Mum opens the door for me, and I kick my shoes off to take my socks off and put my headphones in to pace.

/ calories | calories | calories | burn | burn | burn | lose weight | lose weight | lose weight \

I pace in circles in my precious corner of the living room. Music blares into my eardrums, but I don't hear them. I turn it up louder. Every two minutes I switch directions to evenly exercise each leg, plus, I mean, I like a little variety. It's always been a habit. My mother watches me anxiously, but it's gone from addiction-related-habits to a battle-not-worth-fighting. There's no point in arguing. It's a routine: I pace for four hours until Paul gets home.

Paul is my stepdad, though I don't like him because all my life he's tried to replace my Dad. He's tall, lean; your perfectly built husband.

Mom doesn't feel like cooking, so it's pickout night, so everyone just whips something up for themselves. I happen to screw up, making wild rice soup and eating half the pot (440,) then I move for cereal (300,) then cookies (480.)

Dinner is served. (=1220)