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This chapter is the week after the party btw. The next chapter will be somewhat of a flashback chapter.
Unbeta'd, let me know of any mistakes so I can fix them!
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I met up with Mike at lunch. I've gotten closer to the guy while staying here plus he's an extremely cute, and he does attract the girls. I sat across from him and Quinn.
"So Mike what are we gonna do this weekend?" I asked while munching away my juicy hamburger and fries. Good thing I barely gain weight anymore.
"Well I was thinking maybe you, me, Brittany and Quinn could go to the zoo." Mike finished up his chicken nuggets and wiped his mouth. He still had ketchup on the side of mouth until Quinn kissed it off. "Yuck!" They are disgusting sometimes.
"That sounds great! What time should we meet up?" I asked. I never have any plans so I'm up for anything at this point especially if Brittany will be there.
"I'll call you later and tell you because I'm not sure yet" Mike said simply. Being around so many animals wasn't the smartest idea for me but if I could hang out with Brittany I didn't care. Speaking of Brittany she hadn't come to the table. I looked around searching for the tall blonde.
"What's wrong Santana?" Quinn asked me with a slight seductive tone placing her hand over mine. Why does she insist on doing that? I pulled away quickly glaring at her.
"I'm looking for Brittany have you seen her?" I asked them both. I was worried but I wasn't sure why, she's probably just in the bathroom.
"Last time I saw her she was in the hallway with Sam" Quinn said with a devilish grin. She scares me sometimes. I was rising up from my seat to check for Brittany but than a familiar fragrance caught my attention. Brittany.
Brittany smiled and took the seat next to me. My heartbeat sped up with pleasure, I loved the way she affected me.
"Oh thank god you're here! Ms. Lopez almost had a heart attack when she couldn't find you." Quinn said teasingly giving me a wink. I frowned from embarrassment was I that obvious? Brittany placed her arm on my shoulder and smiled at me.
"Really? Well I'm here now so she doesn't have to worry." she winked. I blushed I wondered if any body noticed.
"We were just talking about going to the zoo this weekend. Can you go?" I was hoping she would say yes I would be able to get to spend more time with her. She exhaled a moment pushing her hair out of her face.
"I'm not sure, Sam was gonna take me out to this Saturday. I can't bail on him." She looked at me and then down at the table. I knew about Sam but it still sucks she actually likes him and that he likes her. I can't do anything because I'm her friend, friends don't make romantic moves on each other.
"Well you guys can hang out with us, we'll give you enough space so it seems as if it's just you two." I said sincerely enough for her to believe. I wanted her to myself but I couldn't have her right now. She asked me if I was sure and I told her yes.
School ended. I was exhausted from the day of doing nothing I couldn't wait to get home. Just then I saw Brittany heading towards me with a guy who I assumed was Sam. Oh great. He wasn't bad looking, short blonde justin bieber hair, tanned like her, he had chiseled features and a pretty blue eyes. Not a bad choice, I mean if you like an All-American couples that looked like half siblings.
"Hey Santana! Umm this is Sam." She paused and smiled at him sweetly "My boyfriend."
She made an emphasis on "boyfriend". My heart nearly broke into small little tiny pieces. So it's official. I wondered if she forgot about that night at Puck's party, if she was too drunk enough to remember what happened between us. He held out his hand to me, I would hate him more if he wasn't so polite. I took his hand in mine grasping hard. To my delight he winced in pain. I smirked.
"Wow girl you have a strong grip!" he rubbed his hand gently trying to suppress his pain. I just smiled having nothing I wanted to say to the guy. Brittany shot me a knowing look.
"Need me to walk you home?" I asked looking up and down at Brittany.
"No Sam is gonna walk me home today, but thanks." I'm really starting to dislike this guy that was my job of doing not his. I've been walking Brittany home ever since that day at the party last week, we had amazing conversations about cats and fairies. It's not something I usually talk about but the sparkle in her eyes whenever she started talking about that is amazing, she would just ramble and I would be completely in awe because of the passion she exude while talking.
Now Sam was going to take away that privilege and soon I felt rage enveloping my body I needed to calm down. Brittany took notice to this.
"Are you okay?" She asked worriedly. Her soft velvet voice calmed me down only she could do that to me.
"Yes I'm just fine. I'm gonna head home, see you Saturday." I walked quickly to the entrance and went home.
Fucking He-man.
SATURDAY
Today I'm going to go to the Zoo with the group and Sam. I can't stand his name. I put on my best outfit and perfume so Brittany could see what she was missing and also so I won't stink like animal ass when we left. The sun was out and it definitely brightened up my day as I seem to get the feeling hanging with Sam and Brittany was gonna be hard and tiring. Now thinking about it the wondertwins will probably blind me with their blonde hair in this sunny damn weather.
"Hey Santana! Over here!" Mike was like a little kid pointing out all the elephants. I felt a surge of strength going through my body it was exciting I haven't felt this kind of power in so long. I could crack Sam's neck right now but of course that would break Brittany's heart. Sam and her were cuddling up near the tree next to the information stuff of the elephant. Quinn and Mike are groping each other. I'm alone. The fucking 5th wheel, odd piece of the puzzle, the alien, you get the point. This blows way more than I thought it would. I feel funny like uh my nether regions have found a pot o' gold within itself. My underwear feel slightly damp. The animals.
I need sex. I have this uncontrollable desire to have sex with someone. The only thing I could compare it with is a cat in heat. My blood churned with excitement that came from nowhere, I felt stronger, and I feel like a sex beast. I don't where sex beast came from but it's the only word that describes what I feel. My breathing was jagged. I groaned. Oh no this can't be happening right now in a fucking Zoo where it smells like animal ass that alone should of killed my arousal but no these fucking animals want to all horny and shit. We headed to where the sea lions, today the zoo are having a show. I can make it, just one hour until the sea lions and then I could leave.
