YOHHH…wait…what chapter we on now? CHAPTER 4? Ok let's get this toaster oven baking! I do not own shugo chara and I hope you enjoy the chapter. I will have more time to update since I am now single!

(Amu Pov.)

I shot up in bed at the sound of my cell phone ringing. I looked around my bedroom and rubbed my eyes dry. My phone kept ringing and I tried to shut it out.

Riiiinnggg Riiiinnggg Riiiinnggg

Agitated, I picked up the phone and heard Rima screaming at god knows who.

"Rima, what could it possibly be so early in the morning?" I asked as calmly as I could.

"Amu-chan, its noon. Yeah, Me and the cross dresser were going to ask you to come shopping with us." She said and I could hear Nagi yell that he wasn't a cross dresser.

Whatever that meant.

"Yeah well I got this family thing…" I started to say then Rima cut me off. She said "Amu-chan, don't lie to me. You just woke up and you want to go back to bed but that's not going to happen."

I continued to argue and continued with "Yeah but I…"

Rima cut me off yet again, and said "There's a sale at that punk store you love so much."

I pondered for a minute and tried to think of another excuse.

"Coming…" I mumbled.

I was meeting Rima and Nagi at the food court in the shopping mall. I wore a white tank top with fangs on it and a black skirt. It was scary I was starting to have private jokes with myself, like with the fang shirt. I needed to get out more.

I had a flashback to last night and shuttered. I slapped my face and tried to rid my mind of memories of the…kiss that shook my very core. I spotted Rima and ran to her with a fake smile on my face.

"Rima! Hmm where's Nagihiko?" I asked when I didn't see him.

"The jerk isn't here yet." She answered and pouted with rosy cheeks.

I smiled, If only they could admit their feelings to each other already. It's obvious to everybody but them that they're so in love.

Nagi showed his model-like face about ten minutes later, which Rima couldn't be angrier about. Though, she forgot about five minutes later. We walked past many stores until Rima stopped at an underwear store and grinned at me.

"Rima, I'm not going in there." I said before she got the chance to say anything.

She continued to push me into the store, Nagi followed us both in. I looked around and found nothing that wasn't totally embarrassing.

"Amu-chan, I think this would look great on you." I looked over at him and his handsome smile. I smiled back until I saw what he was holding. My mouth dropped and I felt my face heat up to a million degrees.

He was holding a black bra and panties that had red lace connecting both together along with see threw black leggings with a garter belt connecting it to the underwear.

Rima bursts out laughing and checked it out. Nagi was having fun at my expense and I tried not to look until Rima got behind me and grabbed my boobs and I screamed.

"Well Amu-chan is so well endowed, unlike you were in sixth grade!" She yelled and laughing while I cried and flailed my arms around.

I looked around and saw a familiar girl looking in at me threw the shop window. It was my nightmare come true. Utau, Ikuto's little sister, was looking at me, with my best friend grabbing my boobs no less.

Rima shot her a look and asked me "Who's that, amu-chan?"

I sunk to the floor.

Later, we were just standing in the middle of the mall talking.

"So amu-chan, Do you have a boyfriend?" Rima asked me with a smirk.

"Of course she doesn't." Nagi said and smiled at me. "Right, amu-chan?"

I blushed and thought of Ikuto, we weren't dating but there was something between us.

"Well, there's somebody I like." I said and smiled.

"What? Who is it?" Nagi asked quickly.

"AMU WANTS TO BONE WHO?" Rima practically screamed to the entire mall.

I blushed and said "I-I-It's not really….I don't want to 'bone' him…I just like him"

Nagi looked appalled and Rima looked excited.

I got close to Nagi's face and whispered "I don't want to d-do it with him, I swear….I just like him"

Then, I felt a stranger put his arm around my shoulder and saw an arm around Nagi's shoulder too.

I saw midnight blue hair and then I saw midnight blue eyes. It was Ikuto, and he came between Nagi and Me and said "Amu wants to bone who?" with a nonchalant face on.

