Alright, my loves. I need more reviews! I need your feedback, or else! Well, there is no 'or else'. I wouldn't stop writing it or anything, heh. I just like feedback. Hearing from my readers is important to me. There is a lemon in this, so if you're not older then 18, don't read this!
For you Inu/Kag fans, I have another story called 'Forever Love'. Check it out!
For you Sesshou/Kag lovers like me, I will be posting a one-shot soon called 'Toxic'. Yes, it will be revolved around the song by Britney Spears. I'm not a big fan of Britney, but this song is just plain sexy, and I think putting my two favorite characters together with it would be explosive!
So, here's chapter 4! =]
Finally, the weather was doing exactly what she wanted. It was raining. She loved the rain. The smell of wet grass and dirt always calmed her, as did the sound of the drops hitting the ground. Whenever it rained, she always sat outside on the front steps into the house. She sometimes wished there was a porch swing. It would've gone perfectly with the rain.
Letting out a small sigh, she watched the rain fall, a million thoughts running through her mind. Over a week ago she had seen Sesshoumaru. They had almost made love again in his truck. She couldn't believe she had almost allowed it to happen again. She needed to stop seeing him. He was dangerous. But, she couldn't stop seeing him. She needed him too much. She needed his smile, his laugh, his kisses... She groaned and pulled her legs close to her chest, placing her head on her knees. Her hair fell forward, curtaining her face from the rest of the world.
Inuyasha still didn't know what had happened. She didn't have the courage to tell him. Even though he deserved to know, she was afraid of ending up alone. It was already known that he would leave her if she ever cheated on him. Why she had cheated, she didn't know. She had always been fierce in her beliefs. She had been cheated on by Hojo, and she vowed to never cheat after the heartbreak she went through. But now, she had done it. She couldn't fix what she had done wrong.
Suddenly, her phone blared 'Everybody Needs A Best Friend' by Norah Jones. She knew who it was, and she was grateful he decided to call at that moment. She quickly answered, placing the phone up to the side of her face, sighing, "Hey, Miroku."
A chuckle came from the other end, "Seriously, how'd you know?"
"Everybody needs a best friend, duh," she stated. As if they knew exactly what that meant. And they did.
"Why, Kagome? Why that song? You know I couldn't stand that movie!"
She laughed softly, pressing the phone closer. "Oh hush. It was an awesome movie."
"Kagome, it was about a grown man with a talking teddy bear. Remind me how it was awesome," he grumbled.
"Because I said so, duh." She grinned before asking, "So, what's up?"
He sighed softly, "It's Sango. She cheated again..."
Letting out a soft groan, she shook her head in disappointment. Miroku had moved to China and met Sango. They were a great couple, but she couldn't seem to keep her hands off other men. Kagome had expected Miroku to cheat, not Sango. "I'm sorry," she murmured. "What are you gonna do?"
"I'm giving her one more chance," he sighed.
Confused, she asked, "Didn't you say that the last three times?"
"Yea, but I mean it this time. She says she won't do it again."
Letting out her best human growl, she said, "Miroku. I'm going to give you some advice. End it, now."
"I can't, I love her."
"Miroku... Listen, okay? Every time you take her back, she thinks she can get away with it. She won't stop, she'll keep doing it. Yeah, you'll break up with her for a week, but she knows in the end you'll take her back. You're basically telling her it's okay for her to do this!" She rubbed her forehead, feeling a migraine coming on. Already her head was starting to pound from frustration.
He sighed, "I know..."
She rolled her eyes "Whatever. You're not gonna listen to me anyways. You do you, Miroku. But I get to say 'I told you so' later."
"She promised she'd stop," he stated.
She snorted, "Yeah, okay. Look, when you move back, we'll talk about it, okay?"
"Alright. How's Inuyasha?"
She shrugged and mumbled, "He's Inuyasha. Always grumbling about something."
He laughed softly and said, "Of course."
A moment of comfortable silence passed between them before he said, "I want you to talk to her."
"No."
He groaned and pleaded with her, "Please? I really want you two to talk."
"Why? What's the point?" she stared out at the shrine. The rain was slowly easing up. She hoped it didn't stop before she could fully enjoy it.
"Because, you need to know her point of view," he said.
I already know her point of view, she thought. She had cheated, just like Sango. But unlike her, Kagome cheated with the same man, not four others. She shook her head and stated firmly, "No, Miroku. I don't like her, I don't respect her. She's hurt you. If I talk to her, I will NOT be nice about it."
