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A Change In Time
Chapter IV: Another Future
Recap:
"I'm sorry."
That one word seemed to destroy all hope and light in their eyes. Especially for the two people who looked like their world just ended. For a while, it was just silence. No one spoke. No one can.
The doctor broke the never-ending silence. "We did all we can but it's her heart that gave out while we were performing the operation. I'm really sorry."
"What can your sorry do!" Natsume shouted in anger while the others tried to calm him down.
It was hard to believe. They just saw her yesterday. Still alive but now... She's gone.
"This is my fault." The two Natsume muttered at the same time.
"Damn! Mikan, you promised!" The present Natsume cried.
"No. She didn't." The woman interjected.
"She did. She promised that she would never leave me. She promised we will be together always. She promised but she..." The woman fell silent at his words and Natsume continued to cry out.
This is the future. Yes. But no matter what time he's in, be it in the past, present or future, He will always love Mikan. Over and over again. And he will always feel pain when he sees her cry, hurt... gone. She's his life. He remembered now. She is everything to him. Everything he needs. And now she's gone.
"Mikan! No! Don't leave me..."
He let himself cry out his pain and so did his future self. What he did, his future self did too. Like a mirror. They stayed like that and after a few minutes of grieving, the present Natsume stood up.
Natsume sniffed. "Let's go back."
End of Recap
Natsume sniffed. "Let's go back."
"You have to answer my question first. What will you do now?"
Natsume closed his eyes for a second and let out a breath. "I'll make sure she won't die. Even if I have to change the future. Even if I have to challenge fate, I will."
"You don't have to forcefully change the future. Sometimes, it's the little things that changes a lot." The woman said meaningfully.
Natsume blinked. "What do you mean?"
"You'll know when the time comes," she winked.
"Going back to the present!" The woman cheerfully said before she snapped her fingers. Their surrounding shifted and they are suddenly back to Natsume's office. "Uh-oh." The woman said shyly.
"What? Are we back?" Natsume asked, making sure.
"Um... Yes and no. Yes we're back to your office and no, we're still in the future. A different future." The woman said with a sigh.
"A different future?"
"Yeah. I'm sorry. Something went wrong and we're stuck in the future. We have no choice but to sit this one in and watch it till the end. We can still skip but we can't go back to the present without watching everything here."
"Do you know this future?"
The woman shook her head, "No. This will be the first time I'll see this."
Natsume stayed silent and waited.
He didn't have to wait soon, the door opened to reveal a very determined Mikan and a pretending secretary behind her.
"Let's talk," she began. The same as before.
"Mr. Kinno, I thought I told you I'm not going to entertain anyone again today?" Natsume said not looking at any of them.
"I forced my way in, obviously." Irritation was obvious in her tone.
And like the first future they saw, Natsume ignored her.
"Get back to work." He ordered his secretary who quickly bowed and left. Mikan glanced at the door before looking back at the raven-haired man in front of her.
"Let's talk," she repeated.
"We're already talking," he stated casually.
The Natsume from the present frowned. "I thought we're in a different future. How come it's still the same?" He asked the woman beside him.
"You'll see the difference in a bit. I'm sure of it," she turned her head to him. "I know your not but be patient, will you?"
Natsume frowned. "What do you mean by that?"
The woman stiffened. "I-it's nothing!" She stammered. "L-look, let's just watch so we can get this over with and you can go back to your own time."
Natsume's eyes narrowed. He's suspicious but seeing this future is more important than finding out the meaning of the words of this stupid woman beside him. He focused his attention on his future self and his love. What the woman meant, it can wait.
"What happened to us Natsume?"
Natsume stilled before he suddenly sighed and closed his eyes. "I don't know, Mikan. I honestly don't know."
Mikan's expression softened. She walked around his table and hugged him. "Natsume. If there's anything bothering you, if I did anything wrong, if you need anything, please tell me. I'll understand and I'll never leave you. It was hard for me these past few months because no matter how much I think about it, I don't know why you suddenly avoided me. Why you suddenly pushed me far away from you. It's so hard," she pulled back and looked straight into his eyes. "and painful."
Natsume looked at her with regret. "I'm sorry. I'm really sorry."
Mikan smiled. "I'm fine. I'm fine now. I'm glad yo—"
She was unable to finish her sentence when Natsume suddenly stood up and hugged her like there's no tomorrow. Mikan was confused at first but eventually she smiled and hugged him back.
"I'm really sorry, Mikan. Please forgive me," he whispered again and again.
