A:N/ OMSE so I finally got this chapter up! Finally! My friend just about smacked me when I got to the middle (when I wasn't done with this chapter) and said that was all I had.

oh and sorry if my typing is bad. I have a finger cast on at the moment

COUNTDOWN:7 DAYS TO THE TWILIGHT MOVIE!

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Disclaimer:so um yeah I once had this wonderful dream that I owned everything in the world. And then I woke up and I was sad.

Moral of the story: I don't own anything besides the plot and Macey! Joy Joy!

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Alice had gone. I was sitting on the couch in my room alone. Thoughts of Alec bounced around in my head refusing the profuse invitations to get out. It was only going to get better if I took a break from being human. I stuffed two shirts and two pairs of jeans in my backpack. I slipped my jacket on, put my cell phone into the pocket. I slipped my sunglasses on and walked out my room, into the hallway.

Carlisle was coming out of his office. "I'm going for a walk," I said. Though there was so much venom and it came out sounding muddled and choppy.

"Of Course," Carlisle's voice was plastered with worry. I walked to my bedroom, and bumped into Alice.

Miss you she mouthed. She put her arms around me. I stood there and quietly accepted the fact that I would have to come back. I couldn't leave all this. Back at school I was known as 'the punk anorexic whose dad was rich'. But here I was Macey.

"Miss you too," I mumbled to the spikes in her black hair. She untangled her arms from mine and I tugged at my neon yellow zebra shirt. "I guess I'll see you some time," I frowned. Bella walked up behind me.

"Who's going?" she asked, innocently. I am, I thought. Edward walked up beside her and put his arm around her waist. Dang it!

"I think Macey's going on a walk," He said staring at the backpack straps.

"Yeah. I'll see you," I said and walked back into my room. I walked to my 'music room'. I picked up my violin, Isolde, and played a sad melody.

Edward thought I should play an instrument, when I was going on my second year. He tried teaching me how to play, but I wasn't very patient which only made him impatient. And so he took me to a music store and the string instruments just popped. I ended up learning the guitar, violin, cello, viola, and bass guitar in the course of two years. I still play the piano but I teach myself on my own time, not on his.

I opened up the window and sat on Carole, the windowsill. I continued the melody. I took a deep breath and jumped. I landed on the soft mud, making a foot print about six inches deep. I wiped the mud off the side of my shoes and flicked it at a tree.

I started running. I was faster than Edward. But After that first year, I got a whole lot weaker, as in like I would hit Emmett when he would a less than satisfactory comment, he could barely even feel it. That made me frustrated. A lot. But Emmett didn't care. As long as he was still strong, I could be as strong as a human.

I wonder how strong Alec is…

Someone jumped down from a tree. I didn't stop soon enough an accidentally toppled onto them. Crap. Oh I hope it isn't a human! I thought. Just the thought of spilled blood in my presence made me shudder. I looked at who it was.

Speak of the devil.

"Hi," he said. I got up and brushed my jeans off, ignoring his welcome. I picked up Isolde and stalked off. He followed. "Listen if this is about your bag, I'm sorry. I swear I didn't do it on purpose," he held his hands up like I was accusing him of mass murder. I still walked. "I'm not going to hurt you," he murmured in my ear.

"How can I be sure of that?!" I yelled. "If I remember correctly it was you who was trying to get rid of Nessie!" I hissed, crossing my arms. I glared at the 'L' on his green Hollister polo.

"I'm sorry about that. I didn't know she was like… half and half. Caius and Aro made us believe she was all vampire," he growled. Dang it. He had me there. I stood there scowling. He scowled back.

"Why are you here?" I snarled. "That werewolf follows us." I thought even he was smart enough to realize that.

"I know. Aro sent me here and I'm still trying to figure that out," He murmured, like he didn't want anyone else but me to find out.

"Oh, silly Alec. I thought you would have learned by now that Aro is clinically insane. I don't even know him and I know that," I blurted out. If I was human I would so be blushing. I looked over his head, embarrassed by my sudden outburst.

"I do know that. But it makes life exciting. He once tried to make Felix eat a knife to see if it would kill him," he shrugged. I laughed. Why was I laughing? We were supposed to be enemies. Enemies Shenemies. He was cute and he was making me laugh!

"So where are you going," he asked me smiling. Oh crap. I hope this wouldn't disappoint him.

"I'm…um…taking a trip. I kind of want to see the world. Or at least the west coast," I murmured. I plucked a string on my violin. The sound resonated beautifully from the tops of the trees.

"Do you mind if I come?" he asked. I don't see how that could hurt. Well I guess I don't have to go anymore. I could finish the 9th grade. Besides, I'm sure that the Cullen's will enroll with me now. Ha that should be fun.

"Actually, I think I wont go on that trip. I think I just needed some fresh air, ya know, by running. It's very effective," I rambled. Holy crap I have no idea how to talk to boys! When I ever learn?

"Oh, Okay. Well I guess I'll see you at school tomorrow," he mumbled to the ground.

"Yeah, see you," I said and waved sheepishly. I ran away without a look back at Alec's angelic, boyish, and amazingly handsome face.

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I'll update as soon as possible!

~Bella7337