Disclaimer: I own nothing you recognise. The Demata Fallows clan are my own creation and boy am I proud of them I'm starting to develop a fantasy crush on Alex.

This part has a Mature Rating. Please if your uncomfortable don't read I don't want to offend anyone.

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Entering the dimly lit classy bar Serena's eyes scanned the dark room then turned her back to it hissing into her phone "No B, I have to go I'm here now."

"No S I'm telling you its not a good idea he was just with some blonde slut. Please turn around I'll meet you at your house."

"No look I'm here now I'll call you later."

"As soon as you leave that disgusting rat Fallows ok." Blair demanded clearly disgusted. Serena could hear Chuck murmuring in the background and sniffed hoping he wasn't trying to seduce her friend while on the phone to her.

"Yes B I promise. Bye."

Slipping her phone back in her black Chanel clutch Serena face the mirror running a hand through her loosely curled hair hoping she looked ok.

"Serena?"

Dropping her hand Serena closed her eyes counting to five then spun around slowly, her lips parting in suprise; Alexander stood less than a foot away from her dressed in a white dress shirt his tails untucked, dark jeans and a black blazer smiling softly at her.

"Alexander." She breathed unsure of her movements it seemed that Alex could still read her because he took a hesistant step towards her and hugged her wrapping his strong arms around her shoulders while her arms wrapped themselves around his torso underneath his jacket.

Alex buried his face in her hair taking in her Vanilla floral scent 'she still fits perfectly in my arms.' Sighing he released his arms stepping away from her slightly "Come on I'll buy you a drink."

Smirking Serena led the way into bar unaware of Alex's blue eyes trained to her long legs that showed from her little black Chanel dress that stopped mid thigh. Holding out the seat Alex waited till Serena sat down before taking the seat next to her. The bar tender slided over smiling at Serena and Alex scowled darkly.

"What can I get you Ms Van Der Woodsen?"

"I'll have a Martini. Alex?"

"Scotch on Ice." He bit out, the bar tender finally looked at Alex and his eyes widened in recognition before moving off to mix the drinks. Hearing Serena laughing Alex turned to her "What."

"Your still jealous Alex."

"I'm not jealous."

"Yes you were...its still cute." He smirked at her then looking down at his hands resting on the bar. "So how's your sister."

"Althea. She's umm something else but she's good you'll be seeing her at school."

"So your coming back to school then?" He nodded as the bar tender slid them their drinks before moving on.

"Yes my dad feels that there is no need to move again since we'll be leaving for college next year."

"Right so you still looking into Oxford I remember you were almost as crazy as Blair is about Yale."

"I'm not sure I got offered a early posistion at Oxford but my father wishes for me to wait and see if Havard or even Yale to reply "

"What do you want Alex. That's the most important thing right."

"Honestly Serena I don't really know what I want right now. Back in California it was all about Oxford but now where back in New York and...things have change."

"Like Bebe."

He smiled thinking of his grandmother "Yes like Bebe and well...you."

"Me?"

"Yes do you know I always planned to come back to New York."

"For what."

"New York's my home Serena. Everbody I care about apart from my family are here and my father's headquarters are here I was definitely coming here."

"Well that's good you shouldn't of had to leave New York in the first place, I mean I was suprised I turned up at your house and Bebe told me you've all gone." Alex sighed heavily running his hands through his hair but Serena kept talking. "You didn't even tell me Alex I know we were broken up but you could have called-"

"No I couldn't" He cut in gently "I was angry at you Serena you chose Georgina over us."

"No I didn't I was friends with her but I loved you and you were angry at every little thing I did and I don't even know why." Alex looked at Serena watching her face betray her emotions she was still hurt by his actions that much he could see, he didn't even come here to visit the past or their trainwreck of a relationship but it seemed that's what Serena wanted so he was going to put it all out there.

"You want to know I took a instant dislike to Georgina? Do you want to know why I had to restrain myself from fucking her up and basically demanding that you stay away from you and why Althea started hanging around with Blair more than you two?"

Serena nodded hearing the anger in his voice.

"Because her grandfather killed mine."