"I won't forgive you," She said and he immediately pulled away wearing a confused and pained expression. She laughed, "yet."
He let a relieved sigh. "This idiot." He muttered.
"You still have to explain to me why you suddenly avoided me. Now, we have to go to Koko's bar because I have to tell Hotaru that we're kind of okay now!" She cheerfully said and dragged Natsume out of his office. Natsume let her do what she wanted and rolled his eyes when he mention 'kind of'. Kind of my ass, he thought.
Mikan was about to get in the driver's seat when Natsume stopped her. "I'll drive."
She raised an eyebrow, "Why? Isn't it just right for me to drive my own car?"
"Are you stupid? What boyfriend would let his girlfriend drive?" He asked her incredulously.
She stared at him. "A boyfriend who ignored his girlfriend for three freaking months because he doesn't have time," she answered blankly.
That shut him up.
But that doesn't mean he's giving up. He would never let this thing go even if it's something so trivial. Just not this one. Never. He stared at her with his usual poker face before he grabbed her wrist and dragged her to the car across hers. His car.
"H-hey!"
He remained silent and helped her get inside his car. He ran around the car and slid in the driver's seat and brought the engine to life. "W-why are we using your car? We're already in mine."
"It's going to rain hard so we better make it fast. And besides, there should be no problem in me driving my own car," he glanced at her. "Right?"
Mikan's face reddened. And no, not because of embarrassment or anything. It was because of extreme anger and irritation.
"Natsume!" Natsume glared at her while his hands covered his precious ears in an attempt to save his hearing from her piercing scream and Mikan could only pout and look out the window.
They were silent as Natsume drived. The present Natsume and the woman stayed at the backseat and watched them.
No one bothered to speak and Mikan wondered if things will be alright from now on and if they were really fine now. Those months apart are no joke and she can't perfectly describe how terribly she missed him during those three long months. She missed him so bad that even when she's sitting so close to him, it felt so painful. The longing and the sadness came rushing back to her now that she thought about it. But the pain was lesser now that she finally saw him again.
And they can finally start over.
Yes. They will start over. It's impossible to have a perfect relationship where all they could feel was happiness. It's necessary for two people in love to fight, to realize their difference so that they can learn and grow stronger. Mikan couldn't help but smile as she remembered about a story she had once read:
Even if you love someone more than your own life and promised that you will never hurt that person, no matter what we do, we can never avoid inflicting pain to the ones we love and to the one who loved us in return because pain is love's twin that is forever inseparable. Pain is the evidence that we truly love and are loved in return.
"Why are smiling like an idiot?" Natsume glanced at Mikan before he returned his gaze on the road.
Mikan frowned. "Why? Is it wrong to be happy?"
"Not really. I just realized I missed seeing your idiotic smile," he replied.
Mikan's jaw almost dropped.
Natsume is the most denial person she ever knew, ehem, beside herself of course, so it came as a big shock to hear him say those words. Sure he was sweet. So sweet in his own way but he was never as open with his feelings as he was now.
Before Mikan had the chance to speak, her phone rang. She brought out her phone and answered the call. There was something strange though. There is a look in Natsume's eyes that told her he has an idea about the sudden call. Like he somehow expected it. How? That, she can never answer.
"Hello?"
"Where are you?"
Mikan sighed. "In the car. Why did you call?"
"Head to Koko's bar. Your new friend is here."
"Ren's there?" It took a few seconds for Hotaru to answer and Mikan heard someone at the background snickering. Must be Koko. At the mention of Ren's name, the two Natsume stilled. Mikan noticed but didn't react.
"Yeah."
"Oh. Okay. We're heading there anyway." she said.
"We?"
Silence. Should she tell her now or later? It's better to tell her personally.
"Uh.. Yeah. Tell you later, bye!" And she ended the call. She knew Hotaru would kill her for hanging up but if she didn't, Hotaru might suspect. She's one sharp woman after all.
Silence.
Earlier, the silence was bearable but now it was awkward as hell. Mikan didn't know what to say or what to do but it was obvious that Natsume is emitting a pissed of feeling That she can clearly feel. Mikan looked out the window and frowned. That's strange.
"This isn't the way to Koko's bar, Natsume."
He didn't look at her. "I know."
"Hey! Where are we going? I told you we're going to Koko's bar! They're waiting!" But it seems she was talking to air. Natsume didn't even react.
"Hey! Natsume!"
Annoyed, he glanced at her then back to the road. "Hn."
