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Rewriting My Destiny

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Chapter 4

(Bella's POV)

The last thing I could remember was walking through the cafeteria with my tray of food. I then recalled looking over across the canteen, because I felt an odd tugging sensation in my chest. It was then that I saw the Jasper look-alike.

The next thing I knew, I was thrusted into the worst vision that I had ever had. It was like a nightmare come to life.

Flash Back...

I saw myself standing there, surrounded by a field of dead bodies and limbs that were twitching and moving, almost as if each of them had a mind of their own and were searching for the rest of their body parts.

I shivered as I looked around and found that there was no blood, but instead, there were puddles of a clear metallic liquid.

When I heard a whimper, I looked up and saw myself looking around and then falling to the ground with her head in her hands. I frowned as I moved around to where I was standing in front of her. I froze when I saw that the light reflected off of her as if she was made of millions of tiny diamonds.

I couldn't help, but frown. She looked as though she was lost.

"Belle!" I heard my name being called from somewhere behind me. Just then, a gust of wind blew by and Jasper was kneeling next to me. "Bella, are you ok? I am so sorry that I didn't get here sooner."

I saw that I raised my head and looked into his eyes. I gasped, because I could see that my eyes were red and I looked somewhat different, beautiful even. The same thing went for Jasper. He looked exactly like the Jasper look-alike that I had just seen in the cafeteria, only with red eyes instead of the golden ones that he had in the 'present'.

I started to shake.

'What was this place?' Was the only thing I could think.

"Oh Jasper, I don't blame you." I told him cupping his cheek. "Come on, let's get back before Maria comes." I pulled away and stood about a foot away from him.

Jasper nodded, standing in a fluid motion. It happened so fast that I just saw a blur. "I'm sorry, my Belle." Jasper took my hands once more. "I should'a never brought ya into this life."

I just shook my head. "You had to, because we are mates. We can't live without each other."

I watched as they kissed with a passion and love that I had only dared to dream of. However, I felt as though something bad was about to happen.

I looked around and found a woman with a darker shade of skin, but she was still pale with the same blood red eyes that sparkled like diamonds. She rushed forward and snatched me away from Jasper.

"So, you really thought that I wouldn't find out, mi amor (my love)?" She snarled as she gripped the back of my head tighter. "I don't care what this puta (bitch) says, you are my mate, not hers."

And with that, she ripped my head clean off and threw my body into one of the raging fire the climbed high towards the sky with a strange purple, blue and gray smoke.

Jasper roared the loudest, most ear shattering sound that was filled with such pain and agony that it nearly brought me to my knees as he lunged to the Hispanic woman, but not before the she was able to burn my head, as well.

I was completely shocked. Why had she done this? Mate? I was his mate? As in soul mate? If I was his 'mate', then why had I died? Why had he let it happen?

I shook my head as I fell to the ground. I looked up and found that she had him by the throat as she pinned him to the ground. "You are my Major and if you don't keep that in mind, I will not only kill your friend, Peter, but your human family, as well. However, while you don't remember them, I do." She had an evil grin on her face that was full of malice and envy.

I shivered knowing that no matter what, I would always remember that face.

End Flash Back…

(Carlisle's POV)

I sat in my office, at the hospital, as I waited for Charlie to arrive. I knew that he would be rather upset but the fact was that Bella was dying. The visions of her past life were indeed killing her. I had not told Jasper, because I would tell the family as soon as I received an answer to my question.

I took in a breath when there was a knock on the door to my office.

"Come in," I called out.

One of the nurses opened it up from the other side and stepped in.

"Mr. Swan is here about his daughter, Dr. Cullen." She told me.

I nodded for her to let him inside. I was looking over her medical history and found that she had been put into a mental hospital before she came to Forks when she was only eight, on and off until she was thirteen for, what her mother called, 'an over-active imagination'. She would talk of things that a child her age should have had no knowledge of and her mother thought that she had her head too far into the clouds.

Shaking my head, I stood when Charlie came into my office.

"How is she doing?" Charlie bluntly asked, getting right to the point, while taking a seat in front of my desk.

I folded my hands together and prepared myself.

"I am very sorry to inform you of this, but there is a small brain bleed deep in her brain and there is nothing we can do." I answered him softly. "It's in a part of the brain that we have never operated on and if we do, then it could kill her during the surgery faster than letting it go on as it is."

Charlie frowned. "What's causing it?" He asked his eyes were watery with tears. "Is there anything that you can do to save her? I just got her back, I can't lose her again." He bowed his head and placed his head in his hands over his face.

I stood and walked around and knelt down beside him. I knew this would be hard to understand, but Peter said it was necessary for him and Bella to become like us.

"What if there was a way to save her? Would you let me take her out of here and treat her at my home?" I looked at him as he raised his head to look at me

"What do you mean?" Charlie asked with a frown. "Are you telling me that you can get her better at your house but she will die in the hospital? I don't understand any of this, Dr. Cullen." He shook his head.

Sighing, I just spat it out. "That is because I would turn her into a vampire." I told him softly. "It is her fate. The visions that she has is actually of her past life that was taken away too early from her. I know that this is hard to believe, but I need you to understand that this is the only way to make sure that Bella wakes up. If she gets worse and dies, there is nothing I can do." I told him honestly.

