He spat at me. The last word struck home. Was I really a whore because of this? Because of fucking Carlisle? No. We made love. We didn't Just fuck, the first time yes, but not the second. I couldn't be a whore. Yes, I'm supposed to be Edwards girlfriend...but...thats over, right?
I took a deep breath. Making a choice like this isn't always easy. You never know if your making the right choice. Sometimes there's always that thought in the back of your heard telling you should've chose the other road. Making you wonder if you had done something differently..this or that could've happened. And would it be better than what you were stuck with at the moment. Thats just how things happened...Sometimes, not always.
But with Carlisle...With Carlisle, things are diferent...Huh, it seems as though I'm saying that alot. I know how to explain something but how to tell you why I would choose him over Edward, I don't think I can. There are so many things I love about Edward. And there are so many things I love about Carlise. Both of them hold my heart. But Carlisle holds a much larger piece than Edward. Yesterday, something happened...well...We all know what happened but other than that something in me changed. Something about the way I see things. I just don't see me with Edward, anymore.
So...I hope to god...Really, really. I hope this choice is right. I hope that later on I won't come to regret it. But then again, me not seeing Edward that way has got to be a sign, a sign that Carlisle would be the right decision. Carlisle has to be the Right Decision.
"Its over, Edward." Its over. I've made my choice. No going back. Carlisle's my life. Edward will always have my heart but not as a lover...not as anything more than a friend or brother.
"As you wish Bella, As you wish. Now, as I wish...Get The Fuck Out Of My House!" He glared down at me. His eyes full of anger with a tinge of sadness.
"Excuse me son, but I do believe this is my house," Carlisle was at my side, his strong arms around my waist. "and Bella will not be leaving." Edward had moved so that now he was facing me, staring me down. Growling loudly as Carlisle pulled me slightly towards the stairs. We walked up the stairs, stopping at the very top. Carlisle then turned. "Don't ever think that you can kick out My Bella...Ever. Got that Edward?" Edward Growled, but Carlisle didn't care. He had already turned back to me. Carlisle kissed the top of my head as we walked to his room.
"I love you, Bella" He whispered. I smiled. "I love you, too, Carlisle." I twisted my head, eager to kiss him.
This kiss felt diferent. All the same love and all the same wonderful feeling but diferent.
"Are you going to work?" I wondered aloud. Would he really leave me after what just happened? Of course not, right? I mean, I had Alice but was that enough to keep edward from trying to yell at me of whatever some more?
"No, I already called in, they're probable looking for another docter right now." He chuckled lightly. The sound so beautiful. Music in my ears, letting me know that everything was going to be fine. I would just need to calm down slightly.
"Thank you." I kissed him again.
"Your welcome, my sweetheart." He kissed me with eager lips. His hand went to my neck, holding onto it tightly as he pulled me to him closer. I could immediately tell he wanted so much more than just a tender peck on the lips. In response my hands went to play and tangle my fingers in his hair. Something I so loved to do. His hair always as soft as silk.
He wraped my legs around his waist. I could already feel his erection. Adding fire to my fuel. I rubbed my lower body against him in a stupid attempt to get some of the friction I oh so badly needed. We both moaned out in pleasure as I moved. MY hands went low, trying to make work with his belt and pants. They needed to be gone. I couldn't take it, I ripped his pants. He looked down at his pants and growled. "God, I can't wait till your a vampire!"
He moved us to the bed in a second. He kissed me roughly. The feeling of his lips went strait to my core. He growled again once he smelt my arousal. He dipped his hand inside my pants and rubbed his hand against my pussy."Damn Bella. You always get so wet!" He kissed down my neck, placing his hands at the hem of my shirt at the same time. In one quick movement my shirt was off and floating peacefully to the floor beside the bed.
He removed my bra. Then lavished my breast. Kneading one as he sucked the other one. He sent shivers down my spine as he bit softly on my right nipple. He chuckled softly at my reaction. Then repeated his action for my other breast.
My hands dug into the bed while i bit my lip, trying to muffle a moan. His lips moved back to mine before moving towards my ear. The feeling of him nibbling on my ear added more fuel. The fire in was no doubt ready to explode. "Bella...Would you please stop holding it in, I wanna hear you. Scream, Moan, Growl...oh god..Growl, Hiss...I don't care. Just Let me hear how I make you feel." His hand were unbuttoning my jeans as he talked. Slowly he pulled them down my legs, his fingertips softly grazing my thighs at the same time.
