*Bella*- Spokane, Washington

I had unpacked just about everything. All of my clothes were either folded nicely in the dresser drawers or hanging I my closet. All my books had been placed neatly on my bookshelf and the hundreds of pictures of Jacob and I we scattered neatly around the room. I sighed and fell back on my bed. It had only taken five hours. Jake wasn't even back in Forks yet. It was nine thirty at night. I was tired enough to sleep. After a moments deliberation I decided I would do just that. I grabbed a towel and headed for the shower first letting the hot water work its magic on my tired muscles. I would have to remember to ask for a massage later, if that wasn't already part of his plan.

I dried my hair and straightened it out before climbing in bed. Sleep didn't come easily tonight. I was anxious, waiting for Jacob. I was nervous, I knew he had made this journey at least ten times already, but I was never waiting for him to get back. Finally around twelve thirty I fell asleep.

*Jacob* - Spokane, Washington

Bella's lights were out when I reached the campus. It was just after two and it was empty, not a person in sight. Should make getting in easy enough, moments later I was climbing silently through her window. She was sleeping peacefully on her side, curled up almost in the fetal position. I sat down next to her on the bed and pushed her hair over her shoulder. It took a minute before I realized that she wasn't wearing her normal sleepwear. In fact she wasn't wearing anything at all. Holy shit! I thought. I leaned down and started whispering softly in her ear. "Bella, wake up baby, I'm here!" I said softly. She stirred a little bit rolling over onto her back. It gave be a better view of her naked figure and I decided to take advantage of it. I pushed the blanket away and started kissing down her neck. "Mmm Jake!" she moaned softly. "Wake up baby!" I said working my way further down her body with my lips. She moaned softly as my lips made their way to her breasts taking a nipple into my mouth and sucking lightly. I flicked it lightly with my tongue and moved on to the next before making my way down her stomach stopping just below her navel placing soft kisses all over her stomach. I looked up at her, she had her head thrown back and she was biting her bottom lip. Anticipation was half the fun. I worked my way further taking the time to kiss up both of thighs before taking her into my mouth. I found her clit quickly and began sucking lightly. "Oh god Jake!" she moaned. I reached up a slipped two fingers into her and started thrusting quickly. She started meeting my fingers with her hips, asking for more. "Come on Bella, come for me!" I moaned. Seconds later her back arched and I could feel her walls tighten around my fingers. She moaned my name as she lost control then fell back onto the bed. "Oh God!" she said. I smiled and lay down next to her. She looked up, "You sir are wearing entirely way too much clothing!" she said reaching for my shorts. "Oh really," I asked. "Yes!" she said as she fumbled with the button and zipper. My pants fell to the floor and she pulled me on top of her. "Jacob I need you!" she said. I parted her legs and settled between them. "You what," I asked kissing her hungrily. "I need you, I need to feel you inside of me!" she said. I obeyed her wishes thrusting into her quickly. Making love to Bella had to be by far the greatest feeling in the entire world. I couldn't imagine anything better than what I had with her.

Bella's breathing became more erratic and I felt her walls begin to tighten. "Oh shit Jake!" she said. "What Bella, tell me?" I asked wanting to hear her say it. "I'm going to come! Oh shit, I'm coming oh Jake!" she moaned as her back arched with pure ecstasy. Feeling her tighten around me was all it took to push me over the edge. Her name was on my lips as I fell over the edge and my own orgasm ran through my body. I fell next to her on the bed taking her into my arms. "You are amazing" I told her. She never ceased to amaze me, the things she could do to my body. "I love you Jake!" was the last thing she said to me, before falling asleep in my arms.

The next morning I woke up to an empty bed. "Bells," I called out, my voice thick with sleep. "Right here Jake!" she called from the bathroom. She emerged wearing jeans and a light pink v-neck sweater. "Why are you up so early?" I asked reaching my arms out to her. She laughed and got back in bed with me curling up against my chest. "Its not early sleepy head, its ten thirty, I just couldn't sleep anymore so I figured I'd get up and shower!" she said.

