- —Senpai, before he was in the game—-
Monika and I are making a plan on putting the real me inside the game. The Monika on the screen is the one from act three. She somehow out a way to put me inside the game. But I told her to halt it and make a plan first.
I think to myself, if this is a good decision. Putting my self inside of a game sounds, crazy. What is go
"Are you having second thoughts?" A girl with milk chocolate colored hair and emerald green eyes said to me. Her name is Monika.
"No. But—" I say to Monika. "I want you to delete our memories of this conversation."
Monika questioned my actions, but I continue. "If I remember all the deaths I've seen as the main character, it would have a stronger effect than if I saw it in the real world." I stated.
"You really know how to think!" Said Monika.
"Ok but while we are in the game tell me this." Monika is starting and focusing hard on my words. "Green, Blue, Pink, and Purple." I say.
"That's the eye colors of the girls in the club." Monika said
"That's sure to make me remember." I said confidently.
"Now, shall we continue?" Monika says.
"Yes!" I say.
I put my hand on the screen gently. The still image of Monika on act three starts to move. WOAH.. Monika breaths in and out, getting ready for what ever is about to happen. Monika reaches foward for the hand on the screen. She locks our fingers together.
"Ready?" I nod.
She pulls me in and I'm blinded. I'm in insane pain. I want to scream but I can't even see myself or feel myself. I start to regain vision. And I'm on a bed. I wake up. It's just me. Nothing else. Oh yeah, and my room...
—Back to present—
I fall to my knees remembering all the deaths I've seen. My breathing is unsteady. Monika sees this and allows me to continue to remember.
I remember every moment from Sayori death. Her swinging back and forth with her bloody hands and lifeless face. Her blue beautiful glow in her eyes are gone now. Staring at the floor with dried tear marks on her face.
Yuri... Yuri repeated stabs her self in excitement 'cause my answer to her confession. With each stab going deeper inside her with ease. Riping though her school shirt, and skin with no problem. Just watching this feels like I'm getting stabbed. She falls to the floor, unable to even control her body anymore. I sit next to her, listening to the random words she says. I listened for a day. Watching her blood run dry and her eyes turn lifeless. I didn't want to look but my body forced it.
Natsuki... Natsuki continues to yell at me for not reading and hanging out with her. She starts to grow sad. As she is yelling, her eyes starts to fade and go black and glitch violently. A Insane smile grows on her face, and her blacked out eyes start to bleed. She yells her finally words before her neck snap 90 degrees and launches herself towards me.
Tears fall down from my eyes, to chin, then, to the floor. I'm looking down. Looking for words to say. I look at Monika who is staring down with hurt eyes. I look over to the door Sayori walked out of and see her listening and watching for me. She quickly closes the door at the sight of me spotting her. I look down at the floor. Still crying.
C̵a̴l̴m̷ ̴d̸o̴w̷n̴,̸ ̸s̶t̶o̸p̶ ̴c̵r̵y̴i̴n̴g̵.̸ ̸Y̵o̸u̶'̶r̵e̶ ̶w̷a̸s̵t̷i̷n̷g̸ ̵t̵i̵m̶e̶ ̵t̷o̷ ̵s̶a̶v̶e̸ ̴t̶h̴e̶s̷e̵ ̷g̵i̴r̷l̵s̸.̶ ̸T̶h̴e̶y̷ ̸a̷r̷e̶ ̷s̷t̴i̶l̷l̷ ̵a̶l̴i̴v̶e̴!
The voice is right. I need to chillax.
—Chillax meaning, Chill and relax—
"Mhm.." I say before I wipe my tears and start standing. I have grin on my face. Monika is surprised on how quickly I've recovered.
"Okay, Monika. Like I said, I'll finish this and break this loop or whatever. I won't fail you, I'm pretty sure it'll be easy." I say before giving her a thumbs up. Tears start to fall down her face. This might is the first time someone real and trying to help her has been in her reality.
"Thank you Senpai." Monika walks towards me and gives me a hug. Still her tears are falling like rivers.
I don't want Monika but, her doing this is making me have second thoughts.