"What"

"Yes he started Fallows Inc with Gregory Sparks but Greg wanted the company for himself and my grandfather worked himself into a grave to try and stop him." Alexander downed his Scotch as his father's words of contempt at Greg haunted his mind, signalling for another he continued speaking. "when my grandfather died he left his company to my father who became ruthless, cold hearted and cut throat all in the name of making his father's company one of the greatest but to do that he had to eliminate the competition and he did he got rid of Greg. You see Georgina knew about our family history and her anger towards my father was aimed at me. You see there was a few things I took pride in and knowing the bitch that she is she knew this she couldn't get to Nate and Chuck because they knew the history and Althea hated Georgina just as much as I did and made no shame in showing it. My father was unreachable to her family he put them behind him so then there was you. The girl everyone said I was destined to marry the girl I believed I would marry she got to you and before I could even fatom what was going on you were gone."

"But I wasn't gone Alex I was still there I still did all my duties too you."

"No Serena you may have been there but it wasn't you and everything out your mouth was Georgina this and Georgina that every morning I woke up angrier than I went to bed till one day I just stopped caring and I knew then that we were over. So I ended it may not have been the best way but I did then we left."

"Oh Alex I...I'm sorry I'm so sorry I thought you just stopped loving me I mean my mom wasn't there and it was just me and Eric and the nannies but you was there also I mean you was there for us you did all these things with Eric and me for me because I knew you loved me but then you weren't I really thought you stopped loving me but now I know it was because of what I did."

Alex smiled grimly "She got her wish though my family up and left...I heard you left too though what happened?"

"Oh umm," Serena turned to him crossing her legs "Something happened."

"What?"

"Look I was drunk and I didn't know what I was doing I mean I knew but I was really drunk and-" She cut herself off mid ramble when she saw amusement dancing in his eyes. His baby blue eyes that she always imagined their childen having. "I'm rambling aren't I." she said sheepishly and he nodded calmly taking a deep breath she decied to just blurt it out "I had sex with Nate."

Alex's face suddenly went blank it was void of all emotions, his eyes which usually were her windows to what was going on with him were blank; he had no emotions no feelings on what she just said and once again she felt guilty. Blair had taken time to forgive her but she did eventually and Nate seemed to be over whatever infatutation he had with Serena but she always knew if Alex ever came back she would tell him seeing as he mattered to her most.

"....Alex please I-"

Alex stood up pulling out his wallet, fishing out a twenty he tossed it onto the bar and turned leaving without a single look back; Serena gulped back the rest of her Martini and got up rushing behind Alex.

"Alex!" She called but he never slowed his pace he kept walking making his way through the lobby of The Palace, taking a deep breath she took the plunge "ALEXANDER."

Everyone in the hotel stopped what they were doing to stare at the blonde haired girl all except the person in question he continued out the door. Ignoring the various cell phones that were held up to her Serena rushed out of the hotel bumping straight into Blair.

"S what's happened?"

"I don't have the time Blair I have to go after Alex." She made a move to walk on but Blair held onto her arms tightly "B please."

"No Chuck's got him tell me what happened."

Sighing Serena explained everything of what happened between them and Blair listened intently noting how Serena was dressed and how scared she sounded it was like the break-up once she finished explaining Blair tugged Serena into a tight embrace wishing that she knew how Georgina ruined Alex and Serena back then because she would have seriously made the bitch pay...again.

"S," she pulled back looking at her friend's distressed face "do you still love Alex?"

"What? No I don't I just..." She sighed trailing off nodding "Yea but I love Dan too but-"

"Alex is Alex your Alex." Blair guessed.

"Yea and I've ruined it again I'm such a mess B."

Blair rubbed Serena's arm noting the goosebumps that appeared "Let's go up too Chuck's suite you'll be warm."

"No I have to talk to-Chuck." Serena got out of Blair's embrace and walked towards her Step-brother "Where's Alex?" He smirked.

"Nice to see you too sis."

"I'm not in the mood for your games just tell me where he is."

"He's waiting for you in my limo." Serena went to walk past him but Chuck's hand reached out latching onto her wrist and she looked at him disgusted. "Word of advice sis don't mess up the only good thing to happen to you."