He sighed, giving up. "Fine. Look, I've got to go. I'll call you when I leave China."
"Alright. Love you, little bro," she murmured.
"Love you too, big sis. Bye." With that, he hung up.
She put her phone back in her pocket and stood up. She walked out into the rain, turning her face up towards the cloudy sky. Closing her eyes, the droplets softly pelted her cheeks, her lips, her eyelids. She let the rain fall on her, as if it would wash away her sins. She clenched her hands to her heart before opening her eyes. She quickly walked over to the Tree of Ages, sitting up against it. It's branches and leaves protected her from the rain.
She pulled her phone back out and stared at the home screen. It had a picture of her and Inuyasha. They had been at a friend's wedding. He had been the best man, wearing a tuxedo with a deep red vest and a white button up shirt. He had removed his coat, they had grown hot from dancing so much. He was smiling down at her as they danced, her hand buried in his hair. She was smiling back, their love for each other shining in their eyes. She had been so happy that day. No worries on their mind, they had danced the night away and enjoyed each other's company, followed by a night filled with lovemaking. He had whispered to her in the darkness, telling her how much he loved her and wanted to marry her.
She sighed longingly, missing those good times. She knew things had to change, but what could she do? She narrowed her eyes, a look of concentration coming across her features. Maybe she should start by rekindling their lust for each other. That was always a good place to start. He was starting to complain anways, they hadn't made love in almost a month.
With her mind set, she stood and hurried back into the house. She knew what she was going to do. She was going to be forward with him. She wasn't a virgin, she needn't act like one. Running up the stairs, she locked herself in her bedroom and began planning a night he wouldn't easily forget.
"Fuck this job..."
Inuyasha climbed into his beat up car, growling softly as he started up the motor. It had been a rough day. His boss told him he was unreliable. That wasn't true, Inuyasha had always came in when needed, even on his days off. He quickly left the parking lot and headed home. Damn, he was tired. He had been thinking too much lately, and worrying about Kagome. Bills took most of their money, there was hardly any left after paying them. And since she had taken a drop in her pay, things had gotten even tighter. They had to get rid of a lot of things they didn't need just to try to stay afloat. She had been acting strange for the last few months. She hardly talked to him, she avoided him when they were home. He couldn't blame her though, he would snap at her, taking his anger out on her. Ever since they had moved in with her family, he became more stressed.
His ears drooped as he remembered a few nights ago. They had gone out to dinner, he had taken her to her favorite American restaurant. Everything was going so well, they were enjoying each others company. Until the waiter had started to flirt with her.
Flashback
The waiter walked off, leaving a fuming hanyou and smiling woman behind. She took a bite of her steak before glancing up at Inuyasha. His lips were pressed in a thin line, his fist clenched on the table. She chewed slowly, dreading what was to come.
He growled softly and narrowed his fiery, golden eyes on her, "We're on a date, and you're going to flirt with the damned waiter."
She swallowed and set her eating utensils down. Lifting her napkin to wipe her lips, she looked over at him and said, "I wasn't flirting Inuyasha. He was flirting with me. I just answered his questions."
He gripped his fork tightly before angrily stabbing his steak with it, furiously cutting it into pieces. "I can't even take you out without you flirting with some other man."
She rolled her eyes and glared at him, "Inuyasha, you're being ridiculous. How many times have you flirted with other women and I teased you for it?"
He snarled and slammed his utensils down, "Bitch, this isn't about me! This is about you being forward with other men!"
She gasped as other customers began to look their way. She growled softly and gripped her napkin tightly, her knuckles turning white. She glared at them and they quickly went back to their meals. She looked at Inuyasha once more, "Baby, why are you so angry with me? I did nothing wrong."
He growled and disgust shone in his eyes, "You were no virgin when I met you. You can be forward with others, but not me. You're such a prude when we make love. I'm starting to wonder how other men were able to fuck you."
Her breath caught in her throat at his hateful words. She couldn't believe what she was hearing. He wasn't making any sense, talking about things they had gotten over in the past. It was true, she hadn't been a virgin. But, she regretted not saving herself for Inuyasha, and she had told him that. She whimpered softly, her bottom lip quivering, "Inu..."
He tossed his fork and knife on to his plate, stating, "I'm not hungry. I've lost my appetite. I'll see you at the car." Standing up, he stomped out of the restaurant, glaring at everyone on his way out. He left her sitting there, the smell of her tears hitting him. But at the moment, he didn't care.
