A hot breeze flows on my face, my eyes slowly opens up and I see the ''Bigfoot'', with a big grin on his handsome face, which is definitely way too close to my face. Therefore, the heat flows thanks to the embarrassment directly into my head and swirls my thoughts around, so that I can't even speak properly and nothing than stutter comes out of my mouth ''W-What a-are y-you d-doing?'' I try to escape by twitching my body back and forth, but nothing seems to work. ''Are you done now?'' a deep and stable voice rumbles against my left ear, followed by him licking it. My whole body cringes and an embarrassing noise escapes my throat. On the spot, I bite on my lips and stare into his deep-blue eyes. I truly can't believe this and his big-ass grin doesn't help me either. ''He- Don't tell me that you have a deep desire for your employe?'' is this jerk even for real?! ''N-no!'' I stutter in an high-pitched voice and I wonder, if it would help me out. I constantly stare at him, waiting for an answer. He laughs, well my voice did not help me at all. ''But your voice didn't sound like you don't want me.'' he grins with his fucking amazing smile and moves to my neck. ''I wonder, if..Stop..- ha.'' Nothing than a deep breath leaks out of me and I feel how slowly his right hand strokes along my left side and lands on my breast. ''Ugh.. n-no..'', I breathe hard and my head turns away so that he has more space. This scene is unbelievable, even though I don't want him to touch me, my body moves by itself. This whole situation makes me feel weird; in a good way. My whole body trembles and it can't have enough of it. My heart races and the way he touches my breast, catches my breath away. But this kind of feels wrong and I'm getting nervous. I truly don't want it, but my body wont stop wanting him so much just because he is hitting my spots by playing with my nipple and my neck. My view gets blurry, until tears flows my checks along and the sobbing begins.
Suddenly everything what my bodyguard does ends, he also releases my hands so that I can rub the tears away, but never the less I don't dare to face him. After a while he places his big and warm hand on my check and gently strokes me with his thumbs ''You always cried, but you never looked away.'' I remained silent as he spoke and after he went to the bathroom. My heart still beats fast and before I can order my thoughts, I have to calm down. I take in a huge breath and release it after three seconds, before I start to think about what just happened.
After I calmed down I start to replay the situation and I notice that he somehow managed to hit my spots, as if he would exactly know.. no wait he did exactly know, what he has to do to arouse me and what did he mean with me always crying and never looking away? Can it be that I actually do know him? Or even worse: Can it be that he is one of my fans and that I accidentally slept with him after a party?
Okay, it's definitely the last one because before Kuroko I was the one guy who gets drunk at the party and afterwards forgets everything. But how can I forget such a jerk?! Unless I meet him before my accident.. ''urgh!'' a stabbing pain crosses my head and it even gets worse, so that I have to reach for my medicine to keep my pain away. I should better not try to remember the past or the pain comes back, especially since today I have lots of work to do.
okay, guys I hope that this time I managed to avoid any grammar errors xx
if not.. than I .. I will quietly cry in a corner.. yeah..
anyways I hope that you like this chapter (even though that there might be any grammar mistakes)
thank you for reading and have a wonderful day! :D