I couldn't stand sitting in the same spot for the next twenty minutes next to the annoying lovebirds. Oh here we go "the makeouts" Mike and Quinn. They so need to stop, there's kids around. That never stopped me before so I'm a bit of a hypocrite but these two are just annoying.
"Babe I need to use the bathroom." I heard Quinn say from a distance. At least now I didn't have to see her and Mike make out for the next couple of minutes. She looked my way. Oops she caught me glaring. She smiled nicely at me. That's weird.
"Hey Santana can you come with me?" she asked, her voice husky. Her voice makes it so hard to refuse anything she asks of me no matter how bitchy she comes off. She could read a whole book about Christoper Columbus and I would be mesmerized. Quinn is gorgeous she came in second on my "Who's hot list" after Brittany. She had nice full lips and she was in great shape. I could tell she worked out daily. It was probably because of those diet shakes Brittany told me about that help kept her in shape. Her style of clothing was punk rockerish, today she wore tight black jeans and a black low-cut v-neck shirt and her hair is pink. I wonder what got into her.
I followed her into the bathroom hesitantly. She slowly fixed her make-up. I never understood why girls go to the bathroom just to do a really simple thing. She's looking in the mirror at me, flashing a mischievous smile.
"You got something on your lips."
Before I can reply she's kissing me. My mind was lost and my hunger took over, Mike wouldn't be happy. I can't do this but oh god she's palming my breast and I haven't got laid in months. I pushed her hard against the wall next to the door, kissing her back with a force. She moaned in the mouth, who knew Ms. Chastity Queen liked it rough.
"I thought you were straight." I said in between kisses.
"What I am isn't any of your concern."
"God you are so fucking sexy. I kind of like your HBIC attitude." A woman who could take charge is something I always admired however when it came to the bedroom I'll always be on top.
She tugged on my hair hard and if I wasn't strong it would of hurt like hell.
"Santana stop talking and fuck me." Her hands roamed all over my body she grabbed onto my hips wanting for more. I pushed her legs open, wrapping them around my waist than I stopped for a moment. I can smell her arousal. I contemplated if I should keep going I was in a mode I never was in before. Sex filled my mind and I needed to get it out but should I do this to Mike?
"Please keep going." She pleaded her eyes on mine. As fucked up as it is that was all I needed to keep going my body needs this. I ripped her shirt open, her breast were exposed they were a nice size and looked delicious. I ducked my head down to her breast now licking her nipples slowly in a circular pattern. She moaned loudly her sweat appeared on her forehead. I guess I am her workout for today.
She planned this since she decided to come to the bathroom but my anger didn't over power my need. I slid my hand from her hips to the top of her jeans. I lingered my hand there for a moment. This would turn out bad, she's Mike's girlfriend and not only is she cheating on him, she's cheating on him with me. I like Brittany I don't like her but this need to fuck is not going away. She is so damn hot.
"Please fuck me." She breathlessly said. I got excited just to hear her plead for me. I broke her jeans button, sliding her pants down just enough to show her panties. She smelled so good. My hand slipped into her underwear feeling her wetness I slowly rubbed her wet folds and massaged her clit. Her heart beated loudly, if possible she got even wetter.
"Oh god!" She bit into my shoulder hard. I pushed two fingers hard into her. She gasped at my sudden entrance but moved rhythmically against my fingers as I thrust harder into her now entering another finger.
"Fuck! -you feel so good inside me." Seeing her enjoyment I quickened my pace she already came but I wasn't finished yet, I still needed to be in control. She moved her hips into my fingers.
"You like that don't you." My voice is hoarse it's not even recognizable. I didn't sound like me because this wasn't me. I'm an animal. She answered me by moaning. I felt as if desire took over my body and suddenly I was pushing with such force I thought I may hurt her but I didn't care, not right now anyway. Her body arches into mine we are so close I can feel her nipples against my shirt.
"Stop." She yelled out but ignored her only going faster. Her legs are still are around my waist giving me perfect access to her center. Quinn groaned as my hand pounded her vigorously.
"Please stop your hurting me!" She pleaded her heart was racing out of fear. I am still fucking her and I'm quite literally banging her against the wall. Quinn tried to push me away with all her might but I'm too strong for her. I have to stop. I need to. I let go of her legs and removed my hand from inside of her.
How could I do such a thing? Quinn pulled her jeans back up her face covered in shock and fear but to my surprise she had a smile. What? I was confused as ever.
"Nice job Santana I didn't think you had it in you" She winked at me. What the fuck? Anger filled my veins quickly I wanted to smash her head in.
"You bitch!" I hissed. She laughed at my me.
"Santana you didn't even stop when I told you were hurting me! You didn't stop when I told you to! If I wasn't roleplaying I could easily charge you of rape." I could detect a slight hint of fear also. I was ashamed, she was right it would have been rape if she wasn't playing and even if I didn't stop I would seriously hurt her. The fact is I wasn't aware she was joking, I didn't listen when she said stop. I am a monster.
"Sorry" I said softly walking to the door.
"Where are you going?" she asked aggravated. She stood covering her chest with her hands. Her HBIC coming out.
"I'm leaving. Tell the others I wasn't feeling well. And don't you dare tell Mike about what happened, unless you want to be single." I snarled at her. This is as much as my fault as it was hers but I can't let her know that. Before walked out the door I softened my remembering what I done. Oh god what did I do?
"I'm sorry again for everything." I need to go somewhere far away from Brittany.
So I decided I'm either gonna add the flashback within this chapter in a couple of days or so or just use it as a filler for the next chapter.
Sorry for the lack of Brittana in this chap but there are a lot of them in the next couple of chapters.
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