Tommy tried the best he could to avoid Adam. He was still scared as fuck. Every time he sees Adam, he remembered what happened last night. His ass has stopped bleeding but it still stung like shit. He has to move around slowly, he even has to avoid sitting down as much as possible to reduce the pain.

Adam, on the other hand, wanted to have a private talk to Tommy. He wanted to know why Tommy refused to have sex with him last night even though he didn't refuse him the other night; he even cooperated with the singer during the sex. So every time his bassist is alone, he will try to get close to him but Tommy always makes sure he is not alone, even if he's alone, it was only for a few seconds before he found a new company.

Tommy was with Doug, sitting down on Tommy's bed in the room he shared with Adam, watching Lost.

Adam came into the room, staring at Tommy and Doug before he said, "Doug, can you leave me and Tommy for a while? I need to talk to him about something. It won't be long."

Doug smiled at the singer and said "Sure!" He got up from Tommy's bed but before he could walk away, his shirt was pulled by Tommy.

"Sit down Doug. We have nothing to talk about…" Tommy said in a quiet harsh voice.

Doug let Tommy's hand fall off his shirt. "I don't know what your problem is but I think you need to solve it before the next show," Doug said before he walked to the door.

"Thanks, Doug," Adam said, smiling at him, Doug smiled back and nodded at the singer. Adam closed the door after Doug went out of their room.

"What's your problem, Tommy? Why did you punch me last night?" Adam asked Tommy, crossing his arms, staring at the blond.

Tommy got up, staring back at the singer and shouted, "You raped me, Adam! That's the problem here!"

Adam was taken aback by the word rape but he just shrugged it off. "But you were okay with having sex with me the other night! Aren't you my fuck buddy now? You're supposed to let me fuck you anytime I want!" Adam shouted back.

Upon hearing this, tears were rolling down the blonds' cheeks. The word 'fuck buddy' hurt him a lot. He wiped the tears off and said, "Fuck buddy? That's not what fuck buddies do, that's what you do with whores! I regret ever loving you, Adam!" With that Tommy ran out of the room and he went into the bathroom, slamming the door hard.

The band and the crew who was currently in their suite were surprised seeing Tommy running to the bathroom with tears rolling down his cheeks. Adam was standing still in their room, dumbfounded after he heard Tommy saying that he loves him.

But then Adam growled, storming out of the bedroom and to the door. His black hair whipped around and his pretty blue eyes were mixed with twisted emotions.

"Adam, what's going on?" Monte shouted, standing up. "Why's Tommy crying?" he yelled, glaring at Adam hard. The singer gritted his teeth, his mind filling with so many theories and scenarios. Tommy wasn't supposed to love him! He didn't think he was treating Tommy like a whore! He just thought that they were fuck buddies. Adam honestly believed that the blond enjoyed being fucked senseless with his dick. And it fucking pissed him off the bassist punched him.

"Nothing…I need a drink," he said, walking out and slamming the door. The alcohol would sooth the anguish and stress he was currently feeling…

Tommy was bawling in the bathroom, unable to contain himself. He couldn't believe what he just said to Adam. He said he loved him! What the hell was with that? He felt like he was gonna explode. He needed to do something. He tried breathing evenly, but that failed miserably. So, he remembered something he used to do as a teenager. He sniffled, rummaging through his cosmetic bag and finding his razor. He licked his lips, taking out one of the blades and pressing it to his wrists.

What the fuck are you doing, Tommy Joe? You can't cut yourself over the likes of Adam. He's a fucking bitch. Why injure yourself over the likes of him?

"B-Because…" Tommy whispered to himself. "I l-love him so much…" And he pressed the blade deeply into his veins, biting his bottom lip as he groaned inside his throat. He slit from the tip of his wrist and about five inches down. He gasped and brought his arm up to his mouth and sucked on the blood, loving the taste. "Gooodddd," he moaned, pressing the blade on a fresh area of skin and repeating the process.

The pain was immense but Tommy considered the pain as pure pleasure. The pain in his heart hurt more than the pain on his wrist. He was in ecstasy every time the blade slit his wrist. Some parts of his shirt were now stained with his blood. The blond eventually fell to the floor and passed out after he repeatedly cut himself.

