I felt completely numb. I felt all the blood drawn from my face. I felt so sick. I felt like I needed to throw up. I didn't know what to do with myself. The feeling that I haven't felt in two years. I felt dirty I wanted to just burn my skin under hot boiling water just to feel clean again. I felt paralyzed. I couldn't move. All I wanted to do was to get Ella and run. Run so far away from here.

Then something snapped me out of my thoughts. Alice, my so called best friend. The person I confided in, especially when I had those nightmares of that monster's face. To think all the time she was comforting me she knew who turned me into this person I hated that I've became.

"Bella are you okay?" I couldn't answer her. All I could do was just stare at her. How could she ask me if I was okay? I'm sitting face to face with my rapist and she dare ask if I was okay.

"How could you?"

"Bella, speak up. We're worried about you. What's wrong?"

"How could you? Was that loud enough for you Alice? When were you going to tell me?"

Alice just stood there and look at me like I was stupid. "Bella, you're not making any sense? What are you talking about?"

"What I'm taking about? What I'm taking about? I'm talking about the fact that my so called best didn't tell me that she is related to my fucking rapist. When were you going to tell me this?"

"Bella, let me -"

"Just shut it Alice. Who else knew about this?" I just stared at everyone waiting for a response. "SOMEONE FUCKING ANSWER ME NOW!" Still no answered, then I went up to the one person I know who would keep it real with me. Emmett. "Did you know about this?"

"Bella, I'm just as shocked as you. I only knew Edward went to juvi, but they never told why he went. The only people who knew the details were my parents and Alice." When he said Alice's name my whole world just shattered. She knew the whole time and didn't tell me anything. At this point I started to tear up.

"Okay." I whispered. That was enough for me to hear. All I wanted to do was to get myself and my daughter away from this place that I use to call my second home. "Emmett can you please take me home?"

"Bella you don't have to leave. We can talk about this." She had the nerve. Now she wanted to talk about stuff. How about the secret she has been keeping from me these past four years?

"Fiorella let's go honey its time to go home."

"But mama I want to stay with Rosie."

"Fiorella Akela Swan get your stuff together and LET'S GO!" Then she started to cry. It's happening again, I'm starting to lash out on the ones I love because of that monster.

"Come on Ella mommy isn't feeling well. She didn't mean to yell at you. Can you give a big smile for your Emmy bear?" Thank god for Emmett. Right now I think him and my father are the only people I have right now to trust.

Then we walked out of that house. I don't think Ella and I will ever step into that home again. That house is the home to a backstabber and rapist. A deadly combination that I don't want me or my daughter to deal with it.

{Two updates in one night. Woot woot! Getting back into the swings of things. Time to write a chapter for Player Vs. Playette}