I blushed so hard and wanted to hide. Ikuto's face was so close, but I tried to keep my cool.

"I don't want to bone anybody!" I said a little too loud.

He ruffled my hair and laughed. I got a light musky scent from Ikuto just like-

I stumbled backwards and tripped only to be caught by Ikuto.

He was grinning and said "Does it make you that nervous around me? I do admit I got plenty of girls just tripped over me." He posed with his hands behind his back, ruffling his own hair. I giggled and felt warm inside.

WAIT. I forgot that he smells just like I stared at him and wondered if it was him. He had the same body figure, same gorgeous eyes, same smell, same…sexy attraction.

I must have been blushing since Rima stepped on my foot and hummed to herself.

I shook my head and tried to forget yet another disturbing thing about today. I looked over at Nagi to see him glaring at Ikuto.

I looked back at Ikuto to see him eying my Fang shirt….or was he looking at my breasts? This shirt did have a V shape neckline. His staring made me self conscious and I fumbled with my fingers and looked away.

"Nice shirt." He finally said to me. My eyes narrowed at him and I was going to ignore that too.

I smiled and thanked him. My face felt warm and I felt fuzzy inside. A feeling I was getting used to.

"Ooohhhh I get it." Rima said with her hand on her chin, deep in thought.

"He's the-"Rima started to say and my stomach dropped and I ran and covered her mouth.

'That was close' I thought.

"SO amu-chan, where did you get that shirt from? It is adorable on you." Nagi smiled and eyed my boobs. If only it wasn't to bother Ikuto. I was getting mad at everyone here.

Ikuto looked pissed which DID make me somewhat happy, in a weird way.

"I got it from an outlet store in America. I went last year with my family, there was all kinds of vampire stuff."

"Yeah, and you have had a thing for vampires ever since." Rima said drearily.

'You're not helping Rima!' I thought and glanced at ikuto, who looked normal.

"Yeah….I guess…." I said, trying to end the conversation.

"Anybody else thirsty?" I asked and walked to a nearby food stall.

I got strawberry milk, which is my favorite thing to drink, alcohol tastes good with it too but I don't like to drink it that much. We sat down at a table and talked.

"So amu, Utau tells me you're a lesbian?" Ikuto said and I practically choked on my drink.

"NO….No…I'm not." I said and sucked on my straw.

'Utau must have run to him after she saw us in the underwear store.' I thought and gritted my teeth.

It was time to part ways and Ikuto offered to walk me home, which I refused. I was going to test if he dared to show his face. I cannot freak out though, sure we kisses and it was amazing and he shook my very core…But I needed to know if was In fact, Ikuto.

It was light out yet night time. I was nervous, anxiously awaiting the vampire's arrival.

I sighed as I walked home and looked behind me, There was nobody.

Since it was summer, the sun sets later so it was still semi-bright at seven, I got home without seeing the mystery vampire.

I was actually sad I didn't see him too, my heart ached deep.

I realized I must be in love with him, and also Ikuto. A dark place in my heart wished they would be one person. I yearned to see them both and I don't think I could live without them. With ikuto, I like talking to him and seeing his silly grin and his jokes. With vampire man, it's way more sexual and that's what scares me. I never felt this way about a boy before. Ikuto was so silly and the vampire so serious.

They are so different yet so alike. The vampire scares me yet I feel safe with Ikuto.

I was starting to hurt my head with all this thinking. I pulled off my shirt and unzipped my skirt and kicked it to floor. I walked into the bathroom and started my bath and poured my strawberry soap into the bath and sighed, I got a towel and put it on the toilet.

I am so confused with my feelings right now; I wish somebody would just tell me. I undressed all the way and stepped into my bath and relaxed. I was determined to relax.

Even if it killed me.

Ok well that's it for chapter four…I know it was longer than all the other ones ringing in at 1,632 words but bear with me. I really like this chapter and I hope you guys do too. Remember to R&R!