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So here we are again, another chapter, I know there not that long but this I promise will be the longest chapter yet :) woop woop, so I think it's time to reveal the BIG secret :o it's not that big really but I just wanted to keep this till a later chapter so I could really explain everything :) this is probably gunna spread over 2 parts though :) so hope you enjoy, and pleaassee Review, I see you guys reading this so it'll motivate me more if you Review, I will btw do Carly's POV soon but I wanna get into the main part of the story xox
That God damn box!
Sam's POV:
After leaving Carly's know that she'd stick by my choice of moving or staying made me feel a bit better, but all I could think of was that Gad damn box! That is what is really keeping me from making a real decision; Freddie was taking me to iHop so I thought we could talk about it over food.
It took 15 minutes to get to iHop from Bushwell Plaza by Car and both me and Freddie where quiet the entire ride, once inside we sat down at a small table at the far end of the room, it was pretty dead since it was early but me and Freddie wanted to be alone and away from everyone else, Once we Ordered and our drinks cam, we just sat in silent, not really an awkward one but I could tell he was deep in thought, it wasn't long until our food came so I decided to bring up what was on both of our minds.
"You know I think we can get through this" I said and looked up to see him looking at me a small smile playing at his lips "What did you do with the box?"
"It's in my bedside cabinet" for some reason the thought of that made me panicked, what if his mum found it, That would be difficult to explain "She won't find it you know" it was if he read my mind "How do you know?"
"My bedside cabinet has a lock and not only that, she stopped going in my room to tidy it up since you stayed that one night" I laughed at that memory, all we where doing was sleeping but I'd left my burrito on the floor and she thought it was an animal and jumped on it and when she saw me in the bed, she flipped, but from that day she's promised to give us our space.
"What do you think we should do about our 'Little' Situation?" He asked me, "Well I know one thing, I'm not just getting rid, it's not the ideal thing but it doesn't mean I have to keep it" I told him, he just nodded which didn't reassure me as much as I would of liked "what do you think?" I asked him, I needed something more than just a head movement.
"I think we should tell my mum" I nearly spat my food at him.
Freddie's POV:
I knew saying that could get me in trouble with Same but my mum will have some sort of an idea on what to do about this thing, I mean we're going away to college next month and this is no ideal time to find this out but having some sort of idea on what our next move is will make things a little bit more easier.
"You actually WANT to tell your mum?" her eyes where wide, clearly alarmed at what I said "She'll kill us! I know we didn't break any 'said' agreements but we broke and unspoken one that we knew she wanted us to keep" she was freaking out by this point but I honestly thought telling my mum would be a good idea.
"Yes Sam, honestly she'll have more of an understanding on this kind of situation, I know it's not ideal, but neither is this situation, you finally got your acceptance letter after it got lost in the mail, and then this" I was in full on 'protective' mode at this point "Sam we need to tell someone and I think my mums the best person to tell, yeah, she'll flip at first but at least she'll be some sort of help"
Her face softened and I think she finally saw my point which was a relief, I didn't want to argue with Sam. "Your right, but I have no idea on how we could tell her"
"Well we can cross that bridge later on, first let's finish breakfast and we can go back and start making plans" she smiled at me "sounds good to me".
We spent another half an hour at iHop before deciding to go back to Bushwell, the ride back was as silent as when we came to iHop but I could tell Sam was deep in thought, we'll have to get so much figured out within the next few days, because whatever happens we're still going to college in a month. When we where back at Bushwell we walked up the stairs to the apartment. When we got upstairs and walked into our apartment my mum was sat on the couch sewing "Hi mum" She looked up and smiled at me and Sam, I'm glad she managed to pretend to be okay with me and Sam being together whilst she was around us.
"Hi Freddie, Sam" Sam just smiled and walked into my bedroom with me following behind her. "Sam, when should we tell her?"
"I don't know, but not straight away, I want to know what we're going to do first" I just nodded "Because that way when we tell her, she might be a little calmer"
"Yeah I know what you mean, so what do you want to do, I know you said your not getting rid, but does that mean after as well?" She just looked at me and stayed quiet, she was thinking hard about this and this needed a lot of thinking about, we couldn't just rush into things.
