Hi kittens! I'm sorry to inform you, but this will be the last update of the school year. Next week will have nothing but final exams, which means half days, which means no media center for me. *pouts* This also means irregular update periods, again, I'm apologizing in advance. Also, I've been working on another Kuroshitsuji fan fiction with 27milestogo. I don't think she's posted any of the chapters yet, or if she wants me to, so I'll inform you guys as soon as I can. Also, follow me on tumblr, if you desire, because not only will I post some of my fan fictions, but I also post my yaoi fan art . :3 So if you're interested, follow kyo-kyo-chan on tumblr.
Now enough of the typing you don't want care about, and onto the chapter you do care about!
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White, that's the only word that comes to my mind to describe this place. White. White everything, white tiles, white walls, white rooms, white lights. I hate this place, I hate this place so much. Why does Sebastian keep insisting that I come here? I know she's my aunt in all, but I just can't stand to look at her.
"I want to go home." I snarl at Sebastian, my hands shoved deep into my jacket pockets, a scowl clearly expressed on my lips.
"We can go home." Sebastian replies calmly as if ignoring my demand.
"I mean now, Sebastian."
"Ciel..how could you be like this? I mean.. I know that you're not happy with her, but she's your aunt, and the last person in your family. You have to see her." I scoff at his reply and hide my head underneath my hood. Let's just get this damn thing over with.
"Fine." I spit back in a sigh. I can feel him loop his arm around mine, securing my waist in this process. Trapped... I grit my teeth and walk closer and closer towards the rooms filled with the insane. We don't stop walking until some of the staff members, which are dressed in pure white, open the white doors which leads to...yet again another white room, the visiting area. Us being the only things with color in here, we walk over to our usual spots and wait there. The guards know we're here. We don't have to wait for too long until the white doors open, and the two guards are escorting my red-haired, red eyed nut job of an aunt, Madam Red.
She's handcuffed, as usual but a smile is pressed against her lips. "Thank you gentlemen, that will be all." the guards forced her onto her white seat, and glanced at us, glared at her, and told us that we had 10 minutes. Our regular time. "Ciel, my dear! It's been so long since I've seen you! How are you?"
"Good. Tired." I reply when I see Sebastian leave so I can have some, "Alone time with my aunt." what a load of bull. "Surprised that you haven't tried to make your clothes red." like everything else in this building, she wore white. Her red hair, now longer then I last saw it, which is now brushing against her shoulders, and her eyes remained the same, as they should. She chuckled at my remark, connecting her fingers together, and resting her chin on top if them delicately when she was finished amusing herself.
"You know..my partner tried that." she said casually, "But in this case it was his room. And what he did was used his nails to slit his arms. Unfortunately, the guards came bursting in right after a drop shed. The guards made all of us trim our nails, and we're not allowed to have them anymore." she sighed while my eyes dove to her hands. She was right, she had no nails, the guards trimmed and filed her once red nails to the nub. "He loves red so much you see, as much as I do actually."
"Yes. I see." I plop my elbow into the table, and rest my head against my hand, looking extremely bored. "How do you know all of this?"
"Well, you know I live for gossip, and we only have an hour a day together. Which is sad because our rooms are next to each other." I know... You're both equally insane. I'm surprised the judge let both of you live. "Now. Enough about my drama. I bet there are hundreds of juicy gossip stories you can reveal to your auntie." first of all, I will never call you that. Second, what makes you think I'll tell you anything, and make it true.
"Well... It's my senior year." I tell her, a small smile forms on my lips, as well as hers.
"That's fantastic, dear!" her red lips curl more upwards, and I know that If she could, she would hug me. "Anything else? How's life over at Sebastian's place? Is he taking good care of my nephew like he promised?" I blush when she said Sebastian's name, I tried to keep it under control, but I couldn't help myself and my cheeks burn in a passionate heat.
"Uh oh.." she chimed, "This isn't good, Ciel." she said disapprovingly. "You're the last Phantomhive this world has." you don't know that, I'll look it up when I get home. On second thought, I better not, it'll probably come back with nothing except the accident.. "And we don't want your family name to be gone forever." you know we can adopt right? Sebastian and I could adopt a baby boy, and change his last name to Phantomhive. There, problem solved. Oh wait, hold up, what about Sebastian's? He's an only child too. Alright, we'll adopt two boys. One we'll change its last name to Michaelis, and the other one will be changed to Phantomhive. But I don't like kids...
"Time's up." the guards return to Madam Red's side, and forces her out of her seat.
