I opened my eyes, Jon's hand had not moved, either had any part of either of our bodies. I took a deep breath in I felt like I had just been in a crazy car accident or trampled on by a herd of elephants.

I thought about everything that happened last night, this creepy weirdo guy kept creeping me out then I ended up back in a motel room with him having the most painful yet amazing sex of my life. I tried to move up the bed a little startling him in to being awake.

"What are you doing?" he asked his eyes wide and alert.

"Trying to recirculate my blood," I whined as the pain ran around my body.

"Oh." He sighed, seemingly relived. "So you're not leaving?" I looked in to his eyes. He was worried about me leaving him?

"No," I let out a slight laugh. "It's my room."

"oh." He said rolling on to his back. "Do you want me to leave?"

I moved in to a sitting up position, it was so painful I ended up collapsing on the bed. "I don't care." I whined.

"I'm not going anywhere." He said pulling me into his arms.

"Ouch, hurts to move, don't make me move..." I begged this sucked.

"Oh, look what I did to you." He laughed. "You almost made it all the way through." He tilted his head and looked in to my eyes.

"What part of America do you live in?" I asked.

He raised his eyebrows and let out a laugh.

"You shouldn't ask questions." He said, pointing to me as he went to sat up.

"Why." I asked furrowing my brows.

"Questions have answers, and answers suck." He said. I looked in to his eyes. "We always ask questions because we're confused, then we get the answers and we get hurt, confusion is so much easier, people like you should stay confused." He said.

"People like me?" I asked sitting up, I was definitely was confused now, it covered the pain.

"Mmhmm, I'd rather you just not be hurt." He said nodded, this guys was a little off centred.

"I only asked where you're from." I said.

"Why?"

"Because, I know American pretty well and I'm going there on the weekend." I told.

"You're going to America?" he asked

"Yeah, LA, Cincinnati, New York State, North Carolina." I told.

"I'm from Cincinnati." I blurted out. "But I'm never there, I travel a lot." He said quickly. "You shouldn't go there." He warned.

"Why."

In a split second he had my face in his fingers and his face a centimetre from mine. "Don't ask questions, just don't go there." He said squeezing my Jaw as he kissed me and put his hand on the side of my face, I fell back down in to the pillows. His hands went down my naked stomach and pushed my leg to the side shoving two fingers in my hole, I let out a gasp. I tried to close my legs and force his hand out, he pinned them open with his knee in the middle of mine. I couldn't do this again, I couldn't go through it. My vagina was so raw, I let out a moan as he slid a third finger in. "Don't act all innocent, bitch." He said kissing me, I really couldn't do this, I wanted to, but I think my organs would fail. I bit down on his lip so hard his whole body stopped moving. I opened my eyes he was staring at me, again. I let go of his lip, there were teeth marks.

"You like biting, don't you?" he growled. I gave an apologetic look, he laughed and pulled his fingers out of me focusing on my face.

"I bet you, I could draw blood." I smirked.

"I bet you couldn't." he smirked back searching my eyes. he looked in my eyes then kissed me slowly, softly, he knew what made me bite, and I hadn't even known him 24 hours he ran the tips of his fingers up and down my arms sending tingles everywhere, then moving his focus to in between my legs going crazy around my bump so he could get the right reaction.

He kept kissing me, I got closer and closer. I made a bet that I now officially knew I was going to lose, couldn't bite someone and hurt them, make them bleed and have to explain to someone what I did or why I did it. I felt myself getting closer; I at least had to try. I bit down as soon as I exploded biting harder and harder until I felt him flinch then I stopped, everything went away, I pulled my mouth back and turned my head as he went to kiss me he pulled his hand out as he kissed below my ear.

"I knew you couldn't." he whispered.

My phone made a droplet noise, that I knew only meant Blair was texting me.

Jon kissed the side of my face holding his lips there for a moment. I pushed his body off me as.

"I knew." He said, he's voice was kind of nasally. "I knew, because you don't have a mean bone in your perfect little body," he said. "You couldn't even hurt someone hurt-able as Me." he called as I stood and picked up my phone.

Blair had wrote:

If you're done tearing up your dirty laundry girlll, get your asses over here.

I laughed a little, and then sent back:

Be there in twenty.

I looked at Jon who was looking up at me

"We have to go to brunch." I said turning and walking to the bathroom, I needed to shower so bad, I smelt of sex and party, I didn't even do that much partying. I peed then turned the shower on going through the motions of getting myself clean, lathering my whole body washing my hair. My hair was nice and lathered with conditioner. I wash pushed up against the shower wall by another body and a penis shoved inside me.

"I knew you'd look even better in the shower." He said pinning me against the wall, my boobs hurting from the pressure on the tiles. The conditioner started running in to my eyes, I held them closed. He buried his head in my neck and concentrated, I felt myself begin to explode, seconds later he did as well. He pulled out and I slid down the tiles to the floor letting the water pour all over me. "Open your eyes." he said.

"I can't."

"Why?" he said I felt the air move in front of me.

"There's soap in them." I said trying to wipe it away not winning.

A moment later his hand went on the back of my head and a washer went over my right eye then my left eye. I opened them and blinked, he was kneeling in front of me.

"Thanks." I smiled. It was so out of the blue; I didn't know what else to do but smile. He lent forward and kissed me softly, before standing up and walking out of the bathroom. I finished my shower and wrapped myself in my robe, walking out in the room. I didn't see Jon, he must have gone, I didn't know how I felt about that.

I quickly got dressed, black short shorts and an orange singlet, I brushed my hair out so it would dry straight then picked up my bag digging for my eyeliner, going all out and putting the tiniest bit of grey eye shadow on. Then sliding my eyeliner in to the spaces that I always put it, my eyeliner brush could almost do it by itself, I never changed how I put it on. It felt so good to be for the majority make up free.

I got my phone and shoved it in my pocket along with my room key and my wallet, I walked out the door, looking back to make sure I had everything I needed. When arms went around my waist and I was kissed.

"Oh you still want some of this, huh?" I smirked waving my hand up and down my body.

"I don't think you could take It." he smirked back.

"Give me a few hours." I laughed.