Serena yanked her wrist from Chuck's grip and walked off hugging herself from the cold, Chuck's infamous limo sat waiting the driver waiting at the door, when he saw Serena approaching he smiled at her encouragingly before opening the door. Serena spotted Alex sitting in the darkest corner of the limo nursing a glass of Scotch and slid in leaning against the door when it was slammed shut.

The driver had his instructions from Mr Bass to keep driving around until he was instructed differently by Alexander Fallows only so that's what he began to do joining the New York traffic.

Alex continued to nurse his scotch a pensive look on his face very aware of Serena's blue eyes watching him "My bestfriend Serena."

"I know Alex but I was in a bad place and it just happened." She tried to explain Alex made no notion that he heard her "Please Alex talk to me. I'm sorry."

"Don't...don't apologise just don't."

"Alex," She moved closer to him taking his hands in her and he finally looked at her "You were gone-"

"I know but that is still no reason to fuck my best friend who and unless I'm mistaken was your best friend's boyfriend."

"I know Alex but God you can't make me feel any more guilty than I do right now B's my best friend and Nate's yours but it just happened. Please don't be angry with me."

Alex bit his lip looking down at her delicate hand holding his, the contrast between her creamy skin and his tanned almost olive skin. He didn't want to be angry he had no right to be angry after what he did but Serena and Nate he'd always imagined her with Chuck then again he knew of Nate's feelings for Serena even back then but he ignored it because he knew Serena loved him and Nate would never betray him like that.

"I just...Nate's living with me Serena how do you suppose I deal with this whenever I look at him I'll see you two?"

"Don't think about it Alex it was a mistake one that has never happened again that's why I left because I felt so guilty I couldn't look Blair in the face or Bebe she would always come over to check on me and Eric I just couldn't look anyone in the face."

"So you ran."

"Yea I ran to connecticut. Alex Blair has forgiven me I really want you to forgive me."

Alex shook his head "It shouldn't matter if I forgive you, I'm not your boyfriend your mother told me about Dan is it?"

"Yea Dan Humphrey you'd really like him," he looked at her with disbelief "We're not together Alex. Alex look at me."

Alex lifted his head his blue eyes connecting with Serena's blue ones, her eyes pleading with him. She wanted him to forgive her because right now that's all that mattered to her and when he did she could finally put the whole incident with Nate behind her. Alex eyes drifted down to her parted lips feeling a familar tightening in his stomach he always got whenever he was around Serena. Groaning he yanked her onto his lap and crushed his mouth against hers before she could realise what she was doing she wound her arms around his neck burying her fingers in his glossy locks. Tracing her bottom lip with his tongue Alex asked for entrance which she gladly gave knowing that if Alex never spoke to her again she would always have this night between them.

"Dunque erotico, dunque bello così. ..mine" Alex murmured against her mouth causing her to moan outloud; she loved it when he spoke Italian to her it was like a secret thing between them the simplist words turned her on greatly and he knew this.

Gripping his hair tightly making Alex flinch Serena manuvered herself on his lap so she was straddling him her kness pressed deeply into the seat as she pressed herself tightly against him. Alex slid his lips from her mouth down her neck sucking and gently nipping making her flinch, moving his hands from her waist he buried one hand in her golden hair tugging her head back sharply exposing her bare neck and he attacked it biting it.

"Oh God." She whispered loving the little licks from his tongue "Alex. I missed you."

Alex lifted his head once he was satisfied his mark would be there come morning he gazed into her eyes that were dark with lust and need, her mouth swollen from his kisses and her chest heaving. Taking hold of her head he tugged her mouth back down onto his before ripping his away and pressing the button making the glass between them and the driver slide down "Take us to my family's penthouse." The driver nodded and the glass went back up but not before the driver saw Serena's head fly back as Alex began to suck on her neck again.

When the limo stopped outside the penthouse Alex tugged Serena behind him, Neil the doorman nodded at Alex as he passed his arm placed comfortably around the blonde's waist.

"Goodnight Mr Fallows?" He called.

"It will be." Alex's arrogant reply made Serena frown but he kissed her nose pulling her in the elevator to take them to their floor.

Once the doors shut Serena pulled Alex hard against her staring him deep in his eyes her lips brushing against his.

"I need to tell you something." she whispered.

"What."

"I...still love you."

The elevator pinged and the doors opened Alex smirked taking her hands in his "I know come on."