"Hey!"
Mikan was born stubborn and so was Natsume.
"Drive to Koko's bar. Natsume!"
"No." He replied sternly.
"I told them we're coming! Hotaru's gonna kill me!" Mikan panicked.
"I said no. We're going home."
Mikan was confused. He doesn't know where her new apartment is, right? "I just moved to another apartment. You don't know where it is."
Natsume smirked. "Oh yeah?"
Mikan gasped. "You know, don't you?!"
Natsume ignored her and continued driving.
"Whatever. What's important is you have to drive to that freaking bar, Natsume!" Mikan started hitting Natsume's arm.
"Hey—ow! Stop. Hey! Mikan stop! Ow! Oi—ouch!" Natsume gritted his teeth in annoyance. The hell is with this woman, he thought. He grabbed her hands with one hand while the other continued driving.
"Will you stop it! Why are you so eager to get to Yome's bar anyway? Are you going there to meet some guy I don't know?" He was pissed. Damn pissed. He already knew who the guy is but damn. He's not gonna let him get near her.
Mikan froze.
"H-how did you—" Natsume cut her off.
"So I was right. Fine." He said and started turning the car around.
"W-what d-do you mean?" Mikan stuttered.
They have just started talking again. They were okay now. Still not like before but slowly getting there. But now... Are they going to fight again? Looking at him now, he doesn't look approachable at all. He looked scary. Natsume ignored her and kept driving. Silence ruled again inside the car. The only difference was this silence is deafening. A silence you would love to run away from. Mikan didn't know what to say. She felt like she had done something wrong but she doesn't know what. She felt bad.
"If I were to describe their situation, it would be like standing on a cracked ice. One wrong move and everything will fall apart. She knew that they both cannot bring back the kind of relationship they had before, the love from before." The woman said while watching the two from the backseat with Natsume.
"Is... that what she's thinking?" Natsume asked.
The woman nodded. "Yes."
Natsume opened his mouth to speak but this future 'him' broke the silence between him and Mikan. "Mikan." There was something in his voice as he called out her name.
"H-huh?"
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have acted like that." Natsume sighed and kept glancing at Mikan.
"It's fine. As long as you know you're wrong and say you're not going to do it again. I'm sorry too. I shouldn't have been so annoying." She replied. Relieved that he took the first step to fix the current mess they both made.
Natsume smiled but it was not something you'd describe as happy.
"I don't think I'll be doing it again." He muttered.
"Huh?"
He shook his head. "Nothing."
Mikan glanced at him, a bit confused and worried at the way he's acting. "Is there something wrong?" She asked.
He shook his head again. "It's nothing. Give me your hand."
"Huh?!"
"Pft. You look stupid, polka-dots. Just give me your hand."
Although hesitant, she obliged and was surprised when he intertwined their hands. Her fingers between his. Like the one they used to do when all is still good between them. Though she wanted to speak, she doesn't know what to say so she remained silent and cherished the moment.
"Na—na—na—na—Natsume..." She stuttered. How can she not?! Natsume suddenly brought their intertwined hands to his lips and kissed her hand.
"I'm forgiven but you're still not." He said then smiled at her.
"Wha—What do you mean?"
"For being so annoying. For hitting me." He answered.
Mikan looked down. "Oh."
Natsume glanced at her again and chuckled. "I'll forgive you if..." He trailed off causing Mikan to look up at him.
"If?" She asked nervously.
His trademark smirk appeared again. "If you'll kiss me."
"Oh. It's just a ki—KISS?!" Her face turned red.
Natsume wanted to laugh at her reaction. "Yes, polka. Kiss."
"F-fine. Just one." She leaned closer and kissed him on the cheek.
"I didn't say on the cheek. I want it on the lips." He sulked.
Her face, her neck and her ear was evidently tomato red when she heard what he said. "Ehhhh! Natsume!" She complained.
"Do you want me to forgive you or not?" He raised an eyebrow at her making her fidget uncomfortably in her seat.
"But..."
"Come on. Just one." He looked like a child begging for his candy and if the situation is not as embarrassing as it was for Mikan, she would have laughed.
Mikan sighed. "Fine."
She slowly leaned closer. She was planning on giving a simple peck on the lips but Natsume himself made it impossible. She didn't know how he possibly managed to keep driving properly and she'll never know. With one hand on the wheels and one hand behind her head, he pulled her closer to him and kissed her full on the lips. What she expected as a simple kiss turned out to be a kiss of longing and... regret.