"Oh you want me don't you~~" Damnit, her teasing power are to strong.
"Quiet." I say before looking away in embarrassment. She giggles, which makes me happy.
"Okay, it's time for me to leave." I say before releasing Monika. I walk to the door and stop and wave before I leave the room.
"Senpai..." Sayori looks worried. DAMN I forgot she saw me crying!
"I haven't seen you cry in so long... What did Monika did to you!" Sayori checks me out for... Pain?
"I'm Okay, it's just that—" Sayori stares at me with focused eyes while I stare of into space for a bit. "I-I don't wanna see you get hurt." I stutter over sadness.
Sayori looks at me, with, some look I can't study. Like, sadness, confusion, and...
Whatever, we walk home in slient. With Sayori looking like she is on the edge of crying every second.
We are half way until we part ways..
"Hey Sayori." I say to get her attention. "Tell me what's wrong." She look up at me.
"But there is nothing wrong with me, see?" She tries to act happy, with a fake smile to top it of. I grab her shoulder that is facing away from me to pull her in closer as we walk.
"Sayori, you're lying. I already know about your 'rain clouds'. But I just want you to say it." As I finish saying that a shocked look appeared on Sayori face.
"Y-You know a-about m-my—" I pull her in closer as we walk. She is red in the face.
"Sayori, don't listen to what your rain clouds say. You'ren't worthless, you aren't a waste of space, people care for you. I care for you. Remember these words, they might help you a lot." I show a big smile at her tearful face. She smiles back.
"How did you know?" Sayori asks.
"Hey, I'm your childrenhood friend. I care about you. No, I love you Sayori." I say. I don't mean I love her as in I want her, in a way like a family member.
Sayori look away as her face redden and hold me tighter.
"I hope I can turn your rainy day into a sunny one." I jokingly say. Sayori smiles at me.
"Thanks Senpai, you have helped me a lot with my Depression, and by the way—" Sayori grows quiet. "I-I love you too." Sayori says.
I smile.
We continue to walk. While my left arm is resting on her shoulders while wrapped around her. She is loving my company, my touch, and my love.
"It's time for me to leave." I take my arm away from her shoulders, and she doesn't like that. I wave for the final time before I shut the door.
I turn around to see Monika lying down on the my couch belly down, and with her legs swinging back and forth. She is smiling like she was waiting for me all day.
"Heyyy Senpaiii~~" I hear Monika say in a sexy tone. "I was really touched by what you did in the club room, And I wanted to give you something for a thanks." Monika gets up of the couch and walks toward me.
"Oh really?" I say before I push her to the wall. Putting my arm on the wall next to Monika. She moans quietly.
Woah. I feel wrong all over.
She gets scared and has blush all over her cheeks. She starts breathing heavily.
Kind of look like Natsuki when I lick the icing of her finger.
I put my cupped hand on Monika face, admiring her beauty. She looks away from my face, hiding blush and embarrassment. I grab her chin and slowly turn it toward my face again. I come in closer to whisper in her ear.
"I'll give you my present later. Hehe~" I get off Monika, giving her personal space back.
"So, why did you come here." I ask, acting like everything that happened previously didn't happened. Monika doesn't respond. Um. Wonder if I teased her to hard. I gently turn around.
Monika is still, frozen. I walk around to her and snap in her face. Never knew Monika freeze when she is embarrassed. I pick up Monika in Princess carry because it really brings memories. And sit on the couch, still carrying her close, and start thinking. A lot has happened today, I mastered ultra instinct for a while, teased a girl I didn't even know completely, creepy book almost took over my mind, remembered everything I forgot, talk Sayori down, and Monika is in my house.