"Alright, alright, take it easy." she looks at me one more time, her red eyes stare into mine for a final glance, before she smiles at me, and says. "Goodbye my son, I hope you see me again soon!"
"Let me get one thing clear." I snarl at her. "I am not your son. I am Rachel's son...Vincent's son! Never will I be your son."
"Just watch out with Sebastian, my dear boy." she hums before purring softly, "You don't know what he's been into." the guards drag her away before I can say anything else to her. What the hell is that suppose to mean?! I know what he's been into, me! Stupid aunt, this place is finally starting to get inside her head. Where is that man anyway? It's time to go home. As I walk down the similar bland walls, I grow more and more agitated by the step. Seriously, where the hell is Sebastian?
"Mmm, ah yeah." I hear the soft purr of a moan coming across the door behind me. It was a female's voice, and that aroused my suspicion, this kind of activity never occurs here. I want to check it out..
Slowly, I creep towards the door, lowering myself to my knees when my finger tips brush against the silver knob. When I twist the door, I find that it's unlocked. Perfect..let the snooping begin. I push the door quietly, and when it's wide enough, tiptoe my way inside. Freezing when I see the sight that's in front of me.
How could you do this to me?! I found Sebastian, and in this situation it angers me. I was right when I said the carrier of the moan was a female. Her tan skin exposed to the man I love on top of her. Both crimson and brown stared at me as I let out my gasp of shock. Sebastian's eyes fill with panic when mine stare at his bare chest, and his fallen pants. I can't believe this, how could he do such a thing to me? Tears are blinding my vision, my right hand is trembling over my already shaking lips. I can't stand to see either of them right now. I wish they were dead!
"Kitten.." like I stated earlier, I can't stand to see any of them, I leave quickly after he said the name that meant I was rightfully his. I get half way down the hall when I hear his rushing footsteps echo back. "Ciel...wait, I can explain.." I turn around swiftly, anger and betrayal stain my once clear eyes.
"Explain then." I spit, "Go on, I'm waiting to hear the bull shit excuse you have for me!"
"I couldn't get it up..." he said sheepishly, hopping that what he said would make me less furious at him. Boy does he have another thing coming.
"That doesn't answer my fuckin' question you ass!" I raise my arm to strike Sebastian across his porcelain face, my attack was dodged. "How dare you. How dare you Sebastian! Is this what you've been doing when you disappear? Yeah 'Alone time with your aunt' my ass!" I scowl deeply at him, glaring at him with an expression that would surely break him, he broke me. "I trusted you Sebastian. I gave you my everything, and this is how you repay me! By cheating on me with that slut behind my back?!" each word that came from my lips struck pain into my heart. How could I be used like this?
"Ci-" I spin on my heel and stomp off before he can use another bull shit excuse on me. I've really had enough. My heart is in too much pain, my eyes are to watered to see. I don't care about Sebastian anymore... I don't, I'm done. I wouldn't mind spending my days alone...if it means I can protect myself.
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I open my eyes with cold sweat running down my back. My heart is thumping against my chest, my mouth has gone dry, and I can barely stagger a breath. It was...a dream... Where's Sebastian? I turn to the other side of the bed, the side where Sebastian normally sleeps, but I find that Sebastian is...not here. I'm out of the bed frantic by then, I don't even bother to put on a pair of pants. I run to his side as quickly as my limbs can take me, hoping that I don't make my nightmare a reality. There's a note lying on his pillow, it has my name on it, it's addressed to me, in Sebastian's hand writing. My fingers barely touched the paper when my ears detected a noise from outside of the room. I run towards the sound, and when I swing the door open, I see sebastian, his jacket on his person, a suitcase trailing close behind him. Oh no...no...no! He's leaving me!
"Sebastian?" hesitantly I step out and into the narrow hallway. My semi clenched hand pressing against my racing heart, trying to calm it but deciding it's hopeless whenever my sleepish eyes gaze upon the the small bag. This can't be happening to me...it just can't be...why god, why? What have I done to deserve this?
"Kitten.." his attention is facing towards me, guilt and other mixed feelings are plastered across his face.
"What are you doing, Sebastian?" my tone is soft, and cautious as I slowly approach him.
"You woke up earlier than. I thought you would."He's stalling, I don't like that. Tell me what you're doing with a suitcase, Sebastian!
"What are you doing, Sebastian?" I ask for the second time, hoping that this time my question will be heard and answered.
"I'm leaving." he replied, clutching for the door knob again. My eyes widen at his reply, my heart begins to race even faster, sweat begins to drizzle all over my skin. This can't be real..
"Where are you going?" I'm almost arms reach from him when I pause again, too panicked to take another step.
