Okay.. so this is not a one shot. This and i'm guessing the next chapter are connected. but anyways.

the word is love. and it's Channy...

enjoy :)

I drank my milk and glanced over at Sonny. She was sitting with her cast and eating her food. Well.. actually she was just playing with it. She had a sad look on her face. That was definatly not the Sonny we all used to know. The Sonny I knew was sweet, caring, made everyone smile and cute. That was the girl, he was secretly in love with. Something was up.

I saw Tawni joking about something and Sonny making a fake smile. The cast didn't seem to notice. I shrugged and got back to eating my food, glancing at Sonny in a little while.

Two weeks later the usual Sonny was still not here. We were pretty close friends now. Ever since I noticed her sad being, I started being nice to her. None of our usual teasing. I was her friend now.

Everything was exactly the same. Sonny always faked a smile. I knew this because I remembered the times she smiled sincerely. She had this glow about her. How her brown eyes lit up.. but now.. it was a mask.

'' Sonny! '' I said.

'' What? '' she shrugged and sat up in her bed.

'' tell me what's wrong. '' I walked over to her.

'' Nothing '' she murmured but she was avoiding looking at me. I sat next to her and looked in her eyes. '' Tell me. I know something's up. ''

She shrugged. '' I don't know. I guess i've just been wondering if I truly belonged here. The show did just fine without me. And it's not like they even care if i'm here or not. ''

'' Sonny.. look at me. That's not true. The show is so much better with you here. And your cast. I'm sure they care, even if they don't say it. '' she was right about one thing though. Her cast didn't care. She was just a helper to them.

She looked down. '' stop lying to me. I have no reason to stay here. ''

'' don't you dare say that. You're really trying to tell me that there is no reason for you being here? ''

she widened her eyes at me. I think I scared her. I was yelling, but I didn't mean that to happen. She yelled back at me. '' there is no reason for me being here! '' I was so mad right now. I grabbed her and kissed her with all that I got. She kissed me back for a while, then we pulled back. '' there is a reason. I'm the reason. I love you sonny. '' I whispered.

She widened her eyes again and I could see the tears in her eyes '' get out. ''

'' what? '' I was confused.

She had tears rolling down her cheeks. '' get out! '' she yelled at pushed me out of her dressing room.

I saw the door closing in front of me and I walked to the set to find Sonny's cast mates.

SPOV

I closed the door and ran to my bed. I took out my suitcase and started throwing my stuff in it. I was crying. Chad had just told me that he loved me. I should be so happy. But i'm not. I can't be here anymore. Not after this. Every time I fall in love and I start enjoying the places I am, something goes wrong. That is the reason why i've been acting so weird the last two weeks. I don't want anything to happen to this place. I don't want anything to happen to Chad.

I zipped my suitcases closed and looked over at the room.

CPOV

'' Cut! '' marshall yelled. He was obviously angry.

'' Chad, what are you doing here? '' tawni glared at me.

'' am I interrupting something? '' I raised my eyebrow and looked at her. The whole cast besides Sonny was now in my face.

'' yes you are. Our sketch rehearsal. '' nico glared at me.

'' It shouldn't be a rehearsal if someone is missing. '' I snapped.

'' We're all here. What are you talking about? '' grady looked confused and looked around in the room. '' Wait. Is someone missing? ''

'' no, of course not. There's four of us. Duh. '' tawni said.

I took a deep breath. '' you seem to be forgetting a very important part of your cast. The fifth member? ''

Zora tilted her head. '' there's four of us. Remember? ''

I pointed to the wall. '' Sonny, remember? '' I was really mad right now. They totally forgot about Sonny? How can you forget about sonny?

'' We didn't forget about her, '' tawni started '' she has just been busy. ''

'' With what? Crying over the fact that you guys don't remember that she's your cast member, more importantly a friend? You guys are supposed to be her best friends. And here I am, chad, sonny's enemy, trying to knock some sense into you guys. '' I glared at them. They were all looking at the ground.

'' We are horrible people aren't we? '' Nico and grady said in unison. '' Maybe. The important question is are you her friends? She really needs you guys. ''

Zora, grady and Nico smiled and nodded. Tawni suddenly looked up '' No, we're not her friends. ''

I had to keep reminding to keep my cool. She rolled her eyes at me and spoke again '' We are her family. A pretty bad one, but still.. a family. And we love her. ''

I smiled. '' Well then.. what are you guys still standing here? '' They all smiled and we headed back to sonny's dressing room. I knocked on the door. There was no answer. I knocked again '' Sonny, I know you're in there. Open the door. '' still no answer. I literally started banging on the door with the other cast mates. A minute later the door opened. It was zora. She had gone through the vents. I rushed in the room and Sonny was not there. Tawni runned to Sonny's wardrobe and came back with a sad face. '' She is gone.. ''

I sat on her bed and just glared at the door.

Tawni looked at me. '' Chad are you okay?''

'' I love her '' I whispered..