"Okay... So I need to make a plan for saving these females. So, I should start off with Sayori first because Sayori death comes in a couple days and I doubt Natsuki father will try to kill her in the next week, he would probably keep it the way it is until something like her going to my house or getting caught doing something for me or the club and it causes him to snap, Yuri's death wouldn't come until I meet her exceptions in her 'dating world' so I should minimize hanging out with her and hang out with Sayori more since most of her depression can be taken care of just by me telling her how important her is and how much we care about her, while on the sidelines I'll hangout with Natsuki finding out more things about her father and how strong he is because I'm planing on fighting him, but than again, I should start working out since her father abuses her to the point where she wouldn't tell a soul about it, he must be smart since he is able to avoid Natsuki calling the cops or telling someone, but when and where should I work out since I got barely anytime on my hands to rest, whatever, I need to rethink this—"
Before I could rethink and say all of it out loud, I feel a slight slap on my face. I look up to see Monika standing, with her arms on her hips.
"You're thinking to hard about this Senpai." Monika said with a sigh backing it up. "And you didn't say not one thing about me!" Monika yells.
I get up off the couch and stretch. "Someone sounds a bit jealous." A mischievous half smile grows on my face. Monika crosses her arms and pouts at me.
"Yeah whatever, you should pay no attention to the other girls. They aren't real, I know you are the real you." Monika... Really? She is trying to hard. It's pissing me off.
"Oh so really now?" I Questioned. "You would say all of that about your friend that you have been with forever now? And also, you wouldn't mind if I tell the other girls about them being in a game?" Monika gets a bit flustered.
"No! You can't tell them..." Monika grows quiet.
"Looks like I hit a personal spot." I said. Feeling a bit bad. "Well, imma do things. Go home."
"But, I live alone." Monika said growing more sad.
"Well, I do too, and you don't see me complaining." I said looking at her over my shoulder. "But since I know you're not going to give up on trying to sleep in my house. I'm going to let you." I said with the look of defeat. I know she won't give up. And if I kick her out, I might lose the chance to save these girls..
"Really?!" Monika runs toward me, trying to give me a hug.
NO!
I dodged Monika's attempt on trying to hug me. She looks back at me. "What did you dodge for?" Monika, angrily questioned. "I don't want you touching me." I tease. Monika gets up to stand straight and looks at me.
"Whatever Senpai. So, what things do you do in your room? When your alone~" Monika asks. She flirting, but, I ain't having that.
"I play Fortnite, watch YouTube, read Fan stories about Doki Doki. That's about it." I stated. I take Monika up to my room and we have fun for the rest of the time here. Playing games, reading stories, teasing... talking and doing stupid things. The day goes by fast.
"Yeah Monika, I'm going to sleep." I tell her. "Where are you going to sleep?" I ask but already knowing the answer.
"In here with you dummy!" I knew it. She gets closer to me.
"Okay then, I'm wasting no time on going to sleep." I say. I lay down and get comfy on the other side of the bed. Away from Monika. Monika lays down too.
I notice her occasionally get closer to me.
"Monika, I want my personal space." I say. Monika sighs and goes back to her original spot. It's time for me to sleep.
Dream Realm. —
I'm dreaming. When normal people dream, they don't notice that they are dreaming until they wake up. Not me though. I notice I'm dreaming and it's normal for me. Some dreams for me are able to show pictures of the future. Warning me that they are about to happen. Enough about that, to the dream.
𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝓂𝓎𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝓁𝓊𝒷 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝑀𝑜𝓃𝒾𝓀𝒶. 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝓉 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝑜 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝓃 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝓂 𝓉𝑜 𝒷e 𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒. 𝑀𝑜𝓃𝒾𝓀𝒶 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝓈 𝓂𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝓀 𝒾𝓃 𝒶 𝓈𝑒𝒹𝓊𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝒷𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓃𝑒𝒸𝓀 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓃𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓂𝑒. 𝒮𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝓈 𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝓈 𝓂𝑒. 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝓉'𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝐼'𝓋𝑒 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒶𝒹. 𝒮𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀𝓈 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎, 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓉𝒸𝒽 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓂𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓉. 𝐼𝓉'𝓈 𝒮𝒶𝓎𝑜𝓇𝒾, 𝓈𝒽𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝒽𝑒 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓈𝒶𝓌.
I wake up and lift my upper body up. I don't see Monika in the bed with me bed with me. But I do see her standing up, shaking, blushing, and her arms up to her chest in a shy manner.
"What's wrong." I asked. Looks like it's hard for her to answer.
