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J POV

My poor baby, she's still traumatized. That monster scarred her, when I get my hands on him im going to beat him so hard he is going to wish Carlisle and Esme never met.

As I led Alice downstairs I was raging with anger. He hurt my angel so much, and now im going to hurt him. Alice could sense that something was bothering me, that and I was squeezing her hand.

"Jasper, what's wrong? Im sorry I hit you I just-"I had to stop at that moment and look her in the eyes.

"Alice you did nothing. It's that bastard man that has done everything. I hate that he has done this. He has taken everything from you," I was planning a way to bash this Antonio guy in the head, it would be nice and a great workout.

When we got downstairs I told Alice to sit on the couch and I got us some chips. She looked down the whole time while watching the movie, not saying one word. I hated her like this; I don't want her to be sad. Yeah I know I haven't known her long but I feel so drawn to her. I reached out for her hand and took it in mine. She finally looked at me with questioning eyes, but didn't say a word.

As we got deeper into the movie Alice found the courage to talk to me, "So, is there anything about you I don't really know Jasper?"

"What would you like to know darlin'?"

"Well that accent for once, where is it from?"

"Well I actually moved here from Texas when I was six. I lived there with my grandmother while my father lived in Forks and my mother here."

"Oh well do you have any sort of hobbies or fetishes?"

I chuckled lightly at her sudden interest in my life. "Well I am fascinated with the Civil War; the army brings wonders to my eyes."

Alice continued to ask questions about my grandmother, my childhood and stuff like how it felt to grow up with a real family. I didn't ask her anything because I was afraid it would set her off into cry me a river mode.

"So, Jazz, still a virgin?" I stilled when she asked me that. It kind of knocked me out of range for a moment. Alice then realized what she asked and turned bright red. She buried her head in her pillow and started to mumble, "Im sorry, that was so out of order, it was jus the feel of the moment."

I pulled her away from the pillow and cupped her face in my hands and gave her a peck on the lips. "its ok love, no, im not a virgin." It felt awkward telling her that. I wasn't really proud of not being saved; if I could I wouldn't have done it.

"Oh, well was it a night to remember?" I think she was still dazed by our kiss because her eyes were closed.

"No, it wasn't. It was with my first crush, Maria. We did it because everyone did it. I didn't even love her she was just a one night thing and she didn't care she gave herself willingly." I was disgusted that I took a girl like that; I was just young and stupid. All I wanted was to fulfill my wants.

Alice saw the disgust in my eyes, "If it makes you feel any better, my first time was terrible too." She smiled at me and all I could do was laugh. To know that she turned her nightmare into a funny situation for me felt amazing.

When it was dinner time we all sat at the table, which was rare but my parents wanted to spend some time with Alice and me. It was weird just sitting there, none of us knowing what to say. I could feel Alice tense up beside me so I took it on myself to make this a calmer moment.

"So dad, saved any lives today," I gave him my dashing smile that, most times, made everyone calmer and happier.

He smiled at me and I knew he understood what I was doing. "Ahh, yes son and you?"

"No, but when I turn your successor I bet I can beat your record." Everyone laughed and the atmosphere was a lot less cloudy. Score one for Jasper.

"So Alice, do you like shopping because im planning to go all out with my credit card."

Dad and I both groaned. Whenever mom suggested her credit card dad's pockets burned and my share of money from his will was weakling.

"I love shopping, it will be fun." They both squealed and dad and I both exchanged glances. Girls.

When dinner was over we all voted on watching some Tele. Mom and I washed the dishes while Alice and Carlisle stayed in the living room a little.

"So jazzy, she seems really nice, such a beautiful girl. I can't believe she has been through so much. She seems so vulnerable." Mom babbled on about this and I didn't feel comfortable talking about Alice and her problems with her.

"Yes, it's sad but im hoping we can lift her spirits you know make her feel welcomed."

"Of course, and it seems she has a special fond of you hunny," Oh god were going to have that "girl talk", "I'm just saying if anything happens between you two, you should be careful Jazzy Wazzy," not my nick name god I hate that name, "She is in a hard state and she's been through hell and, if you ever have intercourse, with her, understand that she is still healing and that it might be difficult for her to adjust to you."