Charlie looked up at me like I was crazy. "Let me get this straight." He stood and started to pace angrily. "You're a vampire and you want to turn my daughter into one, because if she stays 'human', then she will die?" He looked at me like I was bat-shit crazy. "Are you out of your fucking mind? Do you expect me to believe this crap at a time like this when my little girl's life is at stake?"

I nodded. "I can't give you all of the details here, because of rules of our kind, but I will help Bella, because my son, Jasper, is her true soul mate and he would be devastated if she was taken from him again."

Charlie closed his eyes in exasperation and for the first time in a long time I wished for Edward's gift. I truly wished I knew what Charlie was thinking. The only thing that I could tell was that he was angry.

We had to induce Bella into a coma, because her body was unable to take the visions while in her human form. I truly hoped that we could save her. It wasn't only her life that was in the balance here, anymore.

Sighing, I wished I knew what to do. Suddenly my phone rang and Charlie jumped. I smiled apologetically.

"Just a moment." I looked at the caller Id and saw that it was Peter. "Hello Peter." I said as I answered.

"Let me talk to Pops." Peter told me. I just smirked as I shook my head handing Charlie the phone.

Charlie frowned in confusion as he put the phone up to his ear.

"Hello?" His eyes were trained on me. I could only smile uncomfortably, because even living with a seer, it still surprises me when Peter calls out of the blue.

"When you were Bella's age, you used to have visions of a young girl that looked like Bella and a boy with dirty blond hair and piercin' green eyes." Peter told him over the phone.

Charlie's eyes grew wide. "How did you know?" Charlie chocked out. I helped him to the seat that he had been sitting in. "I never told anyone about that before."

"Well, Pops what I am about ta say will shock ya ta yer core then," Peter took another breath. "Bella was yer daughter in another life and I was yer son. However I was taken and turned into a vampire just like Carlisle told ya. Just let us tend to Belle and we will make sure ya never have ta leave us again. Just trust the Cullen's. Me and my mate will be in Forks in about a couple hours. Belle needs ta be changed soon."

With that, Peter hung the phone up and Charlie just sat there looking at the phone in his hands. I gently took the phone and sat it down then leaned on the front of my desk. ''Charlie?" I called to him after a few moments. "I know that this is a lot to take in but from what Peter said Bella doesn't have a lot of time left."

Charlie looked up at me and blinked a couple of time. Shaking his head he stood and went over to the window that was facing the woods. "So, you are telling me that Esme, Edward, Jasper, Emmett, Rosalie, yourself and Alice are vampires and you want to turn Bella into one in order to save her?" He took a breath. "And that if you don't she will be lost to me forever?" He just stood there looking out the window as if he was talking to himself.

"I'm sorry that this is difficult for you but it's needed. Bella is Jasper's mate and from what Alice has seen..."

Charlie turned and gave me a pointed look. "What do you mean 'what Alice has seen'?"

Just then my beeper went off and I picked it up and saw that it was Bella's number along with '911'. I looked at Charlie and he must have seen the page because he just nodded as he opened the door. I rushed out at human speed and ran through the halls with Charlie hot on my tail. It didn't take long before I entered Bella's room and saw she had went into a seizure. I yelled for the nurse to get me some 'Dilanten" (Seizure medication don't know how to spell its name) stop her seizures.

Charlie was at the window with wide eyes. I looked at him with meaningful eyes and looked down at Bella. "Hold on, sweet heart." I told her as I poked the needle into her arm. "I will make sure that you will make it through this."

I heard Charlie whispered a yes and I knew what it meant. "Prep her. I think it would be best if she was taken to a bigger hospital." I ordered the nurse. "Just make sure that there is plenty blood and supplies that go with her in case she has any problems. I will let her father go with her."

The nurse nodded as she headed out the room. As soon as Bella was stable I turned and nodded for Charlie to come into the room. When he was in I nodded to the door. He turned and shut it going to Bella's bed side taking her hand. I waited a few moments before I spoke to him.

"My sons will meet you at the hospital to get Bella, however she will not make it in the doors." I told him. "They will need to take her directly to the house to be changed if she is to survive this, but I can guarantee that there will always be someone with her and you can visit her the first two days of her turning. However, on the third you must stay away because she will... I will speak to you about this later once you come to the house."

Charlie didn't say anything as he looked down at Bella. "I'm sorry about this, Bells." he kissed her forehead. "Carlisle promised to make you better and I trust him for some reason. Just come back to me." He rose up to his feet and looked at me. "I'll be by later, I need to head home and think about this."

I nodded in understanding. I would need to call Billy and let him know about what is going on. I knew that the wolves would be upset but this was needed. Why I had no clue, but I knew that neither Alice nor Peter would tell us this if they meant to harm the family. I just prayed that everything would go according to plan.

"I think that would be a good idea." I told him honestly. "I understand that you need to take your time but remember that you cannot speak to anyone about this. I will tell you that you can speak to Billy Black," I held up my hand before he could say anything. "He will have to explain his story to you. Though, you must keep an open mind. Now, I need to get Bella ready."

Charlie nodded looking down at his daughter one more time. "I'll just head home that way I won't see anything." He pointed a look at me. I could only smile.

"That is understandable." I told him as I watched him walk out. I turned around and started to go through the things that I would need to help her through the transformation. It would only be a few moments before she would be turned so I wouldn't need a lot of things.

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Author Note - Another chapter down! What did you guys think of the flashback? Any thoughts on the fact that she was a vampire in her past life? What about the fact that Carlisle told Charlie and is now going to be changed into a vampire? Review!

~*Dragon*~