"A-Ahh, u-umm, Mm." Monika still shaken but finally says something. "D-Did y-you have a d-dream about something..." Monika asks shyly and quietly.
"Yeah I did, why?" I ask confused.
"W-Was it..." Monika grows quiet but continues. "Sexual..." Ummm what..?
When she says that I feel my pajamas are stretched a bit.
Oh Crap. I got a rare case of morning wood. "Oh." I'm not surprised but my heart is still pumping.
"Eh.. I can't do nothing about it." I shouldn't make any jokes about my little boy, it might send her in to overdrive and freeze.
"Just get out for now. Imma change." I say before I dangle my legs off the bed.
"W-Wait! I'm not out yet!" With Monika saying that she runs out the room and closes the door. I sigh because of this situation. I get up out the bed and look at my little boy. I position in a place where he wouldn't be noticed unless someone touch him. I put on school pants on and take off my shirt because it's a bit dirty, I have nothing under this shirt as so my upper body is exposed.
'Where is my school shirt?' I Questioned my self. I exit my room and walk down the stairs. I see Monika sitting down at the table waiting for me. I walk down to ask her. She is reading a book waiting for me to get ready.
"Hey Monika." I grab her attention. "Where's my school shirt?" I ask. Her face turns red again. I'm still shirtless, well built, but, not enough to show off.
"U-Um, there." She points towards a chair in the kitchen.
Why is it right there?
"Oh thanks." Still confused on why it's right there, I put it on.
"Are you going to eat breakfast?" Monika asks. She's right, I haven't ate anything since I woke up.
"Eh.. I don't wanna eat." I say.
"But aren't you hungry?" She asks, as I look at her.
"Yeah, But, I don't care if I die." When I finish saying that I realize, what if I die in this game? Will I die in real life? That's a question to ask later.
I walk out the door, not even waiting for Monika.
"Hey wait up!" Monika drops her book and runs after me. I take a quick glance at the book cover and it has a eye on it.
Looks like Yuri's book.
I don't wanna bother her with meaningless questions so we continue to walk to the place me and Sayori hangout at. We walk outside and it's cloudy with a bit of fog. We turn the corner and...
She is there...!
"Holy hell!" I yell out before running to Sayori, probably the my fastest run because Monika can even catch up to me.
Sayori noices me and lets a little scream before she is caught in my embrace.
"Oh my god, Sayori!" I don't let go of Sayori. I can see Monika jealous glare hit my eyes as I'm hugging Sayori. I don't care.
"H-Hey, Senpai." Sayori says. She sounds shy, that's not like her. I let go and stand straight.
"Senpai, why is Monika here." Sayori asks. I turn around realizing Monika saw my whole hug outburst.
"Oh I got Hom—" Monika quickly covers my mouth with hers hand and pushes me back.
"Don't tell her that! It's embarrassing..." Monika, still covering my mouth, looks away in embarrassment. She lets me go and pushes me to Sayori.
"What was that about?" Say asked confused about Monika whole mini conversation.
"That was something about the club and something I forgot, it doesn't really matter." I'm really good at lying but it's just that...
I REALLY hate lying to people.
"Anyways, Monika wanted to walk with us." I stated.
"But!" I get closer to Sayori and whisper.
"That doesn't mean we can't do what we want." Monika catches me flirting with Sayori and intervenes.
"Let's get to school guys!" Monika says before she separates us.
It's quiet, the only thing that is keeping me from insanity is the others students around us. Monika looks over to me.
"U-Um, can you hold me? The way you held Sayori?" Weird question but okay.
"Why?" I ask
"Because I want it to seem like we are dating so people wouldn't ask me out anymore." Monika says.
"Oh okay." I do as I was told and wrap my arm around Monika. Sayori is staring with hurt eyes, she thought I only did this to her, she thought she was special for the first time.
I pat Sayori on her head before the bad thought can cross her head, she looks at me.
"It's okay Sayori, I'll do this when we walk home. This is a one time thing for Monika." I smile at Sayori as she smiles back.
Monika and I catch eyes since she is popular and I'm the 'pervert'.