"To a teachers convention."
"They have those?" He nods at me, and I have to struggle to suppress my desire to laugh, despite this serious situation. "Why can't I come?"
"The school won't pay for anyone who isn't a teacher to come."
"Then how come you didn't get me a ticket to come with you?"
"I'll be busy the entire time I'm there. You'll be bored the entire time, and when I get back to the room, I'll be too tired for sex." too tired for sex?! No way in your hormonal life has that ever happened.
"I'll ride you." I purr lowly, at that instant my entire body language changed. My blue eyes stare deeply into his, causing him to gulp quietly. His arm reaches out, and grasps my wrist. I can feel my body being pulled in his direction, my face being pressed against his covered chest.
"Please don't do this to me, kitten." his voice is soft, and each word he says heats my ear. "Goodbye." He breaks our attachment and opens the door, stumbling out as he did so.
"Wait!" I step outside with him, boxers and all, with out a second thought. He's not getting away that easily. "Let me come with you!" He stops at my request...no my need, turning his body so that he may face me, and takes my chin into his hand.
"I would give anything just so you could come with me. To have your pale skin flushed and exposed on top of the rustled bed sheets. To have your hair teased and your body begging and shouting for more." his words cause my knees to go limp and I shake under him, he really is a demon. "But, you'd have nothing to do for hours, and you're not ready yet."
"How long will you be gone?" I ask quietly, grasping onto his shirt and clinging on to it as if he might disappear completely.
"Just two days.." he says instantly.
"Then let me go inside and put on some clothes." I'm about to run back inside when I feel his hand slide down to my waist, and secure me in this spot.
"There's not a lot of time before my flight leaves. I'm sorry kitten, but I have to go."
"Wait.." his hand has been removed from it's spot and he's about to break our attachment once again. "At least give me a goodbye kiss before you leave.." his free hand grabs my chin once more, lifting my head up so our lips can collide. I feel his tongue brush against my lower lip only after a moment of our lips colliding, but I part my lips upon the command. A moan escapes my lips, and my eyes flutter shut when our tongues engage in a fierce battle for dominance. His tongue swirling around mine, and mine doing the same for his, and only stopping every once in a while so our heads could turn, or lips could be pressed and tighten around the other's muscle.
"I have to leave.." Sebastian interrupts our actions so he can inform me. A pout forms on my lips when he breaks our attachment and grabs his small suitcase. I don't want him to leave me...what will I do without him... I remain silent, not that I don't want to, I just know that my words won't do anything to make him stay. I watch him as he walks to his car, turning around so that he can wave me a fare well, and give me an air kiss. I repeat what he gives to me as he slides into his seat, start his car, and drives away from the parking lot and out of my sight.
"I'll see you soon." I mutter quietly to myself as I try to soothe my lonesome heart. Two days without him...I won't make it...
"Ahem!" that sound... Please tell me that's not who I'm thinking it is. I slowly look over my shoulders, and behold the sight of my horror. Oh no... Please tell me that isn't... " ." The owner of the voice is a women who I have come to despise over the years. She's in her mid 40's, her straight brown hair just barely dangles passed her ears. Her blue eyes are blazed in annoyance, as do the rest of her slightly tanned faced. a simple blue t-shirt is covering her chest, and a long pair of jeans do the same for her monstrous sized legs. "I do not appreciate you showing such carelessness, and indecency in front of my child." I look down to where her hand clenches. Why..they're not clenched at all. Her hand is folded, and I see her daughter standing beside her mother. The girl looks no older then 5, her long blonde hair shimmering in the summer morning light, with blue eyes shining full of innocence and youth.
"Excuse me sir..." she speaks for the time to me, and I look down towards her. "What is your name?"
"Ciel." I reply pleasantly, smiling back at the joyous girl.
"Mr. Seal, why do you have bruises all over you? Did you get into a fight? Are you ok?" my first reaction is to look at her mother, to find out the women is glaring at me, tightening her grip around her child's hand.
"Come on Aubrey. We're late, and we have to leave now." she starts to move when she finished what she had to say. Good, the sooner you're gone the better.
"Goodbye Mr. Seal!" she raises her free hand and waves me goodbye, "I hope your owies feel beh-er!" a smile forms on my lips as I watch the two turn the corner and witness them slip away from my sight. With my back now freezing against the cold bars of the railway between stairs and apartment complexes, I slide down to the even colder concrete floor. My legs are now pressing against my chest with my arms looped around them to keep them in their place. My eyes are closed, and my head is bowed, ears catching nothing but the stilled silence.
How am I going to make it without Sebastian for two days...?