This is the shit I go through for having a teacher/therapist for a mother. She was right though. Alice is in a difficult state and it won't be easy for her to make love at a time like this, but I would wait for her.

After we finished washing up, I made my way to the living room but stopped when I heard Carlisle and Alice talking. "Alice, my son seems very fond of you." The hell? what is this, parents 60 minutes?

I saw Alice put her head down in embarrassment. "Well Mr. Whitlock-"

"Please, call me Carlisle." He smiled a dazzling smile at her; dad and I knew just what to do to win a lady over.

"Well, Carlisle, I do have some feelings for you're son. He is wonderful and sweet and kind, but I don't want him to try and protect me from my father."

She doesn't want me to protect her? Why? I was willing to, I can handle anything that fucker had to offer.

"I understand sweetie, Jasper isn't much of a thinker that boy, he acts on impulse." And when was that ever a bad thing? I'm getting tired of hearing this.

I walked through the doorway and they both stopped speaking, suddle much? "Well, I think it's time for me to get some sleep, and I think u both need sleep, Alice has a big day tomorrow." We both nodded and he made his way to his room while we made our way to Alice's, don't think the wrong way im just tucking her in that's all.

When we got to the room I turned the light switch on. There was a set of pajamas on her bed and she walked to them and smiled. Esme is just the sweetest sometimes. I started backing out, "Goodnight ally, you have a big, bright day tomorrow.

She ran to my side in a flash. Damn this pixie was fast.

"Jasper please don't leave, this room is kinda empty and I don't think I can stay here by myself, just stay till I fall asleep please." I couldn't ignore a plea like that.

I walked to her bed her hand in mine and sat down. I turned my face to the wall as she got dressed, and told her I would be right back. I ran to my room and took my clothes off and got on some clean pajamas. I ran back to Alice's room to find her lying on the bed. I cautiously made my way towards her and sat on the edge of the bed.

"Don't you want to lie down?"

Oh darlin' I want to do more than that.

I lied down and she was in my arms in less than a second. Oh how I love this woman in my arms. I felt so protective of her and having her here I knew she was safe. She still smelled that luscious scent of vanilla.

"Alice, you like music don't you?"

She looked up at me with raised eyebrows, "Yes I do why?"

I got up and ran to my room again ignoring the painful feel of losing her in my arms. I grabbed my iPod, my prized possession and, ran back to her room. Wow I think I should try for the Olympics with speed like mine Usain Bolt has nothing on me.

I laid back down and grabbed her back into my arms, a little rough yeah but I couldn't bare the pain any longer.

I turned my playlist on and the first song to come on was, 21 Guns by Greenday. The music was so soothing and I knew she would fall a sleep any minute.

I couldn't shake out her conversation with my dad though. When she said she didn't want me to protect her.

"Alice, what did you mean when you said to Carlisle you didn't want me to protect you?"

She smirked in my chest and lifted her head. "You were eavesdropping?"

I smiled at her, "I don't want you hurting yourself for my Jasper, you don't have to fight my battles for me, and my father is a dangerous man. He will stop at nothing and I won't lose you for that, for me."

I couldn't believe my ears, "Alice, I don't care what he will do to me, all I want is you safe and I will fight to my last breath for you."

She looked me in the eyes and they became watery. Her lips then crashed into mine and our passionate kiss took its course. She was so wanting so lustful, I wanted more of it.

Just then the song changed to Undisclosed desires by Muse and the fast beat made out kiss move to life. I was now hovering above Alice, wanting nothing more than to be buried in her. But then I remembered Esme's words and I pulled away from her.

"Alice, we don't have to do this, I know you are in an awkward stage and all."

"Jazz, I want to do this; I want you, more than anything."

We began kissing again and this time our hands were working. Her hands went back in my hair and her fingers intertwined with my golden locks. She yanked it and I moaned into her just that gave her Goosebumps. My hands began to roam down her body and over her nice firm stomach. God if this woman isn't the death of me I will live forever.

Her hands began to move down my back and over my chest, I could feel her fingers making some what of a map on my chest, she was planning for me. My mouth then explored her neck and the top of her milky pale breast.

There was too much clothing between us. I began taking off her shirt and she moaned at the knowledge that this was really happening. I then started kissing her breast with more access and sucking on the skin.

"Oh Jasper." She moaned again and all I wanted was to hear her moans. Every time she moaned my cock twitched for more.