"Hey!" I hear a yell of angry before I see a guy as tall as me, ugly, and a bit built walks up to me. Who is this guy?
Whats up?" I ask
"Why are you touching Monika like that?" He yells in angry. He has scared Monika and Sayori so they have back away while I haven't. This guy is pissing me off.
"Look dude, you're scaring the girls." I move a bit so he can see what he has done.
"I'm not worried about that, what I'm worried about is you and Monika!" He continues to yell meaningless things. I'm sitting here with a straight face, while a guy is just yelling at me about how worthless I am and how he the one to be with her.
"If you that mad bro then do something about it!" I'm mad now. It's just a stare down right now but it's not long before he throws his first punch though. Luckily, I knew he would do it so I kept my guard up and blocked it with my right arm. My left arm is free and he has a opening at his stomach to I take advantage of that and punch him with my left. My left is weak but I did something. He backs away a bit and coughs, giving me the time to take off my bag.
"You don't have to do this! Please stop!" I hear Monika yell. I look but at her.
"He started it." I shrug at her before I return my attention to this guy.
I shouldn't have looked at Monika because this guy is already charging at me with full force. I can't dodge because I know I another swing is gonna hit me and I can't back up to make space because I got no time left! I have to block.
I put my arms up to my face and absorb the punches. They are extremely strong and hurt bad. I have to do something before he destroy my arms. I move my arms away from my face to push his arms away. Which causes me to take a couple punches to the face, which felt rock being thrown at me. I finally managed to move his arms, making him and mine stomach and face open for punches, I go with a knee to the stomach because it's probably the quickest way I can get rid of this guy an Я Paolo Paolod the quickest way I can pull something off before he does. So I knee him extra hard, to make sure he stay down. I take a good look at my body.
Arms ruined, nose bleeding, blood coming out of my mouth, and bruises. I look cool.
I just realize that girls saw that! I turn to locate them and I see Sayori crying and Monika in shock. I walk over to them.
"Sayori, What are you crying for?" I ask. Sayori look at me and gives me a big squeeze, and I squeeze back. As Sayori is in my arms, Monika takes my attention off of Sayori.
"Senpai, I'm sorry for getting you into a fight. I didn't know anything like that would happen! I'm so sor—" I cut her off.
"Stop apologizing, it's okay, you never intended it to happen so it's not your fault." I give her a big smile and she gives a small smile back.
"Senpai..." I hear Sayori's sobbing voice.
"Please don't do that again.." Sayori cries. Look at Sayori and smile before we start walking again. But Sayori won't let go of me, she is holding my arm and clinging to it. While Monika dying of jealousy just looking at her.
As we are closing in on the school, I see movement in the cover of my eye. I turn to look and I see Michael staring at me with dead eyes. I stare back, I don't stop staring. I give him a grin which pisses him off. I pointed at Sayori, then pointed at myself trying to say...
SHE IS MINE...
I pat Sayori on her head and then she looks at me.
"You want to close to me, huh?" I ask
"A-Ah, Um." She struggles to find words.
"Is that weird?" She asks
"No." I pull her in closer. Not in a way where she is hugging me, in a way where it's comfortable to walk.
I almost forgot. Monika is here.
"Hey Monika." I look to see Monika and she is mad. She got no attention. It's just been me and Sayori flirting the whole time.
"Hey Monika, you want to get close too." I ask looking at Sayori for her reaction. Which is staring at Monika for a answer.
"Yeah.." Monika says, trying to keep a sassy tone. But clearly is embarrassed. What do I do in this situation?
"Oh look, we are nearing the school. You might want to let go of me now." I say in a normal tone. Sayori does so but looks sad afterwards, I can't help but feel bad. We enter the school and I'm getting stares. It might be because my body is weak, sore and broken, and I'm hanging out with a popular girl.
"Imma go wash off, you guys go to class." I said. I walk to the bathroom and it's empty. I go to the mirror to look at myself, and I look cool. Not as bad as I thought. I wash the blood off my face and I can still see the bruises. I sigh and and go do my normal things. But this time, it's with people staring at me.