Is what I should have said. Instead I said this "I miss you," Alex just gave me a small heart-broken half smile and left the NICU, then my pager went off, the mom was awake, I walked into the room and she was sitting up,chewing nerviously on her nails, she spotted me and before I could ask anything she asked me "What happened?" "First of all how did you get here?" "My boyfriend and I were having an argument and he stormed out of the house, I ran down the stairs after him and I lost my balence," I nodded whilst taking notes. "What happened? Is my baby okay?" "You were hemorging and the baby was in distress, now we managed to save her but sh-" "Blair" "Wait. I'm sorry what?" "Blair, her names Blair," "Oh of course, I'm sorry, But Blair isnt out of the woods yet, I'm sorry to tell you this but your- Blair has developed something called 'Respiratory Distress Syndrome' which causes inability to breathe properley, now this should go away soon, but until it does, she needs to be kept on a ventilator," At this point I noticed her eyes were filling up with tears, "I'll give you some time to take all of this in, have a nurse page me, if you've any problems or questions," I said giving her a small smile, I hoped she would be okay. She seemed to be in a worse state then her daughter was and her daughter was three months premature. All this talk of babies and preemies made me miss my babies so then I left to go check on my children.
I walked down to the daycare, when I saw a memorial plaque, 'In memory of George O' Malley' It still didnt seem real to me, George, my person, Sweet George who never hurt a fly, who walked me up the isle, was dead,gone. I missed him, if he was here he'd no what to do, I just stood there and stared at the plaque while the tears flew down my face like a waterfall, I managed to compose myself someway and then I went into see Haven and Asher. I walked in and Haven came running at me, "MOMMY!" "Hi baby," I said swinging her up onto my hip, "Mommy, why you cry?" "Cause I'm sad baby," "Why?" "Cause do you remember mommy telling you about uncle George, the one who's in heaven?" "Yeah" "I miss him baby," "S'ok mommy," Asher came running up to me, "Mommy, up,up!" He demanded from my feet reaching up towards me. I managed to juggle both of them, "Mommy, where Addie?" Asher asked me, "Well baby, Addie's still in Phoenix," "Mommy, I miss her," The twins said in unision, "I know babies, I miss her too, but she might be coming down to visit soon," As soon as I said that they're eyes lit up, "Mommy we call her?" Haven asked, I pulled out my phone and dialed her number, "Hello?" I put her on loudspeaker, "Addie, I've two small people who want to say hi to you," "Hi Addie," Then twins said in unision again, "Hi babies, I'm coming down next week," They seemed so excited but then again who could blame them, hell I was excited. I missed my best friend, my rock, my Addie.
Alex P.O.V How dare she! How dare she come back, after almost three years, now don't get me wrong , of coure I missed her and of course I wanted my wife back but seriously three years later and with another mans kids no less.
I went to go see Lucy on the 5th floor, unfortunatly I got into the elevator the same time as Yang. "So...Izzies back," "Shut up Yang," "And with a pair of kids too I hear," "Shut up Yang!" I yelled as I walked out the elevator door, I walked into Lucys office quietly, hoping to surprise her, but the surprise was on me. I saw her lying on the examination chair with Avery ontop of her, they were so busy making out they didnt even notice me come in. I walked out and slammed the door against the wall.
I went down to the NICU, to check on the new preemie, when I saw Izzie was already down there, "What happened?" I asked while grabbing my stethoscope, "Her bps hit the ground, Nurse push one of EP," As soon as this was done, her bp went back to normal. Normal pov. I went down to the NICU and noticed her bp was well below what it should have been for a baby of this size and age, Alex was down a minute later,
"She's dying,Alex,Blairs dying, she's never been held and is probabley never going to see her mother," I whispered, my eyes filling up with tears, "I know Iz," Alex whispered while rubbing small circles on my back, "Its not fair!" I said as I threw myself into his arms, "Sometimes life isnt fair, Iz you of all people should know that," I pulled my head back from his shoulder and we looked into each others eyes, I pressed my lips to his, and it started out as a soft kiss that lingered. Then it was like something in me switched. I was kissing him deeply and hugging him close.
My emotions were like fireworks. Alex put his hands on my lower back and pressed me closer, I never wanted this to end. Suddenly he pulled back and walked backwards "Damnit Izzie!" "What it was one kiss, Alex!" "This isnt supposed to happen, not again," "What? Whats not supposed to happen?" I said the rage building up in my voice "I'm not supposed to love you," Alex whispered and then ran out of the NICU.
A/N dun dun duuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhh. :) Review please :) Am I really that bad? ;)