I helped Bella collect all her books and other materials that she needed for the 17 credit hours she would be taking this semester and of course made love to her once more before I left. It's not like I wouldn't be seeing her everyday. But I would never grow tired of making love to Bella. It was almost eleven before she walked me to the door. "I love you!" she said. "I love you too Bells!" I said as she opened the door. "Call me when you get home!" she said. "Bells its late, you don't want me waking you!" I said. "I'll call you in the morning when I wake up!" I offered. School started for both of us tomorrow. If it hadn't been the first day of school Bella probably wouldn't have been able to convince me to leave. She made me promise that the first week I would spend every night in my own bed, at least until we got used to our schedules. I sighed, its not like I had a chance, she would get everything I could possibly give her, and if that meant I had to sleep alone for a week, then I needed to prepare myself for a very long, tiresome week.

*Bella*- Spokane, Washington

Now that Jacob was gone the seconds ticked slowly by. I was anxious, I wasn't sure what to expect, all of my new classmates were sure to be so different than the small town friends that I had grown accustomed too. Sleep did not come easy to me that night. I was up about five times, checking that my alarm clock was set. Being late on the first day was not the way I wanted to start my college career. Finally around two I was able to slip into a peaceful sleep.

Seven thirty came quickly and the sound of my alarm clock was coupled with the phone ringing from my kitchen. I jumped up and turned off the alarm quickly before grabbing the phone. "Hello!" I said. "Good morning sunshine!" said Jacob. "Good morning Jake," I said breathing a sigh of relief. I knew that part of the reason sleep had evaded me last night was because I wasn't sure that he was safe."Are you ready for your first day as a college student?" he asked. I had to laugh; he wasn't always the best with words. "I am I'm very excited! My first class is history, one of my favorites!" I said with genuine excitement. The fear wouldn't come until it was time to leave the apartment forced to do this all alone. "Okay, well I'll let you get ready then. Call me later when you're done with classes?" he asked. "I promise!" I said. "Good luck, love you!" he said. "Love you too Jake!" I said before hanging up the phone.

I showered quickly, the events of spending all day yesterday with Jake replaying in my mind, in an attempt to keep me calm. I was ready for this, I had become a strong young woman in the past year, and I could do anything I put my mind too, and getting a college degree was something that I REALLY wanted. After drying my hair quickly I searched my closet for something to wear, of course pulling out my favorite jeans, and the waterproof boots that I had grown to love since making the Northwestern part of the country my home. After searching for a minute I came across a long sleeved t-shirt made of stretch cotton, it was deep blue. Not the same shirt I had been wearing that night, but close to the same color. That had been a difficult night, a night that I had shown both myself and Edward that I had the courage to be alone with him, even after knowing (or so I thought) what he was. Though the memory flooded through me, and my heart ached slightly I pulled the shirt out, and slipped it on over the light blue camisole I was wearing. I would pull the courage I needed to get through this day from him. His memory wasn't nearly as painful as it once was. I had Jake now, and I truly loved him with everything that I was. It was so different being with Jake, and being with Edward. In a way the two could never be compared. My reactions to them were both so totally different, and though I still loved Edward with everything that I was, Jake was right for me too. He could make me happy, we could get married and have children and grow old together and watch our grandchildren play on the beaches of La Push. Something that Edward and I could never do.

That was as far as I let myself go, I wasn't going to damper my mood by thinking about him, and if I went any further I was sure that I would. I still loved him, I knew that, and I knew that as much as Jake would never admit it he knew it too. But he was happy with the way I had given myself to him, and as long as he was happy, I was happy. I finished dressing, pulling on my favorite worn jeans, that even just out of the dryer fit perfectly, and laced up my dark brown boots. I grabbed a light blue zip up sweat shirt and my bag and was on my way to my first class.

The class room wasn't hard to find, and though it was a large school, the room that I walked into was smaller than I had expected. Still the auditorium style with the rows and rows of seats, but there were only about twenty rows, not what I had expected. I took a seat in the middle, not too close to the front and not too close to the back, but near the end and right by the door, just incase I became overwhelmed for some reason I could easily step out. I pulled my text book and a notebook out and readily accepted a copy of the syllabus that was already being dispersed around the class room. Here I was. Isabella Sawn, college student. I liked the way the thought made me feel.