Me: Hey all! Ok by the name of this chapter you know she chose the pretty boy…*Gags* Ok listen…I hate the pairing Saya/Solomon…so no romance between them, alright? Well maybe a little…I absolutely hate that pairing! That shouldn't even be on here as a pairing…Saya/Haji is the best! Ok I've improved on my writing since I wrote the previous chapters…so yeah I hope this is the best chapter yet!
Saya: What's up with you and not having the mental conversations anymore?
Me: I don't feel like it!
Saya: Chill!
The kisses they shared long ago meant nothing now…she chose who she wanted to be with…or who she feels obligated to be with. Maybe she doesn't want to be with him…maybe she wants to with the other man. She made a choice without even thinking…now she knows that person whom she didn't choose is hurting inside…how could she do that to him…he's been with her for over a century…he loves her but she chose another man. A man whom said he loves her like no other. That's not true…that's a lie…your lying. In the back of her mind, she keeps repeating it over and over again.
He seemed so hurt when he left her there with the enemy chevalier…she remembers it all perfectly, like it was all going in slow motion for her.
"I will kill her for you."
Her eyes widen.
"Anything that would allow me the joy of living with you, Saya. Even if it means I must burn in Hell."
"Solomon…"
He gently rubs his hand on his cheek and moves his thumb slowly over her pink lips.
"Just give me the order from your beautiful lips."
She closes her eyes and starts to lean forward. Using his chevalier speed, Solomon picks her up and lands away from Haji, whom tries to hit him.
"Saya!"
"Haji."
"You're not taking her anywhere," Sheer anger incases his voice as Haji speaks.
"I'm afraid there's no more future left for you and Saya. Your time to be with her has passed."
"You're wrong I have dedicated my entire existence to protect and serve Saya, and I will never cease to do so."
"Haji…"
"I did not want to fight you but I am ready to."
Solomon puts her down on the ground and turns to his enemy.
"Saya is coming with me."
"The truth is, Saya will soon be my bride," He morphs his hand into a weapon.
"Impossible, she is my reason for being."
"I believe you situation is about to drastically change."
They get in their fighting stances, but she quickly runs in the middle of them.
"Stop!"
"Saya-"Solomon protests.
"Haji…I…I choose Solomon."
She could swear she sees pain in his eyes…seeing this hurts her…makes her chest ache, she tries to make the pain unnoticeable, trying to pretend it doesn't exist. He returns to standing up straight.
"But Saya-"
"I want to stay with him…please just leave."
"If that is what you wish…please do remember…I will always love you, Saya." (Cheesy…yes I know)
Hearing those five words takes her breath away…the pain in her chest becomes more noticeable. She realizes she has loved him since she could remember. Within seconds she finds herself alone with the man she chose, alone with the mistake she made. On the verge of tears, she turns to him, how could she make such a mistake.
Remembering that makes tears flow down her cheeks and onto the blanket that lay on her bed. No…she has to live with her mistake…she has to…how is she to go back to him after she hurt him so much. She couldn't fathom the pain he felt…no feels.
Solomon comes in and she sits up, quickly wiping away the tears. She forces a smile for him; he smiles…a genuine smile. His smile is perfect, one that girls adore…but it does nothing for her. The smile she truly adores is Haji's…his smiles are rare and worth waiting for. The way he smiles at her…it's different from Solomon's.
He sits down beside her and brushes her hair out of her eyes.
"Are you alright?"
"Y-Yes," Liar.
"I have to go take care of some business…"
She nods; he gets up and turns around before leaving.
"I love you, Saya."
"Me too…"
He continues to leave…she soon hears the door open and close. She goes back to her thoughts…what is she to do? She can't help but remember the day after Irene died, she felt terrible…but her ever so faithful chevalier's helped her get through it. Told her they would always be there when ever she needed them.
"That's where I would find the answers I was looking for. And just like I needed that time and place to do my soul searching, you need to find some way to do the same, Saya. But nobody can find that for you, you have to find it on your own."
He puts his human hand on her cheek.
"Just remember…no matter where you go, your chevalier's are always by your side, never forget that," He is now looking down at Riku.
That's what she needs to do…search her soul for the answers…or rather her heart.
Days pass…she comes closer and closer to her finding her answers each day. She looks out the window at the sunny day and the cloudless blue sky. She sheds tears just thinking about him…she wants him…she wants him to be by her side…she wants to be with him.
Even though she loves Solomon, he still watches her from afar…though he can't do very well with the blinds in the apartment always closed…but today, she has opened the blinds to greet the new day. He sees her walk away from the window, but he soon hears an outside door open.
He looks over to the balcony and there she stands, looking down at the city that knows not of the war she fights. More tears fall from her chin and onto the stone of the balcony. He sees her tears, a hint of concern lights up his eyes and he begins to move closer.
Her lips begin to move…mumbling something…he can barely hear her words.
"Haji…I'm sorry…I miss you…I wish you would come back to me…I made a mistake…" As she finishes, she looks up at him…as if she knows he was there the whole time.
She gives him a weak smile; suddenly the front door opens and she looks back into the apartment. She wipes her tears and walks inside, closing the doors behind her.
Me: Ok Saya, now we can have a mental conversation…
Saya: Yay!
Me: That's not how you spell yea
Saya: Who asked you…you need to be quit *PULLS OUT SHOTGUN FROM FREAKING NOWHERE!*
Me: What are you planning to do with that?
Saya: Oh nothing…just blow a hole in your head
Me: I don't think you should do that
Saya: Why?
Me: Because it would be really hard to clean the blood and brains off the carpet…
Saya: Well you do have a point…but I'll live with it
Me: Wait-
Saya: *Shoots bullet through CutieYuki18's head*
Me: *Lies dead on now bloody and brainy floor*
Saya: Well that ought to do it! Ok folks…she won't be writing anymore…since she's dead…so this chapter is in memory of our beloved CutieYuki18…I hope you liked this chapter…Remember reviews are love!
