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James POV

I had locked myself in the bathroom; I had to be safe they are after me saying they are going to take me to the hospital to get me help but they are taking me there to kill me or are handing me over to the government ( I know they are watching me) .

I hear banging on the door bit I don't answer it, this is the only place I am safe, they can't get me here.

'You could just kill yourself make it all go away.' My annoying voice told me. I rolled up my sleeve s and looked at the lines on the inside of my wrist.

I had started cutting when the voices started; no one knew about them since I started wearing long sleeves and I wear all my fan made bangles to hide them.

I decided that maybe the annoying voice could be right that maybe it could make it all go away. I decided to break a razor to get the blade; I started making small cuts across my inner wrist.

"James… Jamie buddy, open the door please." I heard Kendall through the door.

"It doesn't stop." I whimpered back as I carried on cutting into my wrist.

"What doesn't Jamie?" he asked softly.

"The voices… Why can't you hear them? They don't stop…" I said pressing harder on the blade.

"Just let me in James, I can help you."

"You can't, it will all stop soon." Pressing harder, deeper.

"I am coming in James." I heard him tell Carlos to kick the door down.

I didn't care I just carried on cutting.

Kendall POV

Carlos kicked the door open and I ran, I couldn't believe what I was seeing; James sat by the bath cutting into his wrist muttering to himself. I slowly walked over to him when I got closer I could hear him clearer.

"Make it stop, make it stop… Okay… Okay… Make it stop…" He just said it over and over again.

When I got to him I kneeled down beside him and I gently took the razor from him, he looked up at me confused.

"James you have to stop." I said softly.

"I can't they won't let me."

"Who won't Jamie?" I asked while I got a towel from the rock and wrapped James' wrists in it to stop the bleeding.

"Them." He just said as if I knew. He looked so out of it.

"Kendall we need to get him to a hospital." I heard my mum say to me.

"I know." I said softly as not to frighten James as he stared at the wall.

"I'm going to phone ahead let them know we are coming." She said and left the room.

Logan and Carlos were still here, but I wasn't paying attention to them I just knew I had to get James up and out of here. The simplest way I thought was to carry him to the car, as all he seemed to be doing was staring at the wall and was calm , I knew now would be my best chance.

"James I am going to pick you up now and get you out of here." I said but he still wasn't paying attention to me, so I just went and picked him up.

"Kendall what are you doing? We can't leave they will get me! No. No. No. No." he kept screaming and struggling in my arms as he realised we were leaving the apartment.

When we go to the elevator I tried to calm him down, I knew if James was in his right mind he wouldn't want to be seen this way.

"Come on James, it's going to be fine. I won't let anything happen to you, okay?" I said holding him in my arms tight to my body to try and keep him still.

"There are going to get me Kendall, don't let them take me please."

"I won't Jamie, I promise."

My heart was breaking at the sight of him looking up at me so helpless. He had calmed down enough for me to walk through the lobby of The Palm Woods with out to of a problem.

When people did as what was going on with James, I would just say that James had cut his hands on a piece of broken glass, they couldn't tell anyway since his hands were wrapped in a towel.

Mum had already pulled the car around and I got into the back with Logan and Carlos as well with James sat on my lap. James was still muttering to himself not making any sense at all now. I stroked his hair trying to keep calm. I hate feeling so helpless, I wish that I could take all of his pain go away and make him feel better.

When we got to the hospital there were doctors and nurses ready with a stretcher, the others got out of the car before me I saw my mum walk over to talk to them. Logan opened the car door for me and I got out with James. He looked around and when he saw all the doctors and nurses his eyes went wide and started freaking out. He was thrashing about in my arms screaming at me.

He continues like that until a nice calm looking nurse walked over to us and smiled gently, then she stuck a needle in his arms, he started getting weaker and then went limp in my arms. I walked over to the stretcher and laid him on it and they wheeled him off.

I didn't even realise that I had started crying until I felt wet on my check.

I hope you liked it. I know there isn't much Logan or Carlos yet but I promise there will be more of them soon, I am just settign up James' and Kendall's relationship.

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