I moved. Carlisle looked up at me. I looked him strait in the eye. His eyes were so clouded with lust. "Carlisle...Would you fuck me, already?!"
"Oh my bella likes to talk dirty?You'll pay for that." He flipped me over. proped me up so that i was on my hands and knees
"You ready to be fucked like the dirty whore you are?" He rubbed his dick against my ass.
Oh god....He's gonna fuck me in the ass.
He didn't even give me the time to prepare myself. He just stuck it in. I whimpered as he groaned. Two sounds that I have to addmit, kinda turned on. Obviously he licked the feeling of my really tight asshole around his dick.
Thankfully, he gave me sometime to adjust to the feeling- his size. God, don't let anyone tell you it don't hurt. God...It hurt.
He thrust. It hurt. He thrust. It started to feel better. He thrust. It felt slightly good. He thrust. It felt good. He thrust. It felt really good. He thrust, his hands were on my hips, pulling my body towards him, thrusting him deeper into me. It felt great. He thrust, reached under me, running his hands up my stomach to my breast, first kneading them then pinching my pert nippples. He thrusts to hard into me. It felt nothing before. My moans mixed with his grunts, they sounded wonderful...they were made to be together.
Each time he pulled out almost all the way, leaving his head still inside me then thrust all the way back in. You could hear it when he balls slapped my ass. On top of it, it he started to slap my ass, hard. I screamed out in pleasure at that. Who know I liked it rough? Carlisle, did. He kept slapping my cheeks until they were red, or until he could sense that i was already ready to fall off the edge. Asshole wasn't gonna let me catch a break...maybe I was gonna pay for what I said.
I could only see his face, when he fingers fisted my hair, pulling my face back to look him in the eyes as he fucked me in the ass. His god like features looked strained, as if he was concentrating very very hard on trying not to blow his load like some fucking teenage boy, but still, he looked sexy as hell. And it pleased me well to know that I could make ready to fall off the edge so quickly, making me that much closer to falling off as well.
He tugged on my hair tighter, pulling my head back as far as it would go. I looked him in his eyes, his beautiful eyes.
He looked me in my eyes. "Those fucking doe eyes...I fucking love them." I whimpered as he moved one of his hand towards my pussy. His skilled hand found its way to my slick folds. He dipped one finger in me as he thrust into me from behind at the same time. I could start to feel myself clamping down on him, I was so close. When the fuck is he gonna let me, cum?
"Carlisle, Please....Please." I begged him. I needed my release and he fucking knew it. He was making me pay. Damn, him.
"No, Bitch...I told you, you were gonna pay." I whimpered. God, I loved it when he cussed. It sounded so sexy.
"Carlisle...Baby...Please." I begged again. He didn't care.
Fuck this. If he isn't gonna do it I am. I know my body, I know what the fuck I need. Without stopping to think about it, I reached down towards my pussy. I slapped his hand, but he didn't budge. Slowly I worked my hand in there, I wasn't able to get very far before he slapped my hand away.
"What did I say, bitch?" His mouth was close to my ear. His growls sounding that much more scary...but sexy at the same time. I didn't answer..wrong choice. "What the fuck did I say, bitch?" He bit my ear lobe. Holy shit. He finger fucked me harder. Oh god. He fucked me harder. Oh fucking jesus.
He thrust into me so hard and quickly i could on reply during each trust. "You...said...I...was...gonna pay...like...the...dirty whore...I am." My hands had reached up to the head board for support. He was fucking me so hard, no body had even done this to me.
"Thats right, bitch. Now take what I'm giving you." He growled.
"Okay, Daddy." Me calling him daddy set him off. He moaned.
"Thats right, No body can make you feel this way. Only me. Now say it." He groaned. So sexy of a sound.
"Only you can make me feel this way, Daddy," Him talking to me like this was actually pushing me towards the edge. I could feel my muscles tightening in my stomach.
"Yes, now cum with me." Just those words made me fall. He hage me permission and I did it. I fell hard. Holding it in longer must have been the reasons. Damn, I could've sworn i saw stars. I was so into my orgasm, I hadn't noticed that carlisle had released and pulled out. He layed there beside me. Both of us breathless. I couldn't help but giggle, Carlisle was amazing.
"Who knew I liked it rough?" I giggled. He chuckled.
"I kinda had a feeling." He kissed me softly before I was lost in my sleep.
YESSSS!Can you say, Next chapter! Working on the next one. I hope to have it up in a day or so.
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