Sam's POV:
I sat on Freddie's bed just thinking, I could go through with it and then what? I'm supposed to be going to New York that's if I can leave Freddie and Carly behind, "Sam!" I listed my head to look back up at him "Sorry" I took a deep breath "I think, I'll go through with it"
"Are you sure?" he sat next to me and took my hands in his. "Yes, but as I said before it's what happens after which is what I need to think about, what we need to think about" he let go of my hands and wrapped his arm around me and I lay my head on his shoulder "Well what about New York?" he asked me, I pulled my head off of his shoulder and looked into his eyes which where full of concern. "I don't know"
"Well if you deciding on staying or going might make this decision easier" He said to me. I sat there contemplating the pro's and con's if I stayed I'd be with Freddie, Carly and Spencer and even though I wasn't a fan of her Freddie's mum, she'd be able to make this situation easier, but this was New York and Julliard, something I dreamed of my whole life and never thought I would get there because of my grades and behaviour but I now actually get to go unless I decline. Moving would give me a fresh start; I could come and visit everyone during holidays. God this was going to be hard.
"I have an idea, I'll go to New York, and no-one will notice anything until later on and that way I don't have to tell anyone but your mum and if I choose to mine"
"What about Carly?"
"She might be my best friend and sister but she has one big moth, never one to keep a secret and I don't want everyone knowing just a select few"
"What about being alone in New York, you can't go through this alone"
"I won't though and if anything happens, I can come straight back or you can come to me" he sat there taking in everything I was saying "Okay, so what about after?"
"Well, if we tell your mum she might have an idea on what's better, I have a feeling though I know what she'll say and I can say that I might just agree" He stood back up and put his hand out for me "So we're telling my mum now then" I nodded and went over to his bedside cabinet and unlocked it, and pulled out the box and went back to Freddie and held his hand, "The moment of Truth" He squeezed my hand as reassurance.
We walked back into the front room and sat down on the edge of the couch "Mum, can we talk" Freddie said, Marissa looked up and put her things on the coffee table "Sure, what's up?" for some reason she had a knowing look on her face, but I shrugged it of and looked at Freddie to see he was looking back at me silently asking me if I wanted to tell her or if I wanted him to tell her, I just faced Marissa and took a deep breath "I need to talk to you about something"
"Well if this has anything to do with what was in Freddie's bedside cabinet, then I already know" My mouth dropped slightly and I turned to Freddie "I thought you locked it" but Marissa butted in before he could say anything "Oh it was locked, but I learned a long time ago where the key to his bedside cabinet was" I was waiting for her to get mad and start yelling but it never came. "I'm not angry, well I am a little, you two broke your promise but I'm more disappointed in you both for not coming clean sooner"
I was shocked I could see she was a little angry but a lot more upset "Marissa, I promise to you, nothing happened under your roof we kept that promise, and about not telling you sooner, I only found out last night, and after I told Freddie we've been thinking of what's going to happen because I also finally got my acceptance letter to Julliard in New York" She sat and listened to everything me and Freddie had come up with and then told her how we where still unsure about what was to happen next after I go through all of this, "Well I have an idea, but I feel as if we should at least make sure everything is as it seems before we start planning anything"
Freddie's POV:
Well my mum took that a whole lot better than me and Sam had thought, at the moment, me and my mum where sat waiting for Sam to come out, we where sat in a small room with a few others, a couple of elderly people and, Parents with their children. "Sam you'll need to speak to the receptionist about changing over your details and when you've moved give us a ring and we can send over your file to a local Doctors Surgery.
I Looked up and saw Sam going to the receptionist, not long after she made her way over, "Well?" I asked.
"I can't tell you whether I feel happy or scared or even both" my mum stood up and put her hands on Sam's shoulders "Sam, what did they say"
"It's true, I'm Pregnant" She just looked confused and worried and my mum gave her a hug, "Don't worry Sam, I promise everything will be okay, I'll help you with whatever you need, and are you sure about going to New York?"
"100 percent sure"
Wow that was a long chapter and that's only part 1 of it :o haha Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter and please review, I see people reading it and I have no reviews :(
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