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A.N -Sorry I took so long, here's chapter three, hopes you like it.
ONE OF THEM
CHAPTER THREE
I state at the cup in my hands. They want to know everything, my entire story. I look up at Jack, wondering if I can trust him, if I can tell them and not regret it later. I stroke my stomach, yes, I need to tell them, it's the only way my baby will be safe. "Okay" I said, "I'll tell you". I pause for a moment to gather my thoughts, were do I begin, how can I tell them everything I know about this island. About my people, about me, "I was born on this island" I began "My mother died giving birth to me, my far- Ben, raised me by himself. When I was two my farther brought home a baby, my sister Alex, he said, "Her mother died in a boat crash, we need to take care of her. W e were a normal family really, I had a nice normal childhood, well as normal as you can get on an island like this. I mean there weren't really a whole lot of other kids to play with when we were growing up, there we one or two but they always disappeared, my father said they went to a better place. I don't know if they killed them or brainwashed them or what, but I know wherever they went wasn't good at all probably. Ben home schooled us. Then one day about a year ago, I overheard Ben talking with Juliet. He said a plane had crashed on the island- not yours, another one. He said they needed to cover up the crash, make it look like it had crashed in ocean and everyone had died, then, he told Juliet to prepare, because he was planning on going in and kidnapping some of them, to experiment on. \
"Experiment on" Kate cut me off, "like what they did to us"\
"Yes" I said " but what they did to you was only half of it"
"What do you mean?" she asked, "What else do they do"
"They". I stopped, I couldn't go on, "I can't tell you, it's too horrible and if they were to every find out, they'd kill me." Kate opened her mouth to say something but jack silenced her with a look, he looked back at me,
"Why don't you continue",
I swallow and urge myself to keep going "okay" I say "After I heard them talking I went straight to Alex and told her everything, she told me that she already knew all about it, I got so mad at her, she told me not to be and that the only reason she hadn't told me is because I wouldn't have believed her and that she was just waiting for me to figure it out for myself because she knew eventually I would". I look down at my hand again. "After that everything changed"
Jack looked at me "Amy, what happened to the people on the plane"
I swallowed, trying to hold back tears " We couldn't save them all" I said. I looked up at Jack and Kate, at that moment I knew I had said to much, that know they were going to want to know everything, they were going to want knowledge I didn't even have, information I couldn't repeat, and didn't want to, because it was too painful.
"Amy, what so you mean you couldn't save them all." ?