He walked out to his beat up car, growling. Slowly, his temper escalated as he snarled. He raised his fist, crouching down, and slammed it into the asphalt of the parking lot. He made a good size crater beside the car. He glared at the damage before releasing his breath, his ears drooping. What had gotten over him? He knew she hadn't flirted, but he had been on edge lately. Ever since they had moved back, his temper flared more often, over the smallest things.
He slowly stood up, sensing her walking towards him. He turned towards her and his stomach lurched. Her eyes were hard, red from crying. She was carrying two to-go boxes. She had saved his dinner. She had always thought of him. Why couldn't he stop being such an ass to her? He watched her climb into the car, not saying a word. Letting out a sigh, he climbed into the drivers seat and drove them home.
End
He sighed and ran a hand over his face, sitting at a stop light. She had refused to talk to him the rest of the night. She had climbed into bed, turning away from him. He had tried to pull her close, but she slapped his hands away. He laid there, hearing her sniffles, smelling her tears. He couldn't believe he'd been so rude to her. He regretted everything he had said, but he was too stubborn to apologize.
The light turning green, he took off. He wanted to get home and apologize to her. He wanted to hold her, kiss her, tell her he loved her. She deserved so much better, but she chose to stay with him. Tonight, he would show her how much he needed her, how much he loved her. He wouldn't screw it up this time.
Pulling behind her car outside the shrine, he hoped out and quickly locked the car, practically running into the house. He slipped off his shoes and glanced in the living room. He began to sniff for her, but all he could smell was candles. Vanilla, his favorite. He glanced to the floor, seeing red rose petals. They led him into the dining room. He saw a setting for two with a small candle and a note. He picked up the note and smiled softly as he read it.
'Tonight, it's just you and me. I made your favorite. Just keep following the petals, you'll find me. XOXO.'
He set the note back down and sniffed. His mouth watered as the smell of chicken ramen filled his nose. Some herbs also filled his nose, and he knew she had made actual chicken to go with it. He looked down to the floor and followed the trail up the stairs and into the bathroom. It was steamy, as if she had just gotten out of the shower. On the mirror, she wrote a message.
'I couldn't stop thinking about you in the shower...'
He groaned as the image of her naked popped into his head. He could see the water cascading down her body, her fingers trailing over her breasts, down to her thighs. He instantly hardened and turned around, walking out of the bathroom. He looked down and followed the petals once more. It led him into her office.
Sitting on her desk was a skirt next to another note. Gods, he remembered the first time she wore the skirt. He had walked in to her work, and she was bent over, grabbing a file. Her round cheeks were begging for his touch. He adjusted his jeans as they began to grow tight. He picked up the note.
'I know you remember that day. You made me close the store and you bent me over the desk...'
He smirked and set the note back down. She was going to get the loving of her life once he found her. He followed the petals towards the bedroom. The door was wide open, so he walked in. She was lying on the bed, gazing at him with lust filled eyes. She was wearing a black with pink lace teddy that tied up in the front, and a matching thong, with black thigh highs that were hooked to the teddy. On her little feet were his favorite red high heels. They hardly covered her feet with it's thin straps. And she was wearing red lipstick.
He groaned as she sat up slowly, trailing her hands over her thighs. She stood up and walked up to him, placing her hands against his chest. He leaned down to kiss her, but she turned her head away. She gripped his shirt before slowly raising it. She pulled it up and off, tossing it somewhere. He trembled as she pressed kisses against him, her fingers lightly touching his abs. He gripped her upper arms as she raised her head. He pressed his lips against hers, tasting her. He didn't care if the lipstick rubbed off on him. He wanted her too damned much to care.
She nipped his lower lip before pulling away. She turned them around and gently pushed him back towards the bed. She continued to kiss him, her tongue rubbing against his. She trailed her finger down and unzipped his jeans, pushing them down his hips with his boxers. He quickly helped her, stepping out of them before she pushed him to lie on the bed. She quickly straddled his lap and leaned down to resume kissing him once more, his hard shaft pressing against her thigh.
He trailing his hands down her sides and looked up at her, whispering huskily, "If you don't take this thing off, I'm going to tear it off." He flicked his claws over the fabric to emphasis his meaning.
She sat up slowly, grinding against him. She smiled as he groaned, raising his hips a little. She slowly began to untie the strings holding the teddy in place, keeping eye contact with him. She would slowly tug the knot loose, then slowly unlace it.