When they pulled apart, Natsume immediately returned his focus on the road. "I love you."
Mikan didn't know what to say.
There is something weird with Natsume and the way he's acting. It was more obvious now that before.
"I'm sorry. I love you."
That was the last words Natsume heard from his future self before they were teleported out of the car. Natsume turned to the woman. "What the hell just happened?"
"I don't know. I didn't do anything. I'm just as clueless as you are. I told you before, I don't know this future." The woman shrugged her shoulder.
Natsume sighed and looked around instead. Why the—
"Why are we here?" They both asked at the same time. Knowing that no one can give them answers, they walked to where the people are gathered. They were not really out of place in this crowd where they were all wearing nothing but black.
Natsume frowned as he recognized a few faces.
"Did you hear? They said that it's because of an accident. That person—for the sake of a loved one—died." Natsume and the woman looked at the two gossiping women.
"Really? How unfortunate. I heard they had a beautiful relationship before the accident tore them apart. What a tragic love story!" Natsume rolled his eyes. He dislike this type of woman. All they ever do is gossip. Spread rumors here and there. So annoying.
"He... was a special person to us." A voice broke all conversation, making everyone present to pay attention at the person speaking in front.
Natsume's eyes widened as he recognized the person.
She looked exhausted. Her eyes were red from so much crying and didn't shine they way it used to before, her hair doesn't looked that soft anymore like she hadn't brushed for days and she evidently became much skinnier.
"Mikan," Natsume muttered.
"To me." She continued. "I always thought that... he would always be there. Always ready to catch me every time I fall. But fate really proved me wrong. Before the accident that took his life, we had a fight that lasted for months. We started losing time for each other and slowly, we drifted further apart from each other. He started avoiding me and I didn't know why. I tried talking to him but every time I come to see him, he would always push me away using the same excuse: He has no time."
Only an idiot would not understand what's happening.
"I came two or three times a week to his office and I always go back home unable to talk to him. That was my mistake. And I regretted it so much. I had thought, 'If I had tried harder to talk to him and didn't give up so easily, would things still end up this way?' I know it's useless thinking about such things now that he's gone but I still couldn't help but think of the what if's."
Natsume is no idiot. He understood what had happened after they were teleported out of the car. He had died.
"An old man once came up to us and said, 'Learn to treasure the things that you have now before you regret not doing so when you've lost them'. We thought it was weird that time. He suddenly came up to us and said those words then left just like that. But now, I can say that he's right. We weren't able to treasure our simple moments together and now I'm left with so much regret." The expression on Mikan's face was heartbreaking. There were no tears but the look on her face was enough to see that she's already crying inside.
"Mikan..." A woman's voice made her stop and smile sadly.
"Did you know? Up to our last moments together, we were childishly fighting after our supposed make up?" She laughed causing the audience to laugh with her.
"He probably noticed that the brake was broken that time. He took the initiative to apologize and I followed. I knew then that we're fine again. The pervert even asked for a kiss." The audience politely smiled at this. Most of them knew about the relationship of the two.
"I didn't know that it's going to be our last." She finally broken down after saying this. Her friends came up to support her and stop her from talking but she refused.
"I never thought that I would stand here talking about the man I thought would never disappear from my life. The man who likes to keep everything to himself. His thought, problems, emotions. But deep inside lies a very sweet and caring man I ever met. I used to dream leaving this world together with him. When we've lived our lives, reached our dreams, and saw our children grow up. But before I knew it, that dream was crushed the moment he stopped breathing and his heart stopped beating."
Mikan closed her eyes.
"Natsume. I'm sorry if I wasn't strong enough to try harder. I'm sorry for giving up. But still... WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME? I still have so many things I wanted to say to you and words I wanted to hear from you. You still have to explain to me why you suddenly avoided me. Didn't you promise me before? That you won't die and leave me behind. You broke your promise!"
Hotaru and the others grabbed the mic from her and guided her to her seat while she cried endlessly. The audience had already joined her cry in the middle of her speech.
"Watching these two future. I couldn't help but think that fate is really pulling you two apart. The first future, she died while this second future, it was you who died. I heard that you turned the car so that the truck would hit you instead." The woman spoke after a long while.
In her hand was a white rose. She touched the upper right part down to the lower left part of the rose and the moment she did so, the part she touched turned color red. Like it was tainted with blood but the color was much more mesmerizing to look at than a striking red.
