Dianna's POV: (third person)

She moved away from Damon's door after hearing nothing but them kissing. She didn't want hear that. So she moved away, leaving them have their little moment after hearing their speech, mostly elena's speech really.

In all honesty she was having conflicted feelings about them. Its obvious they both love each other. Because really she should have expected this, i mean she didnt expect him to stay loyal to her. He thought she died and he didnt know any differently, she didnt want him to know the truth. Thats why she begged Stefan not to tell him, oh yeah Stefan knew. Dianna & Lexi were good friends for a while, thought he didnt know the whole story, especially the Katherine parts. But back to the original subject, she didnt expect him to be loyal to her, especially after everything, but when she heard those simple 3 words that for so long were only hers to hear from him, coming from his lips referring to someone else, it kinda stung. She didnt know why thought. She hasnt thought of him like that for so long. Katherine has told her about damon's relationship with Elena, but Dianna didnt knew the magnitud of it.

Dianna just had to accept the fact that this wasnt 1863. She had to let go of the past. He obviously did.

She thought all this while walking downstairs, one step at a time, taking in everything around her. She didnt know why but all this thinking about the past with Damon was making her think about their old Home. It was so easy to imagine she was there.

~flashback ~

February 1,1863

Dianna Elizabeth Hazen came down the elaborate stairs one step at a time, not wanting to fall on her big dress and long skirt that reached her ankles. Her long red hair had big thick curls on it, she loved it when it was curly like that. Her bright green eyes sparkled with excitment as she looked around the house as she went along. She reached the end of the staircase, and walked around the parlor room, then the library, the kitchen and even the servant's quarters. Then when she finished looking around and thinking, she stood infront of the elaborate front door. She sighed and opened it, walked outside the sun shining on her hair making it brighter than usual.

She smiled when she saw two boys about her age, one older than the other, obviously brothers, running her way. Their clothes were muddy and raced towards her, the older brother reaching her first and making a big show about it.

"I'm sorry Miss Haze, you know how my brother is." the younger said shrugging his shoulders.

"That I do," She says to him, laughing and looking at the older boy with an amused expression.

"Well, excuse me, Dianna. I have to go..change." the younger boy says, looking down at his muddy clothes. She nods to him and he walks inside the house behind her.

"Now Miss Dianna, we're finally alone. My father is away for the day, doing some work or something, I didn't really paid any attention," he says to her.

"That quite surprises me," she says sarcasticly.

"yes, so what do you want to do for the day, my sweet Dianna?" he whispers on her ear seductively. He tries pulling her in his arms but she pushes him away and says; "as soon as you take a bath and change your clothing, we'll go to a picnic in our hill."

"okay…okay. We'll go with that." he tells her while moving inside the house, but no without a kiss thought. Then he goes running up the stairs, in a hurry.

She smiles and heads inside to tell the servants to make a picnic basket of their favorite snacks.

~end of flashback~

Later that day, Damon & her went up to their hill and they ate their picnic and then when they were cuddled in each other's arms watching the sun set, he proposed. He didnt do the whole cheesy go on one knee, hold up a ring, make a great inspiring speech and ask for her hand in marriage infront of everyone. No, Damon wasnt one for a spectacle. They were alone, cuddled up, and he whispered the great inspiring speech about how much he loved her, then he held up his mother's ring and asked her to marry him. And of course she said yes, they were planning to get married in June 26, but of course that never happened.

"I want answers…now." a voice interrupted her train of thought. She looked up to see who the voice belonged to; Damon. With Elena beside him, of course. How come she didn't hear them come in? Huh, she guessed she was really wrapped in her own thoughts.

"you seem better," she says, rather avoiding the questioning. But really he did seem better, the blood did him good.

"stop avoiding and tell me!" he says, guess he was much better than I thought.

She figures he couldnt avoid him for much longer so she tells him; "fine. What do you want to know?"

"everything" he answers.

"Don't you think it would be better if you've explained to your little human here who I am? Or rather, who I was?" I ask him signaling to Elena.

"yeah, your right." He pulled Elena over to the sofa next to her. (she was sitting on the loveseat.) As he was starting to explain their life story, Dianna stood up and walked to the kitchen grabbing a couple of blood bags from the fridge and drinking them. She really didnt want to hear it, she lived it. She had enough of reliving the past.

She already knew what he was gonna say; basically how their parents were partners and they've been friends for years now. How when her family moved to Mystic Falls his father offer them a place to stay, because this was the South and they had enough rooms to spair. He was also telling her how they met and became best friends when they were five. And how when he ran away when his mother died, she found him on a hill/cliff overlooking the oceane and she comforted him when he cried on her shoulder, and that's why it was 'their' hill ever since then. How whenever one of them felt sad or something, they would go to that hill and in no time the other one always came. How when when Dianna's parents died in a carrige accident she felt as if her whole world was crashing down, he was there to putting it back together again. How they were there for each other. How their relationship grew from friends to brother/sister into partners into fiancees. How their love grew and blossomed into something incredibly beautiful. How he proposed. How they were both so excited to be together forever. How He was so happy, even if he pretended not to be, to make his father proud for once of the choices he'd made in his life. He had it incredibly hard with his father in difference from Stefan, who had it the opposite way. How the wedding almost played out untill the last minute when they couldn't find the blushing bride. How scared everyone was. How he was freaking out because they couldn't find her. How months past and still no her or her body. How everybody was telling him to give up, how there were killings in the town over and that maybe she got herself killed when she ran off that day, but neither him or Stefan would ever listen to them or believe them for that matter. Until one night, after a long time of searching yet leaving empty handed, Stefan said they should give up, that she died and that they should just accept it and move on! But Damon shook his head in denial and went running off into the night.

He ran until reaching their hill, the hill wear he promosed, he went to his knees and cried. He cried til he had no more tears left. Then it started to rain, and it felt as if the whole univerce was crying with him. "DIANNA!" he yelled into the night, the rain soaking his clothes and hair. Ever since then, he stopped searching, he tried trying, he even stopped thinking about her. He didn't know how he did it, but he did. He gave up on love completely, until…of course, until 1864. And Elena already knew the rest of the story.

This wasn't just new information for Elena, it was also new for Dianna. She didn't knew this side of the story, she didn't knew he tried so hard to find her, months he said. Months! How much time was she in hiding from herself? She didn't knew it took her so long for her to find herself!

She grabbbed a hold of the counter behind her in hopes of steading herself. It rocked her, how he talked about her, about them. A rush of memories went through her mind in under a second. She took a breath and exhale, she blinked to keep te tears from sheding. But one escaped and ran down her cheek silently.

She breathed in again and entered the livingroom where her ex-lover and his new love were sitting waiting for her to explain the rest.

A/N:: okay, so this is the awaited chapter of their history! Of course i only told half of it, ya'll have to wait for the other half in the next chapter! ;) oh Dianna is growing on me, hope she is to u too now that you know her better! And also in the beginning of the chapter i was listing to Landslide by glee!amazing song! Its what I imagined would be background music in that scene! Well tell me what ya think! ;) Reviews; they make smile :) Xoxo, Merzy