Chapter 4: Feeling Wanted

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James POV

It was twenty minutes before midnight when I finally pulled up to my parking spot at the Palm Woods. The whole drive back I couldn't stop smiling thinking about the good time I had with Brenda. She was different from the rest of the girls I've dated , and that just makes me like her even more.

When I entered the lobby I couldn't help but get the feeling that someone was watching me. I looked around the lobby searching to see if anyone was there but it was empty. I tried shrugging of the feeling and kept on going, but the strange feeling wouldn't go away until I finally entered 2J.

"James, you're back. What's with that look on your face?" Kendall asked.

"Nothing, it's just that I had a weird feeling that someone was watching me since I entered the lobby , but its gone now."

"Maybe it was some paparazzi that was following you around?"

"Yea you're right."

"I know I am now tell me about your date with Brenda?"

"Yeah I wanna know too" I heard Carlos say from the orange couch not once taking his eyes of the video game he was playing with Logan. I walked over an sat down next to Carlos and I started to smile once more thinking about the date.

"The date was great. We went to La Fuente and had a nice dinner. I think our waiter didn't like Brenda though she kept on glaring at her, but other than that it was nice. Then we went to go see The Lion King in 3D since it's her favorite movie. After that I dropped her of at her house and kissed her goodnight. I have to say that I really enjoyed myself tonight."

"Sounds like an awesome time dude and you got to kiss her nice." Carlos started " but seriously the Lion King?"

"Hey the Lion King is cool okay!" I said while laughing along with the guys. This really turned out to be a good day.

Amanda's POV

The kiss. That kiss that James and the witch shared. It kept on replaying over and over again in my mind as if it was some horrible nightmare. How did that happen? James was supposed to give me that kiss. I needed to stop whatever is going on them and I need to stop it soon.

I started making my way toward the Palm Woods knowing that James wasn't to far ahead. After driving a couple of minutes I finally made to the Palm Woods. James was barley getting out of his car. Perfect. I can follow him inside and I see exactly what apartment number he lives in.

I parked my car on the side of the road and quickly made my way inside. James was walking through the lobby making his way toward the elevator when he suddenly stopped. Not wanting to be noticed I hid behind a couch. He looked around the lobby a couple times before he started walking once more.

Once he entered the elevator I made my way upstairs. I stopped on the second floor listening for any sounds. After hearing nothing for a couple of seconds I decided to start making my way to the third floor when I heard the ding of the elevator. I smiled at the luck I had.

I took out my phone as I hid around the corner of the hallway. I peaked out a little bit not making myself to noticeable and took some pictures of James as he walked in front a door and went inside. I waited a couple of minutes making sure he wouldn't come out anymore. Slowing I started making my way toward the door that he had waked into. 2J. He lived in the Palm Woods apartment 2J. I took a picture of the door before heading outside to my car. Now that I know where both of them live I can start coming out with a plan ,but I know I can't do this on my own.

I knocked on door as I looked down on the paper hoping that I got the right apartment number. After the third knock the door finally opened.

"Amanda, what are you doing here? Its midnight already you really should be out at this time on your own. Not that I mind you being here or anything."

"Did you mean it Josh?"

"Did I mean what?" he asked with a confused look on his face.

"Did you mean it when you said you loved me?" I asked as I looked down to the floor.

"Amanda look at me," Josh started as he pulled my head up gently making me look into his eyes. " I did mean it. I love you so much you have no idea."

Before I knew what was happening his lips were on mine. I wanted to push him away so bad but I needed to this. After what I saw tonight I wanted to feel wanted even if I have to pretend that Josh was James.

"I'm sorry I don't know what came over me."

"No it was perfect." I said as I gave him another kiss. This time things started to get a little bit more heated. He pulled me into his apartment and closed the door not once breaking the kiss. The whole time I was imagining that I was kissing James and not Josh. He started kissing my down my neck as I moved my head toward the side giving him more access.

"You don't know how I much I want you right now Amanda."

"Then take me. I'm all yours."

"Are you sure?"

"Positive." With that being said we made out way toward his bedroom.

I laid in bed curled up next to Josh just hearing him breath. I was running my hands up and down his bare chest as I was think about what we had just done. I felt kind of bad for using him the way I did, but I need this. I needed to feel wanted and if I had to pretend that another man was James then so be it. Besides I needed to get on Josh good side if I waned help.

"Josh?" I said as I looked up to his face.

"hmm."

"You would do anything to make me happy right?"

"Of Course anything for you Amanda and I mean ANYTHING if it makes you happy then I'll do it."

I smiled at his response. Things were going along perfect.

tada that's the end of the chapter. I hope you guys liked it and again sorry y'all had to wait so long for an update i will try my best so that won't happen again :D well tell me what you think by leaving me a review which in return you get a virtual hug :D

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