jay said.

"Whatever." Sean said. "I've got to get back to Wasaga by tomorrow morning. I have to get to work."

"Knew you wouldn't stay." Jay said.

"There isn't anything here for me."

"Emma is here."

"I just Jay I need to move on with my life same with her."

"Whatever, you can't even stay for awhile to help her?" I asked.

"Sorry." Sean said. He got out and headed towards his car. I sighed. I decided to start my car up and go look for Emma. I needed to talk to her. I know she would regret getting an abortion. I finally found her sitting in front of Degrassi.

"Are you ok?" I asked her.

"I'm never going to be." She said.

"What's wrong, come on get in." I said to her.

"Why are you being so nice to me lately?" She asked.

"Cause you're going threw hell and you need help, and I'm willing to help you."

"I don't know if I should get an abortion or not."

"Emma, whatever you decide I'll help you." I said.

"No, you can't. It's just not fair to you."

"Emma stop worrying." I said to her.

"What about getting back with Alex?" She asked me.

"It's over and there are no chance that she will take me back anyways." I said.

"You never know that." She said. "I'm just going to hold you back. Move on with your life. Forget about me." Emma got up and headed off towards her house. I sighed and leaned back. I needed to get through to her. Emma needed someone to help her out. But she was so damn stubborn.

Emma's PoV

I made my way to Alex's. She was sitting outside on her steps.

"Hey Alex, I know you hate me but can we talk?" I said.

"Sure." She said.

"Listen please can you tell Jay you love him and you want him. He wants to be with you."

"Emma, Jay and I are over." Alex glanced up at me. "I've moved on."

"what no you can't." I said.

"Yea, I have." She said as Paige made her way over.

"Emma hi." Paige said.

"Hi." I said confused.

"I have moved on, he needs to now."

I sighed and walked away. I made my way to the ravine. I was just so confused what to do with my life anymore. My cell went off. It was Sean. What did he want. Not like he didn't run back home to mommy once again.

"Hello?"

"Where are you, Jay just called me."

"Listen I'm going to tell you just like I told Jay I don't need you, just like I don't need him."

"Stop acting like you don't need help." Sean sighed. "Emma your always helping others why won't you let others help you for once."

"Cause I don't need anyone's help."

"You can't lie."

"I told you I don't need your help and I definitely do not need Jay's help. Now Sean get in your damn car and head back to Wasaga, run away again cause that's the only thing your good at. You couldn't help anyone anyways."

"Emma that was not fair."

"Life's not fair. Sean you left me when I needed you the most. How do you expect me to trust you again?"

"I had to Emma you don't understand."

"Then I'm telling you this you don't understand at all what I am going through right now alright?"

"You need to talk to someone. Your situation is 20 times harder and different from my situation when I left. Don't even think about running away."

"I'm going to do as I please alright?" I snapped. "Good bye Sean. Forget you ever knew me."

Seans PoV

"What in the hell do you mean by that?" I asked her but to late she hung up. I sighed and dialed Jay's cell.

"Yeah?"

"Emma is scaring me."

"What did she do now?"

"Jay she said something along the lines of, goodbye Sean forget you ever knew me."

"Yeah?"

"Jay I'm scared she's going to kill herself."

"I guess we can go and try and find her." Jay said. "But she just keeps pushing me away."

"Same here don't worry you are not the only one."

"Well I will come get you in ten, so be ready."

"Alright." I said and hung up. I waited for jay to get there.