Joes POV: (ep 4)

I felt disconcerted about asking Taylor. I looked up at the dark black walls, that reminded me in the morning they would be white again. I didn't mean to set off any memories from the past with Taylor, I just wanted to understand. Why not? I realized it was kinda pushy and it all blurted out. I can't sleep, and for sure, I'm not going to be able to sleep. This has been going on for 2 days now. I needed to know how to fix Taylor and let her realize, not all guys are shit. I just had to know, and I want to know her. I want her. I need to have Taylor.

I finally fell asleep at 3 am. But it was useless because I got up at 5. Dam. Taylor has been on my mind. Constantly. This was the first time this has ever happened. Its a weird, awkward feeling; but still amazing. I shot out of bed, realizing if I didn't; I'd be thinking about Taylor for 2 hours. I couldn't get her off my mind. I sat down on the couch, trying to get her off my mind; as I turned on the tv. About an hour passed and I realized the tv was just there to keep me company as I dreamed about taylor. That's it. I stood up, ate my Frosted Flakes, slid on my skinny jeans, with my blue v-neck shirt, as I gelid up my hair. I put my black ray bans on. I remembered Taylor mentioned she's off Saturday and Sunday's. So what is today? Saturday. I smirked, sliding on my shoes. I was half way out the door when I realized it was only 6 am. I slowly backed up in my apartment and waited; I checked my Facebook; I checked the time; I called my brother; I checked the time; I took Winston for a walk; I checked the time. I waited until it was about 9 am, and I headed to Taylor's home. I rang the bell for her apartment number..."Who is it?" I heard her sweet voice say. "It's Joe." I heard a loud beep to open the door. I wandered through a large staircase. I finally found Taylor's apartment, I knocked on the white door with the room number 13. I watched Taylor's beautiful eyes peek through the door. She had her hair down, with the blonde locks a little past her shoulders, she was wearing a long sleeve striped white and blue sweater and dark washed skinny jeans. I smirked. "Hey Joe! What brings you here?" I heard her voice echo through my head as she offered me in. I walked into her living room. It was a light yellow colored room, it had a black sofa and tv with a bunch of books. "I was wondering if you wanted to do something today." I looked around then bring my eyes to an angel. "You mean as in a date?" I watched her smirk. I shook my head no; secretly wishing...it was.