Not liking her slow movements, he reached up and sliced a claw through the rest of it. She glared at him and opened her mouth to yell at him. Before she could get a word out, he sat up and pushed the fabric aside, his mouth latching onto one of her breasts. A soft moan passed through her lips, her head falling back. She gasped softly when he began to nip and suckle, her head feeling heady with pleasure.
He glanced up at her before switching to her other breast, his fingers playing with the one he just left. She began to grind against him, clutching onto his hair as she moaned, "Inu...yasha...Oh..." He grinned against her flesh before pulling back to look up at her. She pouted softly before pushing him back down. She slowly trailed kisses over his chest, his abs, slowly making her way downward. He rested his hands under his head, watching her in anticipation.
She glanced up at him as she reached his jutting member, smiling before pressing a kiss against it. His breath caught as he watched her tongue dart out and flick over his hard flesh. He reached down and dug his fingers into her hair, guiding his throbbing member into her mouth. He closed his eyes and groaned as she suckled him. He didn't know how much more he could take of this.
She gripped his flesh as she began to bob her head up and down, up and down. He gasped as she took all of him before a soft moan came from her, vibrating over him. That was his undoing. He jerked away and grabbed her, dragging her close. He rolled them over, placing her beneath him. He sat up on his knees and gripped her thighs, letting out a growl.
She watched him drag his claws down her thighs to her wet folds. She gasped as he pressed his thumb against her pearl, slowly slipping a finger inside of her. She moaned and raised her hips, trying to get him closer. He smirked and pressed her hips back down with his other hand. He began to slide his finger in and out, coating it with her sweet juices. He squeezed her pearl, causing her to wither on the bed. He couldn't have her climaxing without him, so he pulled his hand away.
She opened her eyes to see him lick his finger clean. Her cheeks flushed a deeper red, the sight so erotic. He leaned over and softly kissed her. She could taste herself on his lips. He raised his head and looked into her eyes, murmuring, "Can I ask you something?"
She blinked and whispered, "Now?"
He nodded and grasped his flesh, rubbing it over her pearl, groaning, "Unless you can't concentrate."
She thought about telling him to ask his question, but with the way he was playing with her, she couldn't. So, she wrapped her legs around his waist and pulled him down to her, raising her hips. He slid in perfectly, and they both sighed from the feeling. She smiled and dragged her nails over his chest, moaning, "Ask me later. Make love to me, baby."
"Yes, ma'am," he replied huskily. No more words were spoken as he began to move his hips. Only moans and grunts could be heard. Her head thrown back in the pillows as he moved above her, slowly picked up speed and depth. It would only be a matter of moments before they reached their release, and he intended them to release together. Reaching down, he played with her pearl and groaned as her walls clamped around his flesh. Within moments, his calculated movements became frantic. Only seconds later, she was sobbing his name as she hit her climax. A couple more thrusts, and he was falling behind her.
He collapsed on top of her, both of them shuddering in the aftermath. He gasped for breath, his sweat covered body adjusting so he wouldn't crush her. He raised himself up to move to her side, but she pulled him back, nuzzling his neck and murmuring, "No. Stay." He smiled and laid his head on her shoulder. He had hoped to last longer, but he couldn't help himself. Next time, they would go for hours, he'd make sure of it.
Letting out a content sigh, she rubbed his ears and ran her fingers through his head, occasionally rubbing his scalp. After a few minutes of content silence, he rolled off of her and pulled her close to his side. She laid her head on his shoulder, stroking his chest softly. He stared at the ceiling and said, "I forgot what I wanted to ask you."
She grinned goofily and said, "I'm just that good."
He let out a teasing growl, pinching her cute bum. She giggled and they settled back into their comfortable silence. She began to shift again, rubbing her thighs together. The smell of her arousal hit his nose and he was hard once more. He groaned, "Kagome..." He looked down at her and found her gazing up at him, nibbling on her bottom lip.
"Can you...? So soon?" she asked.
He grinned and growled softly, "Let me show you it's possible..."
She giggled, but her giggles quickly turned into breathy moans as he showed her it was possible so soon afterwards.
Whew, we're done. Oka, so some of you probably feel that Kagome is a deceiving little slut. But remember, there's hundreds of women out there who are in the same situation! It's everyday life, whether we agree with it or not.
Now, don't forget to review, tell me your thoughts on this chapter. If you haven't checked out 'Forever Love' yet, then please do so. And keep an eye out for 'Toxic', my one-shot. I hope to post it this weekend!
Have a wonderful Friday! And be safe if you go out with friends or family! Love you, my darlings!