Tommy gained his conscious after losing it for about an hour. He heard loud bangs on the door before heard someone shouting from outside.

It was Monte. "Tommy, are you okay? What happened between you and Adam? Did he hurt you?" he said with a concern voice. Tommy got up from the floor, groaning as the pain in his wrist struck him. His wrist was covered with blood but the bleeding had stopped.

"Tommy! Come on out! You've been in there for over an hour! If you have problems, you can talk to me, I'm willing to listen to you," Monte said, banging on the door. The door opened. Monte, Cam and Isaac were really shocked; they gasped as they saw Tommy standing at the opened door. His shirt, jeans and hands were covered with blood. His face was so pale.

"Fuck! What have you done, Tommy?" Isaac exclaimed. Cam burst into tears, reaching out to Tommy; she hugged him tight trying to take the pain off of Tommy.

Tommy groaned, burying his head into Cam's neck. Great, now everyone was going to asking him questions which was the last thing he wanted right now. He didn't want to start entire new batch of tears, bringing all this shit back up. The blond doesn't have anymore water in his eyes to spare for anymore sobs. Honestly, his head was pounding, his wrists were dry and sore and he just wanted to lie down. Maybe he would be able to sleep and never wake up. Or he would wake up from this bad dream and realize that Adam was back to normal. Not this sex-craved beast that was selfish and only cared about his own sexual desires…

"I'm gonna go lie down…" the blond said harshly, pushing past Cam, blocking out the rants and questions of his band members. But they didn't disturb him as he shut the door to his room (too tired to lock it), because they would just wait until Adam came home.

Adam on the other hand was completely wasted from the scotches and beers he had been consuming this entire time. He needed something to numb his immune system. And thank god for alcohol. The singer didn't want to think about Tommy ever loving him. It was just too much. He groaned, waddling and stumbling back to the hotel room where he barged in, as angry as shit.

"Where the fuuuucckkk, is Tommy?" Adam slurred, narrowing his eyes at Monte.

"ADAM! WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON? Tommy came out of the bathroom bleeding! And he won't stop crying! Adam-"

A pang of hurt swelled in Adam's heart, but the alcohol overtook that as he stormed through the room and into his bedroom where Tommy was laying down. "You little BITCH!" Adam yelled, grabbing Tommy's hair and yanking him out of bed. The bassist wailed, struggling against the singer's iron grip.

"A-Adam!" he yelled, looking into the sad blue eyes of the once sweet man he grew to love. What had happened to that man? What went wrong?

"Damnitt!" Adam screamed, throwing Tommy to the side, causing the small male to hit his head on the corner of the table and collapse into a vast field of darkness…

Adam was shocked when he saw Tommy lying on the floor with blood on his head. "Oh my god! What did I just do?" He got down to the floor where Tommy was laying. He lifted Tommy's body and put him on his lap. "Tommy! Tommy! Please wake up! I'm so sorry!" Adam wailed loudly, tears of regret rolling down the singer's cheeks.

"What's wrong, Adam? We heard loud noises from- Holy shit! What the fuck did you to Tommy?" Monte stormed into the room with Cam and Isaac.

"Oh my god, he's bleeding a lot! Isaac, call 911 now!" Cam and Monte rushed to Tommy. Cam wiped the blood off of Tommy but it just kept coming out. Isaac ran to the hotel telephone laying on the small table right in between Tommy and Adam's beds.

"Did you just hit Tommy, Adam?" shouted Monte at the singer.

"Ye-yeah, b-but I d-didn't mean to hit him, I just-"

Monte cut Adam off, "You didn't mean to hit him? Fuck with that! Tommy went into the bathroom crying then he came out of the bathroom bleeding and now you hit him! Just what the fuck is your problem with Tommy?"

Adam broke down and began to bawl. Everything that he had done to Tommy these past few days played like a movie in his mind repeatedly. He felt like a complete asshole. He just realized how cruel he was to Tommy.

