A/N: Hey guys I am so sorry I haven't written in a while I just lost the will to write because I had run out of good ideas, I'm not too sure if anyone really reads my stories any more but here is chapter 4.

After House had made his way upstairs he stopped to pop a vicodin because of the strain climbing the stairs did to his leg, he then made his way down the huge hall to Cameron's room where he entered shutting the door behind him.

"Allison, we need to talk," he said gently.

"About what?" she asked.

"Your mother, it's about time I came clean with you," he started, "and please understand that I never told you before because I was protecting you from getting hurt," he said as he took a seat on the bed.

"What are you talking about House, your kind of scaring me," Cameron said.

"Well, you know on how your mother adopted you out at birth?"

"Yeah, it was the worst time of my life finding out my whole life was a lie," Cameron replied.

"Well my opinion of you being queen you shouldn't do it, did you know you had a sister?" House asked, "a twin sister?"

"No, noone ever mentioned anything about a sister, how did you find out?" Cameron now looked worried as if she found out something really horrible.

"Your mother told me, you know on how with some twins you get a good one and an evil one? Well your mother assumed that you would be the evil one and gave you away, she kept your sister, Pamela until she was 16 but then found out she had made the biggest mistake of her life and started her search for you," House took a breath then started up again, "she was gonna give the throne to Pamela not to you, she's using you, I think you should come back to New Jersey and forget this ever happened," House finished.

"But House I have waited my whole life to find out who my mother is, I always thought the first time I met my mother I would be happy, you know," Cameron paused taking a couple of breaths just staring at House, "There was always a part of my life missing and I finally reconnect with that one part of my life and you're wanting to take it away from me," Cameron said looking like she was about to cry.

"No, Allison I'm not taking this away from you, but I will have no part in this, no matter how much I love you I won't marry you for you to become queen under false reasons. Your mother gave you up because she didn't want you but then when she finds out it's either you or your sister that she loved so much for queen she wants you," House tried to explain, "she is using you."

"While I am staying here," Cameron said, sounding so final, "like I said my mother is a part of my life now and I want to know her, I'm sorry House."

"I don't know what you're apologising for because in the end it is your decision to decide to either get screwed over by your mother or come back to New Jersey with me, but what ever you decide to do I am going back to the hospital first thing in the morning," House said before walking out, with Cameron close behind.

"Wait a minute, that's not fair!" Cameron exclaimed as she fought to keep up with House, "you're saying that if I don't come back to Jersey with you then you're just gonna forget all about me."

"Yeah that's exactly what I'm saying Allison, it's me or your mother and i respect any decision you make just know that I will always care about you even though it didn't work between us," House said walking off once more.

Cameron gave up following him because she knew it was useless trying to convince him, but no matter how much she knew she loved him and how much she knew he loved her she needed to give it a try with her mum.

Morning came really fast, House had already packed the night before because he was dead serious about going back to princeton plainsboro teaching hospital, with or without Cameron. He just wished that Cameron would have more sense than what she does, but he knew that wishing it wouldn't make it so.

So he went upstairs to say his final goodbyes to Cameron but he was halfway up when he realised that it would be better for both of them he he just left without saying anything, so that's exactly what he did.

On the way to the airport, House could not stop thinking about Cameron, he really wished that she wouldn't be so stubborn and come back to Princeton plainsoboro with him but he knew that she won't change her mind, maybe in a couple of months but not soon.

House decided that he was gonna keep her position at the hospital open as long as he possibly could, like maybe tell Cuddy that she'll be back in two weeks so that he didn't have to go through the hell of finding someone new. House won't be able to stand it in New Jersey without Cameron, she was the only one who kept him sane sometimes, he was really gonna miss her.

Once he arrived at the airport he saw that he had about fifteen minutes to wait until boarding the plane and then about another ten minutes until take off, so he was arguing with his mind whether or not to call Cameron.

His mind had finally given in, but instead his phone was ringing, he was wondering whether she rang him first.

"Greg House," he answered.

"House, where'd you go?" Cameron asked over the phone.

"I'm going home like we discussed last night, it wasn't just a stupid fight I was serious about packing up and leaving with or without you," House answered, he could hear the frustration in her voice on the other line.

"I thought you were just kidding, I didn't think that you would actually leave me here," Cameron said sounding as if she was gonna break into tears, "I love you House, I really do, but I also love my mother."

"I love you too Allison, but not enough to stay here with you. We're not even together anymore, and it probably won't work even if we give it another try," House said to her as he was silently trying to convince himself that he could live without her.

"So you're going? Is that it?" she questioned him.

"Yeah, it is, Allison. I am gonna keep your position open for you for two weeks if you don't come back I'm giving it away to someone else," House said, "I have to go now, plane's boarding," House finished as he hung up walking slowly towards the boarding gate.

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