Kim's Log
Personal Log Supplemental
Tom's stopped talking to me. I know he knew Sam and Neelix pretty well, but I never would have pegged him for the type to only eat leola root for meals. I think it is his way of felling sorry for all the time he gave Neelix grief for it during his month in the brig. B'Elanna came up to me today in the mess hall with tears in her eyes, I asked her what was wrong and she said that Tom broke up with her. That shocked me, I thought they were in love, I guess not. Somebody has started to leave me these strange messages saying that they are going to hurt me bad. I wonder who it is, but I don't want to report it, because Tuvok has enough to deal with. I hope the Captain comes out soon. "End Log."
Personal Log Supplemental
Well the Captain has come out, but she is strictly into working, I wonder if she is even sleeping. Those messages have gotten worse. It is like someone is stalking me. If Tom was talking to me, I would have told him, but he is not so I am keeping it to myself, but I have taken to looking before I enter a room or asking the computer if anyone is in my quarters, before entering. "End Log."
Personal Log Supplemental
I saw Tom cry with Naomi in the mess hall, poor girl. I think Tom my surprise people with taking care of her. God knows the Captain isn't helping. She is getting thinner by the day. I think she is just running on coffee. B'Elanna is acting like she was when I first met her. She will still talk to me, but I think she thinks that I won't be friends with her since she and Tom broke up. I am going to have to prove to her that I will always be her friend, regardless of Tom. The stalker is am ping it up, stating what I am doing, while I am doing it. It is really starting to scare me; I think I will report this to Tuvok. "End Log."
Personal Log Supplemental
The Captain, Tom and Naomi have just come out of the ready room. It appears that the Captain has finally fallen asleep. Now I can report this stalker, but this whole month has been rough. I got scared by my shadow the other day. I really hope this all stops soon. "End Log
Chakotay's Log
First Officers Log Supplemental
Well it is a sad day on Voyager for the whole crew, because it is the day after the funeral of Sam Wildman and Neelix. Every member of the crew is sad including me. I was on the bridge today and noticed that Kathryn was not there, but I thought nothing of it. I figure she was in her quarters grieving by herself. Tom seemed to be sad also, but he only cried when Naomi cried. I still wonder how he is going to take to being a guardian for Naomi. "End Log."
First Officers Log Supplemental
Kathryn has locked herself in her quarters. Just today I went there and chimed the door. Flashback "Kathryn it's me, open up." "Go away Chakotay." "Kathryn you need to come out of your quarters. The crew misses there Captain. Naomi needs her Aunt." "Leave Chakotay." End Flashback. So I left, but I thought I heard sobbing when I walked away. I went back to the bridge, and told Tuvok what I had found out, or should I say what I had not found out. I heard later that he went to talk to her, but he had no luck either. "End Log."
First Officers Log Supplemental
She came out today, for that I am glad. I just hope she is done grieving. I went on a sprit walk to deal with my grief. My animal guide helped me see that being sad was ok, and to not let it overcome me. Then it said that I would be needed, I did not know what it meant until today. I had to go see B'Elanna and she was angry, and she told me that she and Tom broke up. That surprised me, but I have heard that Tom spends all his off hours with Naomi. He also moved all her stuff to his quarters. He seems to have taken to being a parent well, but I don't see him smile, and the bridge is very quite.
First Officers Log Supplemental
I have had it up to here with Kathryn, she is running on coffee. She in now constantly working, I don't think she is sleeping. I have seen her getting thinner by the day. It is like she has gone to the polar opposite for grief. I really wish I could get to her, but she won't listen to me, or Tuvok. Harry seems to be acting paranoid; I wonder what is up with that?
First Officers Log Supplemental
Tom, Naomi, and Kathryn have just come back from the ready room. Kathryn has just gone to sleep, for that I am great-full. I told Tom to make sure they don't come to the bridge until the day after tomorrow. I really hope she listens to him. I think they still have a few kinks to work out, but I think it will work out in the end. The other day I saw Harry jump because of his shadow; I really hope that there is nothing wrong with him.
AN: This is the real Chapter 4.