So at 9:36PM Friday November 2006 my world caved in. Everything I had thought disappeared in seconds. It's scary how fast the human heart can break. I'm so… I don't know, maybe now I should just have Tigger eat the stupid locket.

"Jude, Jude?" Tommy's hand waved in my face. Oh yeah I'm still talking to them.

"Oh, sorry. Hey, could I talk to Jess alone? You know, just to talk?"

"Sure, I have to go set something's up in Studio A." He smiled. Wait for it… Wait for it, and yes, he's out of earshot.

"Okay, I'm not trying to act like a bitch, but I have waited 3 and a half years for Tommy to come home… You can not just be here as his wife." Okay so that was harsh, and somewhat stupid, but whatever.

"Umm… Jules… I'm sorry that you don't have a boyfriend, but you can't have my man, you tramp." Jules? Who the hell is Jules?

"My name is Jude, moron."

"Hey Tommy, can I sing that song we were working on? This one is for you Jodie." She sings? I bet she sounds like a cow. Ha, ha… And for the love of God will she just call me Jude? I know she knows what my name is.

"Yeah, come on in here." She is actually going to sing. I have to hear this. "So sit on the stool, and well sing when I start the music." Tommy told her as I walked into the recording room.

"Thanks Tommy and I just want to let you know, I love you." She, of course, turns to me and smirks when she says that, then turns to Tommy with an innocent smile. Luckily I don't have to hear Tommy say it, cause he started the music right away.

"Country?" I ask quietly.

"Yeah, she does a lot of different varieties." Tommy smiled in admiration. Great he is actually in love with her. I guess I should listen to the song she is dedicating to me.

"Well you're a real hot cookie with a new hairdo
Your high heel boots and your credit card
Long legs and a mini skirt
Yeah you know what works and you work it hard
You smile like such a lady innocent and sweet
You drive the men folk crazy,
But any girl can see
You're just a

CHORUS

Homewrecker
I know what you're doin'
You think you're gonna ruin what I got, But you're not
Yeah you little go getter
I'll teach you a lesson
If you get to messin' with my man
You don't stand a chance
No, you're just a homewrecker

I'm sure you waited for a long, long time
To find a man like mine
But honey you're too late
So before you go and make your move
Maybe me and you should get a few things straight
There's two ways we can do this
I'll let you decide
You can take it somewhere else or we can take it outside you little

REPEAT CHORUS

Now honey I'm a Christian, But if you keep it up
I'm gonna go to kickin' your pretty little butt
Is that clear enough yeah, you little

Homewrecker
I know what you're doin'
You think you're gonna ruin what I got, But you're not
Yeah you little go getter
I'll teach you a lesson
If you get to messin' with my man
You don't stand a chance
No, you're just a homewrecker."

That bitch! Who does she think she is!

"You like it Jude? I wrote it for girls who think they can steal my man." Of course around Tommy she says my name right.

"That's nice Jess, that's nice." I didn't mean for that to come out as rude as it sounded, but she deserves it.

"Hey, Jess, could I talk to Jude alone for a bit, to catch up on old times?" Yes finally time alone with Tommy.

"Sure, baby, but hold on I have to give you something." Jess said as she walked into the room Tommy and I were. "I love you, honey." She looked over at me then kissed him. "Tootles." I hate her. How could he marry something like that?

"Well, Jude, how are you? I see you kept the locket." Got to love Tommy's issue with pointing out the obvious.

"I've been okay… School is alright… I'm at Coastal Carolina, it's cool being by the beach. And of course I still I have the locket, it mean's a lot to me." I smile at him sweetly.

"So I assume you opened it?" Uh… I don't want to look like a loser, so…

"Yeah, I open it all the time."

"It's still true, but don't tell Jess." He winked at me. Okay now I have to get this locket open.

"Ha, ha… Yeah, I'll act like I don't even know." Cause I really don't.

"Jude, I really did miss you… I'm sorry the letters stopped so soon, but I met Jess and got… Distracted." He got distracted? Ugh… Maybe I should rethink this whole "I love Tommy" bit… Or this could be the head damage talking.

"Why did you marry her? I think I recall you saying to me, before you left, that you loved –me-. Wait here's a better question, why did you leave 3 and a half years ago, leaving me with unanswered questions, and then have the nerve to come back here with a wife?" Wow I didn't think I had that in me to say that! But I'm glad I got it off my chest.

"Yeah, but Jude, I thought you would have a boyfriend by now." Now that is offensive. "by now"? God… He is so…

"I'm sorry I thought maybe, maybe you would come back to me." Don't cry Jude, don't cry.

"Look, I'm sorry okay? I left to make things better for you. And I got married to try to forget you… Wait, wait… Jude that isn't what I meant." I cant fight the tears anymore now.

Forget me. I get it Tommy, say no more." I got to get out of here.

Rushing past Jess with streaming tears, I heard her mutter, "I knew he would tell her off." God I hate her so much.

You know how I said "I loved Tommy" well I was sadly mistaken. How could I have been so stupid to believe that he would come back for…? Me… And to believe that he cared for me. I really should have seen this coming with the crummy luck that I get.

Now on one hand I want to get the locket open more then ever, but on the other I want to burn it. I hope Tommy realizes what he married, and when he does I hope he…. What do I hope he does? Ugh, I don't want to care anymore… I'm so sick of caring for him when nothing comes back from him.

I just want to forget him… Now that seems impossible when he is now back, but it will somehow work. Tommy is so great at screwing with my already screwed life.