December 9, 1825
I had planned to go to look for Scraps today but I was not feeling well at all…I was tired and felt like I could just sleep forever and ever. Being heartbroken over (maybe) losing Victor has really drained me….I'm usually not like this at all. It's all so different. Things have changed so much in the past couple of days. Finding my true love who loved me for who I was even though I am dead, and then being separated from him….and all this sadness…
I got a letter again from Miss Plum. I was glad to know that she cared about me so much. I'll keep the letter in here for safe keeping.
Dear Emily,
Just wanted to see how you were doing. Know that I am thinking about you and again, if you ever need to talk, you can come to me. Things will get better dear. Trust me.
Your Good Friend,
Miss Plum
Miss Plum always has been there for me. I'm glad I have a friend down here like her. I hope she's right. I do hope with all my heart that things will get better. That I will be able to see my Victor again sometime soon.
Victor would like it for me to care for Scraps down here…I feel bad for not knowing where my beloveds friend is…tomorrow I will search for him. No matter what tomorrow I will search for him.
I do hope that the searching will keep my mind off things for a while….