So, I feel like this is complete rubbish. Mainly because it's just a filler chapter so I can move on to more important ~scenes. Enjoy. Or don't. But do the first one.
I'm pacing. To the door, back to the bed. I place my hand on the doorknob, only to remove it and sit down. I put my head in my hands and sigh.
Do I go after Logan? Do I give him space?
After he blew up, he ran out of the apartment. Maybe he went to see Camille, or maybe he's in the lobby.
I can't think straight. Why did Logan think I was trying to harm him?
"What's up with Logan?" I look up to see James and Carlos standing in the doorway. James had spoken, and Carlos was leaning against him, still half asleep.
"I don't know. He was freaking out in his sleep and when he woke up he flipped out on my and ran out the door." I shook my head and looked at James.
He shrugged and said, "Camille texted me a few minutes ago. She said Logan was with her and to not worry or come for him. He'll come home when he calms down."
"Oh..." That's all I can think to say. How can Logan not want us to come for him?
Carlos shuffles over to my bed and lays down beside me, "You love Logie, don't you?"
I smile down at the small boy, "Of course I do, I've known him for a long time."
He frowns and shakes his head, "No, no, no. You LOVE Logie. Kendall and Logan sitting in a tree, K-I-S-S-I-N-G."
My cheeks turn scarlet and my heartbeat quickens, "What makes you say that?" And James scoffs from Logan's bed, "The looks you give him don't exactly scream, 'Hey let's just be friends.'"
Speechless, I sit up. Am I really in love with Logan? I do touch him a whole lot, and I always end up standing by him. He makes me happy, I can't wait to be around him in the day.
And I love him being the last person I see before I close my eyes at night. I honestly can't see a day where he's not apart of my life.
"Maybe, just maybe, I do love him. What do I do about right now?" My eyes pleading, moving from James to Carlos.
Carlos looks up at me, "Go over to Camille's and talk this out."
And I'm surprised that Carlos had the logical answer. James is even agreeing with him. I get up and walk towards the door.
"Uhm, Kendall?" I turn around, "Yeah, James?"
"I know you're going to get your man and everything, but I don't think you should scare Camille by showing up in your boxers."
"Kendall, what are you doing here? I told James that you shouldn't come looking for Logan." Camille has her hands on her hips, if I'm not careful I'll fall victim to her slap.
"I'm sorry, but I really need to talk to him. Has he told you what's going on?" I'm desperate to find out what's hurting my best friend.
She glares at me, "He's been having nightmares about you, Kendall."
I stare at her, "Me? Why me? I haven't done anything to him!" I shake my head, "Let me talk to him, we need to sort this out."
Camille just looks at me sadly and glances behind the door. I'm guessing that Logan is standing behind it, just out of my sight.
Judging by the fact that Camille is starting to close the door, I'll say that he doesn't want to see me.
"It's late, we all need our sleep. Come back tomorrow and we'll go from there. I'm sorry Kendall, but you should go rest." Camille smiles sadly and shuts the door in my face.
Staring at the door, I wonder why I'm the star of Logan's nightmares. Maybe Camille's right, I just need some sleep.
"Shut me up with your long tube socks, they don't scream, Hey let's just be friends"