She handed the rose to Natsume who wasn't even surprised at what she did. He just glanced at the flower before setting his gaze back to the crying Mikan and his friends and family.
"No matter how many times it happen, I would still do the same thing. I'd rather die in her place." Natsume replied.
"That's very cruel of you! So very selfish," the woman said in a harsh tone making Natsume turn to look at her.
"I died for her and I'll die for her! How can that be called selfish?" He questioned angrily.
"Remember how you ended up in the other future, the pain you felt when she died. Remember the life you lived the year after." Her voice were calm but there is still anger laced on it.
"I remember. So what?"
The woman punched him lightly in the chest where his heart is located. "How can you be unbelievably so slow at a time like this? Aren't you Natsume Hyuuga?"
Natsume glared at her but she ignored it and continued speaking.
"Isn't she walking down the same fate as you? Look at her. Isn't that how you looked like at the other future? She's experiencing the same pain you felt when you lost her. Do you really want her to live like you did in the other future? Can you really leave her behind to face the future alone?" The woman asked.
She has a point. He remained silent and went back to watching Mikan.
"Now that you've seen these two future that's the same and different at the same time, what will you do? What do you want to do?" She stood up in front of him, covering Mikan from his view.
Natsume sighed and stood up too. "Nothing changed. My answer is still the same."
The woman let out a sigh again and nodded. "I see." After saying that, the woman snapped her finger and everything went black.
Natsume sat up abruptly from his desk.
He woke up and looked around. He was in his office, alone. The woman is nowhere to be seen and when he looked at the time, it's already seven thirty in the morning. Paper works still lay in his desk undone and the half full coffee mug still on it's place untouched on the right side of his desk.
Was it all a dream, he wondered.
He raised his hand to touch his face but realized that he was holding on to something. As soon as he saw what it was, his heart skipped a beat. The white and red rose the woman gave him is still in his hands.
He wasn't dreaming.
If it was all true than this day is the day their world will change. More particularly, his world. He closed his eyes and tried to remember all that he saw. The past, present and the two possible future she showed him. All the words uttered, the pain they felt and the regret that comes after.
He knew that as soon as the door to his office opens, his battle with fate begins.
Three...
Sound of someone's footsteps.
Two...
Sound of people talking.
One...
Sound of door slamming open.
Start...
"Let's talk," was the first thing Mikan said after barging in followed by Natsume's secretary.
Natsume finally opened his eyes.
Mikan was stoned in her place at the next thing Natsume did. Not minding his wide-eyed secretary, he ran to her from his swivel chair and enveloped her in his arms. She couldn't talk nor move. Natsume's secretary was the first one to recover. He quietly cleared his throat and excused himself and left.
It took Mikan a while but she finally did regained her senses. "U-um..." she trailed off when he hugged her tighter.
"I miss you."
That was all it took for her eyes to start watering. Her knees to wobble like her strength was stripped away from her that Natsume has to hold her up so she won't fall. She hugged him back and cried.
"WHAT THE HECK, YOU IDIOT! You suddenly avoided me without telling me if there's anything wrong or anything I did. I spent countless night thinking of the reason you avoided me and even cried my eyes out and now I'm sure I look ugly and—UWAAAAAAA!"
"I'm sorry."
"I'M SORRY? THAT'S ALL YOU COULD SAY? AFTER ALL THIS MONTHS THAT YOU DIDN'T TALK TO ME, CALL ME OR EVEN SEND ME A SINGLE FREAKING TEXT, ALL YOU CAN SAY IS SORRY? DON'T YOU KNOW HOW PAINFUL IT WAS TO BE TOSSED ASIDE? HOW PATHETIC I FELT FOR WAITING FOR YOU EVEN THOUGH I KNOW YOU'RE STILL GOING TO STAND ME UP ON MY IMPORTANT NIGHT!" Mikan yelled while hitting him on his back but he didn't seem bothered by it and continued holding her.
"I love you."
"—AND THEN YOU'RE GOING TO HUG ME IS IF NOTHING HAPPENED! Do you really think it's that easy to—wait, what?" Mikan stopped and loosened th hug herself to look at him only to see him smiling down at her.
He kissed her on the forehead, "I said I miss you," and on the nose. "I'm sorry," and on the lips. "I love you." It wasn't a simple peck but kiss that had both longed to do for months. A kiss that was enough to tell them both how they badly they missed each other. "And you talk too much."
They pulled apart, both breathing heavily. They were silent for a while before Mikan broke into a smile "I still need that explanation, you know."