Her hands started fumbling with the zipper of my jeans and she tugged them off me. So impatient. Then another one of my favorites played, She wolf by Shakiera.

Alice then flung us over that now she was riding me. She then took dominance and started taking off my shirt, when it was off she started kissing my chest her hand started to brush over my now rock hard erection. I don't even know when they got down there.

She straddled my lap and I could fell her heat radiating to my cock. I hissed in the pleasure of feeling her want for me. I then pulled down her pajama shorts; thank god Esme only gave her shorts. She was wearing a black pair of lace underwear, and from my view she was soaked.

"Jasper I want you so much, please I have to feel you." Alice was panting now. I started my way down my stomach, to her thighs and brushed my finger over her panties, she was so wet and that was just a finger. She whimpered at the feel of my finger at her sensitive area. "Please Jasper."

"It's ok baby." I then shifted her underwear and started to rub my finger through her slick folds. God she was so wet, so ready. She moaned and bit her bottom lip, "Oh so good." Her eyes were close, this I didn't like. I wanted to see my angel in her moment of ecstasy.

"Alice open your eyes and look at me." Her eyes took a while but they were open. She bit her lip while staring at me and my erection was now painful. "Alice, im want to feel you baby, im going to go deeper." She just nodded her head and I slide my middle finger inside her, a second finger soon followed and then a third. Alice's panting sent shivers down my spine, it was so exquisite. I pumped faster and she started to bounce on my fingers.

"Jazz, im going, I can't," she was stuttering now and I found out her silent plea.

"Alice, cum for me baby. All over my hand." She was trembling and then she screamed my name, oh god she screamed it. Alice's breathing was so unsteady, I wanted to just end it and leave her, not wanting to go any further.

"Alice, we should stop."

"What, why? Jasper I want you, all of you."

She kissed me again, and her hands made there way down my torso. Her fingers stopped at the elastic of my boxers and dragged them down. My cock then sprung to life and need. She started to straddle my lap again and that was the end of me. The song changed to Medicate by AFI and the fast rhythm got me going.

I turned us over and now I was the dominant one. Suddenly Alice moved her lips and my sense of lose was back. I looked at her with questioning eyes and I saw the straps of her bra loosen. Her hands brushed over her shoulder and the bra fell on her bed. She was so gorgeous, so beautiful, my little pixie.

"You are so beautiful." She blushed and I began kissing her neck. I sucked on the soft, delicate skin and left my mark on her. She moaned in my ear, the feel of her breath on my skin was amazing. I went lower and again was at the top of her breast. I kissed it and went lower. When I reached her harden nipple I ran my tongue over her it. She got Goosebumps and I knew she loved this. I did it again, and bit it.

"Oh baby." I continued this, and massaged the other. I changed my course and sucked on the one I was massaging. Alice bucked her hips, signaling she wanted more. "Jasper, im ready." I got up and went in my dresser draw; I took the box of condoms out and put one over my throbbing erection.

I smirked at her and positioned my cock at her entrance. "I'm ready too love." I gently entered her. I moaned at the feel of being inside her and she bit on her lip again, if she continued that it is sure to break the skin. When I was fully inside her I gently pulled out, but not all of me. I repeated this and she wrapped her legs around my waist and pulled me into her more. I began thrusting faster and her erotic sounds made me want more and more.

I began sucking on her breast again and moved faster inside her. I felt myself reaching my climax but want Alice to come with me as well. When I felt her tightening around me I hissed at the tightness, it felt so good. "Alice, baby I want you to cum with me."

She moved her hips with me, i started to rub her sensitive clit with my thumb and that was the end of her. She screamed my name. That just threw me over the edge and I moaned her name and fell over her, not making all of my weight fall on her.

Alice started brushing my hair from my eyes and I looked up at her. "Alice, I love you." She kissed my forehead, "I love you too." I kissed her on the lips and turned us over on my back and she laid on top of me. I gently ran my finger over her well defined curves.

The song then changed and Fall for you by Secondhand Serenade filled the room. Alice, in no time fell asleep and I drifted off with my sweet Pixie.

Sorry I wanted to update yesterday but, I went to the dentist . and the pain: C anyways im hoping to update on xmas eve so stay tuned guys

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