"Adam, Monte, now is not the time to cry or get angry. We have to get Tommy to the hospital first. Now, get ready guys. We're going to the hospital once the ambulance arrives," Isaac said, trying to calm both Adam and Monte.

Adam was shaking all over; it was like all the alcohol he consumed didn't mean anything at this point. He could only see the mangled Tommy that he was holding in his arms. What had he done? He raped Tommy, hit him, and caused so much shit to happen to his pretty little bassist. He was a monster. He honestly had no idea what had come over him…Calling his best friend in the entire world his sex buddy…Adam chocked, his tears falling onto Tommy's pale cheeks. "I'm so sorry…" he whispered, picking the blond up bridal style and walking over to the door where there was a loud knock. He kissed the top of the blonds' head and licked his lips, trying to remain calm in the shitty situation.

"Adam! You don't have any right too-"

Monte was about to scream at the singer, telling him he shouldn't even be touching Tommy, but Cam and Isaac calmed him down, speaking to him rationally. They knew Adam had done terrible, terrible things to Tommy, but now he realized all he had done wrong. It would be wrong of them to accuse Adam of anything at this point.

Two paramedics came in and took Tommy from Adam, placing him on a stretcher. The tears didn't stop tracking down the brunet's cheeks and he just quickly ran after them, staying by Tommy's side the entire way. He may have been a bitch for the past week or so, but he was going to change that all after Tommy woke up…If he did wake up…

Once they got downstairs and into the ambulance, they allowed Adam to ride in the back with them (still not knowing that Adam caused all this), and he was grateful. What if Tommy didn't wake up? Adam mentally shook his head. He couldn't think like that.

"So, Mr. Lambert, do you know what happened?" the paramedic asked. She was a pretty girl with a tight blond bun and piercing green eyes. She seemed genuinely concerned and didn't even need to ask Adam for his name. She glanced down at Tommy's wrists and observed them, seeing the cracked and dry blood; the flesh wounds the blond had inflicted upon himself. "Mr. Lambert, what happened here?"

Adam honestly had half a mind to lie, but he couldn't. At this point, lying would do nothing for him except get him deeper in the shit hole. "I…I raped him and…I hit him causing him to…fall and hit his head…"

Her eyes widened and this brought a fresh to batch of sobs upon Adam.

Once they arrived at the hospital, Tommy was brought to the emergency room. Adam and the band weren't allowed to go in, they had to wait outside. They waited for about 3 hours before a doctor came out of the room where Tommy was brought. Adam stood up the second he saw the doctor and rushed to her. The band also stood up after seeing Adam rushing to the doctor.

"How is he? Is he okay? Can we see him now?" Adam attacked the woman doctor with questions. He's really worried about Tommy; he didn't want anything serious to happen to him. After all, he's the one who caused all of this.

"The bleeding on his head has stopped but he still hasn't gain his conscious so I can't say he's okay, we will have to wait until he's awake to make sure no any brain damage. We also need to do a rape kit because we received report about raping and we don't find any semen in Mr. Ratliff's anus but there's internal bleeding. But still, we can't say he's been raped for sure," The doctor explained to them.

"What? He's been raped? By who?" Monte's anger began to surface again.

"I raped him yesterday night after our show…" Adam said in a low voice but loud enough to be heard by the doctor and the band.

"You bastard! You raped your own band member?" Monte shouted, raising his fist to punch Adam across the face. Isaac stopped Monte before he could land his fist on Adam. Both Isaac and Cam held Monte, trying to calm him down. They were also shocked that Adam actually raped Tommy but they also didn't want Monte to cause riot in the hospital.

"If that's the case, we will have to wait for Mr. Ratliff and let him decide if he wants to press charges. I have to go, but you can see Mr. Ratliff now." The doctor went away after that. She looked pretty shock though. It took Isaac and Cam about 15 minutes to calm Monte down. After Monte had calmed down, they went to see Tommy in his room. Initially, Monte refused to allow Adam to join them but Adam just ignored him. He really wanted to see his pretty little bassist that he has grown to love after seeing him laying lifeless back at their hotel.