Natsume smiled. "I know."
A ring interrupted their heartful reunion that made them forcefully break away from each other's embrace. Mikan was about to answer her call but Natsume was fast to grab it from her.
"Hey!" She protested.
Natsume ignored her and answered the call.
"She's mine today," was all he said before ending the call and handing it back to Mikan who has staring at him in disbelief.
"W-what was that? Did you even check who called before saying things like... t-that?" She asked while her face turned red after realizing what he just said to that someone who called.
"No need to be embarrassed, polka." Natsume smirked. "I'm sure she'll understand."
Mikan stared at him in confusion, "Uh... who?"
"You're freaky best friend, who else?" He grabbed his coat and wrapped an arm around her waist. "Now come on."
"Where are we going?" She asked as he started dragging her towards another door in his office.
"To my private suite here."
"Why?"
Natsume didn't answer and simply dragged her inside. It wasn't her first time in his private suite so she wasn't surprised at all. He tossed his coat somewhere and led her to the bed. He laid down on his side, pulling her along with him and hugged her with her back on him.
"Why did you do that?" Mikan asked all of a sudden after a moment of silence.
"Explanation will come later but for now," Natsume handed her the rose which made her gasp.
"This is so beautiful!" Mikan turned so that they were face to face and smiled. "Thank you."
"Let's start again." He said seriously and held her hand which is holding the rose. "I love you, Mikan. I know we're never going to go back to what we once were and... damn! I'm still not one for long speeches." Natsume cursed that made Mikan laugh. "Let's just be together always."
Mikan almost cried in happiness. "I love you too, Natsume. Yes, let's be together always!"
"Now that's the smile I love." Natsume muttered to himself.
"Huh?" Mikan wanted to ask about what he said but Natsume already sealed her lips with a kiss.
Somewhere...
"I don't know whether you made the right choice but for now, I'm glad you're both happy with the choices you made." A woman said after giving on last glance to the sleeping couple who looked peaceful and happy in the arms of each other.
"How long are we gonna keep wearing this stupid outfit?" A man appeared out of nowhere looking pissed as hell.
The woman laughed. "I told you, it's so they wouldn't recognize us."
The man rolled his eyes. "Tch. What's the point?"
She shook her head with a smile before she walked to where he is and hugged his waist. "The point is, because it's more exciting that way," her hood fell revealing soft brown tresses that is curled at the end and reaches the waist. "Natsume."
Natsume looked down at her smiling face.
"Whatever." He said in defeat and wrapped his arms around her.
They looked at the sleeping couple again. "We did all we can to help them, right? Are we all going to be happy from now on?" Mikan asked.
"Hn. For now."
She looked up at him. "What do you mean?"
"Nobody knows what the future really holds, baka. Nobody will always be happy. I thought you know that?" He frowned at her.
She rubbed the back of her head. "Ay. Hehe! I forgot."
"Idiot." He teased.
Mikan pouted. "You're saying, you love an idiot?"
Natsume smirked. "Unfortunately."
"Natsume!" She glared at him and hit his shoulder while he just chuckled. "I'm just kidding."
"Hey, Natsume. Do you know how he changed everything?" Mikan smiled obviously knowing the answer.
"Hn."
"It's the little things that changes a lot." They chorused before finally disappearing.
End
Finally done! How was it? like it? This was supposed to be finished a few days ago but I got sick and finished it only now. I woke up in the middle of the night feeling cold. And I tell you, normally it's really hot. I couldn't get up. I'm really thankful to the people who took care of me while I was sick. Especially my grandma.
I'm a bit fine now. Just light headaches and an upset stomach. I don't even know whether I'm going to vomit or what. And I'm really sensitive with smells. I hate the smell of uncooked fish( in the process of being cooked :P) and perfume which I usually don't mind. Sigh. Glad that was over. I'm starting to hate medicine. I took too much already!
PLEASE READ: If I make another story, it would be about royalty. There is this song in my mind and I thought it would be perfect for the plot I have in mind so I have questions. Here goes:
1. Modern Royalty or not?
I don't know what's harder to write since I haven't tried writing either of them.
2. With Alices or no alices?
I personally like it better if no alices are involve this time. All my stories currently involves the supernatural so it would be nice for a change, right?
For now, these are all I could think of but maybe I'll add more... if there's more. ;) I'll try to make a one-shot about it. Feel free to PM me if you have questions or suggestions!
Thank you for reading and reviewing Change In Time!
-MitsukaiYuki