Entering the penthouse they saw his mother looking over papers at the coffee table she looked up at them suprised taking in their frazzled appearence.

"Serena and Alex are you both ok?"

"We're fine." Alex answered "Thea hasn't come back with Nate yet."

"You know your sister I won't expect her till early morning."

"Ok we're going to my room."

"Ok."

Serena smiled softly at the ex-model following Alex knowing that the buring desire to be together was still aflame. Once they reached his bedroom Alex kicked the door shut pushing Serena against it and crashed his lips onto hers pressing himself flush against her. Her arms wrapped around his neck putting her all into the kiss lifting her leg high around his waist rubbing herself against his growing bulge creating a delicious friction. Alex lifted her leg higher against his waist causing her to rub herself harder against him, pulling her mouth from his Serena began gasping; at the shooting sensations that were currently working their way through her body and the lack of oxygen in her lungs.

"I...love you." She whispered whole heartedly.

Once again Alex only smirked at this declaration of love and staring into her eyes he could see the truth reflected in them. Lifting her other leg around his waist Alex pushed off from the door carrying Serena over to his bed and dropping her down but falling with her seeing as her legs were wrapped tightly around his waist. Alex lifted himself so he was resting on his elbows his chest hovering over her, Serena holding on tightly began to rub against him harder jerking herself and staring into his eyes. Uttering a curse Alexander lowered himself so his full weight was on her and kissed her rolling onto his back, his hands burying themselves in her hair.

Holding her hands down tighter, Alex dipped his head taking her erect peak into his mouth biting down on it hard.

"Oh GOD YES!" Serena screamed lifting her hips to meet his hard thrust hearing Alex groan against her breast. Squeezing her thighs against his waist Serena wriggled her hands free and pushed Alex's shoulder so he rolled over pulling her over him. Tossing her hair over her shoulder Serena began to thrust herself against him, her nails digging into his chest.

Alexander and Serena continued to push their bodies to its limits teasing, plucking and sucking all while pushing themselves further to that magical moment. When they felt the familar tightening in their lower stomachs Alex hugged Serena tighter to his body squeezing her eyes tighter. Her entire body tensed greatly before jerking in his arms as he fell back as the stars behind his lids began to fade and whispering his name followed by a declaration of love Serena collapsed on top of him.

Just as sleep began to take over she felt Alex's fingers brush across her lips as he whispered "I love you too."

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Squeezing her eyes together tightly Serena shifted under the warm blankets moving closer to the warm body, her body was humming with satisfaction which only further confirmed her previous thoughts that only Alex seemed to know her body's buttons and when to push them.

Hearing a chuckle she fluttered her eyes before opening them fully and blinking a few times her eyes were met by warm blue ones.

"Hi." She whispered hoarsely.

"Hey." He lifted one hand brushing away the strands and tucking it behind her ear "How you feeling."

"Amazing except my throat." He chuckled and she giggled moving closer to him throwing her smooth leg over his hairy one.

"Well you were screaming quite loud." He teased.

"Oh shut up no I wasn't."

"You were I'm gonna hear it from my parents and sister."

"What about Bebe?" She whispered tracing the tattoo of the Demata family's crest on his chest.

"She'll probably give me my props on making the great Serena Van Der Woodsen scream the house down."

"Ugh I have to go home." she buried her face in his chest hugging him tightly. "What time is it?"

"Its after 11."

"A.M?"

"Uh-huh I'll walk you home, my sister took the towncar this morning."

"I can't go out like this wearing clothes from last night."

"I'll find you something but for now," He sat up holding her against him "Let's have a shower."

"Together?"

"Uh-huh remember the fun we used to have in the shower. Come on."

Alex jumped from the bed completly naked and tugged the blankets stripping her down, screaming Serena scrambled off the bed and chased Alex into his bathroom, the door slamming behind them. Screams and laughter could be heard from Serena and Alex.

Dunque erotico, dunque bello così. ..mine. That means So sexy, so beautiful, so...mine.

Just to let you know that the translation might not be right as I don't speak a word of Italian and I used a Translator website. So please if its not right forgive me.

I hope I never offended nobody I did rate this Mature because of the language and sexual content.

Anywho I hope you enjoyed.

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