PLEASE READ THIS
Okay, first of all I wanna say I'm sorry that I didn't warn you before about the dark content of the previous chapter and I'm also sorry because it offends many people, especially my loyal readers, the ones that are with me since the very beginning.
So because of that reason, I think I need to write this asap. You all deserve an explanation from me. I know rape is a rape. And it's not a joke. So I get why some of you decide to leave this story. But I promise you, I will not do such a thing to ruin it. I have plot. Before I start a new story, I have already planned everything in details. And this is part of that detail.
Well, I hate that I have to leak the plot, but with all the negative reviews I've got, I think I should give you one.
1. You know I try so hard to create a real bad Edward, a brand new merciless human being. He doesn't have soft spot for anyone, including Bella. So he is trying to make her fear him the way people do. He tries to make her hate him more than anyone does. Just wait for the EPOV for the details.
2. Yes, he drugs her. He likes to force people do what he wants. And looking at the way Bella fights him, it only challenges him more. He likes it, of course, but when it becomes too much, he has to remind her who he is and what he can do.
3. The most important: As doesn't make sense as it sounds, no, he doesn't rape her. The drug makes her think that way and that's his intention too. It's a hallucination. And I will explain it at the next chapter real soon I hope.
I'm so sorry if I offend you. I hope you still want me to continue this story :)